Today the guys came back from London and I was home alone. Niall went back to the frat house the day after Christmas, but never came back. He also won't answer his phone which was worrying me. I wondered if he changed his mind about what we were doing. To stop me thinking I cleaned the house from top to bottom. I also covered up the marks Niall gave me, so no one would question them.

When the guys got home later that day it was just Sophia, Liam and Louis. They told me Perrie and Zayn stayed behind to spend more time with their family. Also Sophia managed to get herself sick, so she and Liam won't be going out for New Year’s Eve. Louis told me that we will still go to the frat house.

I went into Louis room after he called me. He was sitting on his bed and patted the spot next to him. I slowly walked over to him to sit down next to me, “so I have a lot of questions for you, but I'm going to start off with. Why was my t-shirt and track pants on my bed?” He questioned. I looked at the clothes that Niall wore, “Niall borrowed them,” I replied. Louis nodded his head, “why did Niall borrow them? I noticed that he was wearing them when we called you,” he asked.

“Because he stayed over Christmas Eve,” I says. Louis nodded his head, “and where did he sleep?” he wondered. It felt like Louis knew the answer, “in my bed,” I whispered. Louis faced me as his crossed his legs on his bed. I did the same, “Reid what happened while we were away? I have evidence that something happened,” he tells me. I raised an eyebrow at him, “what evidence?” I questioned. Louis leaned back before going in his side table draw. He pulled the box of condoms out that I put back, “this. I never opened them and now there opened,” he points out. He threw them into my lap, “I have nothing to tell you,” I say.

“Come on Reid. You and Niall fucked and by the looks of it about four times,” he tells me. I nodded my head, “Niall came over Christmas Eve to save me from Brenton, but he was going to come over anyway. He got rid of Brenton quite quickly and we watched a movie. I kissed him after he told me he was sorry. No reason just that he was sorry. Then he kissed me as we laid down on the lounge. I begged him to sleep in my bed with me and he did. It just happened,” I explained.

“Yeah four times,” Louis smiled. I nodded my head, “now I don’t know what’s going on between us. He was going to stay until you guys got home, but he went back to the frat house to get some clothes and never came back. His not even answering his phone,” I rambled. Louis hugged me, “what did you think was going to happen between you two?” he wondered. I shrugged my shoulders, “he said that he would like to continue what we were doing. It just what are we doing?” I questioned. Louis and I laid against his headboard, “by the sounds of it fuck buddies, but what do you want out of it?” he asked. I laid my head on his chest, “him. What about you and Harry? What are you two doing together?” I blurted out. Fuck I wasn’t meant to say anything about that, “what are you talking about Reid?” Louis questioned. I looked at him, “I know Louis,” I say.

“You don’t know anything,” he snapped. I sighed, “Louis it’s alright. I’m alright with it,” I reassured him. He looked down, “Harry and I just happened one night too, but we haven’t stopped. I really like being with him,” Louis confessed. I nodded my head, “but how did you know?” he wondered. I looked away, “um Niall,” I whispered. Louis made me look at him, “how does Niall know?” he questioned. I shook my head, “I tell you if you don’t tell or do anything to Niall,” I tell him. Louis nodded his head, “promise. I want to know how he knows. Harry and I think no one knows,” he says.

“He told me that he saw Harry suck your dick,” I tell him. Louis was shocked, “when?” he asked. I shrugged my shoulders, “but how long have you and Harry been doing this?” I wondered. Louis smiled, “that night you and Niall first got together,” he tells me. I was surprised, “but how far have you gotten?” I asked. Louis shook his head, “as far as me and Niall?” I questioned. Louis nodded his head, “no more questions,” he tells me. I smiled big at him, “ok,” I say. Louis pushed me as my phone went off. I quickly looked at it, “is it Niall?” Louis teased. It was a message from Niall:

Ni: Hey sorry about not coming back or answering my phone. I was doing something. Anyway I was wondering if you want to come with me to a party tomorrow? That’s not at the frat house and that it slight formal wear.

Me: Where is it? Slight formal wear?

Ni: Time Square and I have to wear a suit jacket and you in a dress

Me: What’s Harry and Louis going to do? Soph sick, so Liam going to stay with her and Perrie and Zayn not back yet

Ni: They can come

Me: You sure? Oh Lou knows what we did over Christmas

Ni: Well now I’m more sure. How did he find out? Did you tell him?

