Clash

The rest of the day we just strolled over the boulevard and it was mostly Niall who did the talking and I was listening. We got a look of smiles, as people thought we were a couple and we kind of looked like that.

Niall made me smile a lot and he made me forget the problems that were waiting at home, which was exactly what I needed. It was the reason I wanted to go back to America but I also knew I couldn’t escape for long so it was best to just enjoy this while it lasted.

“Niall I would like to go out.” He stared at me for a second before responding. “Like in a club?” he asked and I nodded because I really wanted to dance and drink, just so that I could have fun at least one night. “Alright, that’s fine but I’m coming with you.” I didn’t mind that at all. “That’s okay, what time should we leave?” I asked him and he told me I should be ready at 10 pm, he even gave me money to buy an outfit, not that I needed his money.

I walked into one of the shops and just went through the racks and I had to give it to them, these shops looked really clean but cold and there was a lady who was lurking around, waiting for me to ask for help even though I had told her that I was just looking around. This bothered me a lot but eventually I walked out with a black dress, it was short but not too short. If I would bend over you couldn’t see any underwear so that was good. It had glitters though and it fitted me like a second skin.

I also had to buy high heels and I settled for black ones with 10 inch heels, they really made me look sexy, the only thing that I had to do now was get me something that made me feel awesome and as this was L.A. I didn’t have to search for a long time and as I bought two pills, I had to admit that I felt bad about it but nothing was standing in my way to having a good time even if that meant I had to get some help from certain pills.

I returned to our room and was surprised to find Niall sleeping on the bed and this gave me an opportunity to study him. He looked like a sweet boy when he was sleeping, as if he had nothing on his plate. He hadn’t shaved and you could see some light stubble on his face, which wasn’t in contrast with his hair colour but then again he does dye his hair so it wasn’t really weird to see dark stubbles on his face.

I sighed because if Harry hadn’t see me first I would have been with Niall, that is if I had met him and he actually liked me but now I just didn’t know what to do about this whole situation. I quickly walked into the bathroom to take a quick shower before I dressed into my outfit for tonight.

I put on make-up, I decided on a natural look with red lipstick. This way my lips where popping out and that was exactly what I wanted. I curled my hair with the curling iron that I had bought in one of the stores and after an hour I felt ready to go out. The sad girl had disappeared into a hot looking one, well that’s what I thought and with all this stuff on my face I have the right to call myself hot for one night.

I walked out of the bathroom and saw that Niall was awake again and dressed to go out. He was wearing a white shirt that hugged his body, which made his muscles stand out and he was wearing black skinny jeans with black shoes. He looked really good. “I’m ready to go.” He turned immediately and I was not surprised to see him with his phone in his hand.

“Liam, I have to go.” He just hung up the phone, whilst his mouth was hanging open. His expression changed from boredom to something dark but a kind of dark that makes your skin tingle. “You look hot.” He said whilst stepping in my space, he was so close that we could kiss but he never let his eyes drop to my lips. I guess he didn’t look at my lips because he would lose his resistance. “Thank you, you look good yourself.” I whispered and after what felt like hours he finally took a step back whilst taking a deep breath.

He held out his hand and I grabbed it. “Let’s go.” He told me and I followed him out and when we arrived at one of the clubs, we got immediate access. He held me hand tightly whilst we were making our way to the bar and Niall did good because this club was packed and it was HOT in here.

“What do you want to drink?” Niall asked me and I was looking around and stopped on a couple of friends that were taking shots of tequila and that was exactly what I needed. “I want tequila.” Niall didn’t expect that but he ordered not one shot but a few shots and as the bartender put them in front of us I couldn’t help but look sheepishly at Niall because to be honest I had never ever drank tequila.

I watched Niall closely as he did the first shot. He first licked the skin between his thumb and index finger and then he put some salt on it, then he took the shot of tequila and bit down on the piece of lemon. It looked really easy so I just copied him and when I took the shot of tequila, it felt like my throat was burning but it was such a awesome feeling that it heightened my adrenaline. “Another one?” Niall asked but I was already getting my second shot.