Me: Lol. Well I put the box of condoms back and he worked it out

Ni: Lol. I was going to replace them with a new box. I got to go, so I message you tomorrow xo

Me: ok xo

Louis was looking at me with a big smile on his face, “we’re going to a different party tomorrow night,” I inform him. Louis raised an eyebrow, “it’s in Time Square and it’s slight formal,” I added. Louis was still confused, “slight formal?” he questioned. I nodded my head, “suit jacket and me in a dress,” I replied. Louis slowly nodded his head, “Harry coming too,” I tell him. Louis hugged me, “so it’s a double date,” he beamed. I laughed a little, “well a secret double date,” he added. I laughed a bit harder, “crap. I got to find something to wear,” I say. Louis smiled at me before dragging me to my room.

****

It was New Year’s Eve and I purposely got up about three in the afternoon. I laid in bed until about four as I listened to music. Then I had a shower and shaved everywhere. Louis came into the bathroom when I was still in the shower, “hurry up Reid. I still need to shower,” Louis tells me. I got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around me, “you’re worse than Perrie,” I mumbled. Louis jumped in the shower, “but I take quicker. I don’t need to shave my whole body,” he points out. I gave him the middle finger, “that’s what you’ll be doing with Niall tonight,” he says.

“If I let him,” I tell him. Louis laughed, “of course you are. You can’t get enough of him,” he teased. I fixed my eyebrows up in the mirror, “how big is he?” Louis asked. I turned around to Louis, “just a little bit taller than you,” I joked. Louis shook his head, “you know what I mean,” he says.

“I thought you would already seen him naked, but he is bigger than Max,” I tell him. Louis put his thumbs up, “that what I was asking. I’ve never seen Max naked and Niall is always stripping down to nothing,” Louis says. I went back to fixing my eyebrows, “how big is Harry?” I wondered. Louis laughed a little, “bigger than Niall and I,” Louis replied.

When I finished my eyebrows I went into my room to get ready. I sat on my bed before I started putting body gloss all over me. My phone started ringing as I was half done and it was Niall. I answered it before I put it on loud speaker, “hey,” I say. I turned up the volume of my loud speaker, “hey. So what you doing?” Niall asked. I continued to put on my body gloss, “just rubbing myself up,” I tell him. I rubbed the body gloss into my legs, “princess you know I do a better job,” he say. I knew he was smirking, “but you’re not here and I need to put this body gloss on,” I tell him.

“Why you putting that shit on? It taste bad,” Niall asked. I stop putting it on, “how do you know it taste bad?” I wondered. I heard Niall move around, “I not going to lie. I have slept with other girls,” he admitted. I wasn’t surprised, but I was a little bit hurt, “but you’re different and someone special to me. There no other girls,” he reassured me. I picked my phone up, “ok,” I whispered. I stood up, “I’m going to wash it off,” I tell him.

I went back into the bathroom, “Lou say hi to Niall,” I tell him. I grabbed a wash cloth, “hi,” Louis says. Niall said hi back, “is Louis in the shower?” Niall questioned. I washed off the body gloss, “yep,” I replied. I threw the wash cloth in the sink, “why are you in their while his in there?” Niall asked. He sounded jealous, “because we don’t care,” I tell him. I looked at Louis, “well I wanted to talk to you in private,” Niall says. I waved Louis goodbye before walking back to my room.

I put my phone on my bed, “I’m back in my room now,” I tell Niall. I threw my towel on the floor and grabbed my dressing gown, “so what did you want to talk about in private?” I asked him. I noticed it was five thirty as I put my dressing gown on, “I was going to tell you that I got us a hotel room for the night. I also got Harry and Louis one too. So you need to pack an overnight bag,” he tells me. I grabbed my phone, “and who said that I wanted to stay with you?” I questioned. I walked over to my wardrobe and grabbed my overnight bag out, “princess I know you do, so don’t act like you don’t,” he points out. I rolled my eyes, “do you want me to bring anything?” I asked him.

“Nah I got everything we need. Just pack clothes and bring yourself,” he replied. I started to fill my overnight bag up, “does Harry know your plan?” I wondered. I grabbed out a pair of shoes, “yeah. Do you know Lou can’t keep his mouth shut? Harry knows about what we did over Christmas. But he also gathered something was up when you wore that turtleneck. Apparently you only own one since you hate them,” Niall informs me. I finished packing my overnight bag, “that don’t surprise me. They been together for over a year now,” I tell Niall. I put my bag on my bed, “how do you know that?” Niall questioned.