“Niall I really need to dance.” I couldn’t stand still because the beat was so awesome. Niall laughed and waved me off to the dance floor, which was fine by me and as I grabbed his beer I turned and made my way to the dance floor. The pills were heavy in my pocket so why not take one.

I checked my surroundings and I quickly popped one in my mouth and swallowed it with the beer I had stolen from Niall. “Just one” I mumbled to myself as I threw the other away, just to be sure I wasn’t going to take another one.

I started dancing and as I was swaying on the music, I suddenly felt a pair of hands on my waist and normally I would pull away but this time I just went with it and I knew it wasn’t Niall because it didn’t feel the same but I enjoyed the attention nonetheless. The heat was making me sweat as I kept dancing song after song. I was drinking what the guys offered me and somewhere in the back of my mind I was wondering where Niall had gone off to but it wasn’t in the front of my thoughts so it didn’t really matter that much because I was having fun.

I felt the guy pull me closer so that I was dancing against his body and at a certain point I felt his arousal, which wouldn’t be turning me on in my daily life but as I was under the influence of XTC it turned me on big time so I turned around to see who the guy was and that’s when I stumbled because the guy I had been dancing with was Niall the entire time and the way he was smiling at me, didn’t leave anything to the imagination, he was literally undressing me with his eyes and when my eyes fell on his jeans, I could guess what he was thinking.

I know I should stop dancing with him but I didn’t want to. I know this was the drugs talking but we were dancing and having fun and that was something we both needed. Niall pulled me against him and the music got only louder and our dancing matched every single beat.

Next thing I know I’m kissing him and not gently, nooo I was attacking his mouth but he did exactly the same. It was hot and sweaty and everything I needed right now. Niall grabbed my hand and lead me towards the toilets and next thing I know he slams me into one of the bathroom stalls and kisses me feverishly. My heart was beating like crazy and I could only smell his sweat, which was mixed with mine.

It was beyond anything I have ever experienced and it was getting harder to stand, as my knees were getting more weak my the minute. Niall must’ve sensed that because next thing I know he lifts me up. I put my legs around his waist and put my arms around his neck. One of my hands crawls up into his hair, which makes him moan desperately into my mouth. The way he was touching me made me feel like we were the only two people on the world and I actually forgot my surroundings. Niall’s hand was on my behind and made it’s way too my thigh, when I felt his hand touch the brim of my underwear, I couldn’t stifle a moan and that was all the encouragement he needed.

He touched my sensitive spot through my lace underwear and I felt an immense pleasure as he gently stroked it. I was now full on moaning, which made his arousal even more noticeable. “Anna.” Niall moaned but something sounded off but it was hard to focus while his hand was still stroking me. Then he stopped kissing me, which made me open my eyes to see what was wrong and when I looked into his eyes, I saw the hesitation.

His hesitation worked like a magic charm because it brought me back into reality and in this reality I shouldn’t be doing any off this with Niall. Niall saw the sudden change in my expression and he gently put me down and gave me a soft kiss on my forehead. We kept standing like this until we caught our breath, which took awhile. “I’m sorry.” Was all I mumbled, his only response was pulling me in a hug.

“Let’s go back, okay?” I nodded against his chest and he grabbed my hand and led me back into the nightclub. I looked around and I felt sad because I wanted to have fun but instead I had made a terrible mistake. I wasn’t being fair to Niall and I had to make this up to him. We left the club and pulled a cab over. We sat silently next to each other whilst we drove through LA.

This was the longest ride ever and I couldn’t be happier when we finally arrived back at the hotel. Before we got out of the cab Niall turned towards me “You should go in, I will follow soon.” I know what he was doing and it made me even feel more terrible. “Okay, please don’t stay too long.” He nodded and gave me a gentle kiss on my forehead. I watched the cab drive away with Niall in it. I had to sigh about this because it was my fault he had to have time for himself.

I walked to our room. I didn’t even bother to turn on the lights but I just crashed on the bed, closing my eyes. After awhile I felt the bed dip and two strong arms pull me against his chest. “What are we doing Anna?”

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