“I told Louis I knew about him and Harry,” I say. I grabbed my hairbrush, “did you tell him that I knew?” he asked. I started brushing my hair, “maybe,” I smiled. I quickly got up to grab my phone and my hair straightener, “why?” Niall whined. I sat down in front of my mirror after I plugged in my hair straightener, “it slipped my mouth,” I admitted. Niall sighed, “if it anything Louis won’t hurt you,” I reassured him. Niall sighed again, “I think Harry knows that I know about them, but if they know about us. It only right that we know about them,” Niall says. I started straightening my hair, but lightly curling the ends, “is anyone we know going to be there?” I wondered.

“No. A friend owed me a favour and I used it for tonight since you always wanted to go to Time Square for New Year’s Eve,” Niall tells me. I smiled big, “thank you. I owe you,” I say. I continued with my hair, “you don’t owe me. I just want to be your midnight kiss,” he tells me. I nodded my head, but remembered that he couldn’t see me, “ok,” I smiled. I hissed when I got the side of my pinkie finger on the hair straightener, “what did you do?” Niall asked. I put my pinkie in my mouth for a second, “I burnt my finger on the hair straightener,” I replied. I put my finger back in my mouth, “you poor thing. I kiss it better when we leave at seven,” he teased. I looked at my finger and it was red, “so you’ll be here in about an hour,” I say.

“No I’ll be there in about fifteen,” he tells me. I started panicking, “I’m not ready,” I tell him. Niall laughed a little bit, “its ok Buttercup. I’m not ready either. I going to finish getting ready there,” Niall reassured me. I took in a deep breath, “well let yourself in and go bother Lou,” I tell him. I knew Niall was pouting, “but I want to see you,” he says. I finished my hair, “nope,” I smiled. I got my make-up out, “please,” he begged. I looked through it, “no. You only want to see me, cause I’m naked. So I’m going to hang up now to finish getting ready,” I tell him. As I was about to hung up, “I’ll get you back,” Niall tells me. I ended the call before I threw my phone on my bed.

When I got back looking through Perrie make-up my phone was telling me I had a message. I picked it up and it was a picture message from Niall. I dropped my phone in surprised when I saw it was a naked picture of himself. I quickly picked my phone back up to have a second look. I was so focused on the picture that I didn’t hear Louis come in, “Reid?” Louis questioned. I pressed my phone against my chest, “what are you looking at?” he wondered. I shook my head, “why?” he asked.

“Because I said so,” I smiled. Louis slowly nodded his head, “what do you want?” I questioned. Louis looked like he just got out of the shower, “just to see how the conversation ended,” he replied. I nodded my head, “alright. Oh we will be staying at a hotel tonight, so packed a bag. It’s also separate rooms. Also Niall be here soon,” I inform him. Louis nodded his head, “cool,” he says. He came over to me and grabbed my phone before I could stop him, “give it back,” I demanded. Louis looked at it, “oh wow,” he whispered. I take my phone back, “get out,” I tell him. Louis started walking out, “I can see why it separate rooms,” he smirked. I shut and locked my door after I gave him a final push out.

I was doing my eyeliner as I heard the front door open. I could hear Niall and Harry walking through the apartment. I waited as they walked passed my door. I went back to doing my eyeliner as my phone went off. I picked it up to see Niall messaged me:

Ni: I’m here

Me: I know I can hear you

Ni: Did you like my pic?

Me: What pic?

Ni: Well nothing then. You still naked?

Me: Maybe

I didn’t get anything back. So I went back to finish my eyeliner, but I heard my door handle rattle, “Buttercup,” Niall called quietly. I picked my phone back up to message him:

Me: Nope you have to wait until I’m dressed

Ni: that’s unfair :(

Me: Deal with it :P

When I finished my make-up I looked over it in the mirror. I was quite impressed with my eyes. I did the top with black winged eyeliner and the bottom with glitter. My lips with light red lip gloss and the rest of my make-up normally. I went over to my desk to grab the undies set that Louis and I pick out last night. It was a black lacy set and the bottoms were see through. I put them on before I looked at myself in the mirror. I decided to take a picture and send it to Niall with the message ‘I lied’. I grabbed my dress that was hanging off my wardrobe as I got a message back:

Ni: Mine was naked ;)

I put my phone back down before I put my dress on. It was a black low cut chiffon dress. The top bit slightly tight, but the bottom of the dress flowed to just under my mid-thigh. I put on my thick cuff bracelet with fake diamond fern pattern. I also put my Swarovski zirconia studs in. I made sure that I still had my silver Claddagh ring on. I never take it off ever since my Granny on my dad side gave it to me. I grabbed the necklace that Niall gave me before putting it on. I know it doesn’t really go with my outfit, but I really don’t care. I looked at the time and it was quarter to seven, so I grabbed my black clutch and put my purse, phone and my make-up in it. I put on my black six inch heeled pumps and looked in the mirror. I made sure that my hair and make-up were still alright. I grabbed my black pea coat before I left my room.

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I could hear the boys talking in Louis room, “wow Claire you look amazing,” I heard Liam say. I turned around to face him, “but I do you think your over dressed for a frat party,” he added. I shook my head, “going somewhere else tonight,” I tell him. He nodded his head, “with who?” he asked. I point to Louis room, “Lou, Harry and Niall,” I replied. Liam seemed surprised, “you going to be alright with Niall?” he wondered. I nodded my head, “I have Louis and Harry there too,” I reassured him.

When Liam left I slowly went to Louis room. I knocked on the door before Harry opened it, “wow Claire you look beautiful,” Harry smiled. I looked down, “um thanks,” I say. I walked into Louis room to see them all dressed up and standing around Louis room. Harry was wearing black skinny jeans, black button up shirt with the top three buttons undone and a black suit jacket. He also had a blue bandana around his neck and he left his hair untouched. I looked at Louis next he was also wearing black skinny jeans and black suit jacket, but he was wearing a white t-shirt and put his hair up in a quiff. I left Niall last and oh god he looked good. He had black skinny jeans, white button up shirt done all the way to the top and his suite jacket was black, but it had thick strips through it with two different black materials. His hair wasn’t style, “I told you this dress was the one,” Louis says. Niall was looking me up and down, “Reid can you do Niall’s hair? Louis needs to start packing and I’m going to help him,” Harry asked me.

“Sure,” I replied. Niall sat on the bed and I threw my coat next to him, “what would you like?” I wondered. Niall looked me up and down as he licked his lips, “something I can’t have until later,” he says. I pushed him a little, “ok. Whatever you want,” he tells me. I grabbed Louis hair wax and put some in my hand before I grabbed the top of Niall’s hair. I made the top stand up while I left the rest, “I think I’m done,” I tell him. Niall was surprised how quick I did it as he looked at himself in Louis mirror, “I like it,” he smiled. He turned to look at me, “it’s very me,” he added. I nodded my head, “I’m going to wash my hands,” I say.

When I was washing my hands in the bathroom Niall came in, “I don’t like to be told no,” he says. I dried my hands, “I don’t like to be alone,” I tell him. Niall turned me around, “I’m sorry for that,” he started. He kissed me lightly, “but tonight I’m going to make it up to you,” he continued. He kissed me again, “anything you want tonight. I do or get for you,” he promised. I shook my head, “I’m going to Time Square for New Year’s Eve. That’s all I wanted,” I smiled. Niall smiled as he kissed me again, “well we better get going,” he tells me.

We got to the hotel Niall got for everyone tonight, “ok I got two rooms for us. There on the same level, but we party in mine before we go out,” Niall informs us. Niall went to go get our room key cards before coming back over to us, “ok Louis and Harry,” Niall says as he held out one of the key cards. Harry looked at him funny as Louis took the key card, “are you and Reid sharing?” Harry questioned. Niall nodded his head, “I know what happened at Christmas, but you told me that was a one off thing,” Harry says. I looked at Niall, “I said I didn’t know if it was a one off thing. I thought Buttercup was mad at me since I said that I would stay with her and I didn’t,” he reminded him. Harry slowly nodded his head, “we know about you and Louis Harry,” I tell him. Harry was shocked, “Lou did you know this?” Harry asked.

“I did, but don’t worry baby their alright with it,” Louis reassured him. Harry walked away from us, “I’ll be back,” Louis tells us. Louis followed Harry, “great start to the night,” I mumbled. Niall wrapped his arm around me, “but I understand,” Niall says. I looked at him, “it’s their biggest secret and we know. People look differently at you when they find out your gay, but I don’t. I’m happy that they found happiness with each other,” Niall confessed. I smiled big at him, “same,” I say. Niall kissed my forehead, “let’s go up to our room,” he tells me.

Niall opened the door to our room and it had a king sized bed, big TV on the wall, mini bar and a small desk next to a balcony, “this is ours tonight,” Niall reminded me. I shook my head as I checked the bathroom out. It had big shower, big spa bath and a vanity. Niall came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me, “I lied. We got this room for two nights,” he tells me. He kissed my neck, “because I don’t think we get much sleep on the first night,” he whispered in my ear. I turned around to face him, “but before we go home I want to use the spa bath,” I smiled. Niall kissed my lips, “anything for you baby,” he tells me. Niall phone went off before I could jump him. I don’t know why when he calls me ‘baby’ that I want to jump him, “I’ll be back,” he tells me.

He let Louis and Harry in as I sat on the bed, “ok before we start the night. I want you two to promise something,” Harry started. Niall and I both nod our heads, “can you not tell anyone about Louis and I?” he asked. Niall and I both nod our heads again, “only if you don’t tell anyone about Claire and me?” Niall asked back. Louis and Harry nodded their heads, “ok let’s get this night started,” Louis smiled. Niall walked over to his bag and pulled out a bottle of vodka and some shot glasses. He put the bottle and the shot glasses down on the desk, “great way to get the night started,” Harry says. We all stood around the desk as Niall poured the shots. When he was done we all picked one up, “to tonight,” Niall says. We all clink our shout glasses before we drank them. I really hated how it burned all the way down. Niall kissed me, “feel better?” he asked. I shook my head, “you still need to kiss my burn,” I reminded him.

“That I do,” he smiled. I gave him the hand that I burnt my finger on, “pinkie,” I tell him. He noticed the slight burn on the side of my finger before kissing it, “aww that’s cute,” Harry teased. Niall pushed him, “shut up Styles,” he mumbled. I noticed Niall was embarrassed, “Lou can you go get the beer out of my car?” Niall asked him. Louis nodded his head and grabbed Niall’s keys, “I would go with you, but I need call mum,” Harry tells him. Louis pouted, “I’ll go with you,” I tell Louis.

When we got down to Niall’s car, “you know tonight will be a rare occasion for all of us,” Louis says. I looked at him funny, “well if Harry and I and you and Niall are a secret. It’s not like we act lovey dovey in front of the others, but tonight we’re somewhere that no one knows who we are. We can do anything,” Louis points out. I smiled as I nodded my head, “true,” I say. Louis grabbed the box full of beer out, “but why are you and Niall a secret? Is it because of Max?” Louis wondered. I locked up Niall car, “yeah,” I whispered. Louis and I walked to the elevator, “why don’t you get rid of Max?” Louis questioned. I looked down, “I will one day. Just not now. I want him better,” I lied.

“Better? Is Max sick?” Louis asked. I nodded my head as I pushed the button, “yeah in the head. His suicidal,” I lied again. I really hate how I lie to them, “ah. I understand,” he says. We got into the elevator, “you going to tell Soph?” Louis wondered. I shrugged my shoulders, “I really don’t know. I really just want to get through the holidays,” I admitted. Louis nodded his head, “you’re wondering what’s going to happen when Max comes back. Aren’t you?” Louis questioned. I nodded my head, “Niall mood changes every time his mentioned. What’s going to happen when his back?” I wondered.

Louis and I got back to the hotel room and he put the beer on the desk. I grabbed one out, “starting without me,” Niall pouted as he came out of the bathroom. I handed him a beer, “Louis your boyfriend on the balcony,” Niall tells him. Louis joined Harry on the balcony, “now that we’re alone,” he started. I shook my head, “later,” I interrupted. Niall pushed out his bottom lip, so I kissed it. Niall quickly kissed my lips as I pulled back, “do we have to go out tonight?” Niall asked. I shrugged my shoulders, “I really just want to be in Time Square before midnight,” I replied. Niall smiled as he thought of something, “how about we stay here until ten. Then go to that party for an hour. Then we go to Time Square and after midnight come back here,” Niall suggested. I nodded my head as I noticed it was only about eight thirty, “I only want to go to the party to show you off,” he smirked. I felt his hand run down my side, “I can’t wait to see that lingerie set in real life,” he whispered in my ear.

“Only if you’re good,” I tell him. Niall smiled as he kissed me, “do I get anything else if I’m good?” he wondered. I bit my bottom lip, “maybe,” I teased. I stepped back, but hit the desk, “you’re lucky that Louis and Harry are here,” he smirked. Niall opened his beer before opening mine, “my boyfriend such a mamma’s boy,” Louis said as he walked back in. He looked at Niall and I, “am I interrupting something?” he questioned. I shook my head, “if I am. I could always watch,” he joked. Niall walked away from me, “are you bi?” Niall wondered. Louis shrugged his shoulders, “I had girlfriends before Harry,” Louis says. I sat on the bed, “are you saying that you could hook up with a girl and be alright with it?” I asked.

“It’s been awhile since I did that,” Louis tells me. Harry walked in, “what’s been awhile?” he wondered. We looked at him, “we asked Louis if he was bi,” I replied. Harry looked at Louis, “are you bi Harry?” Niall asked him. Louis grabbed two beers and handed one to Harry, “I don’t really know. I’ve been attracted to boys for all my life,” Harry admitted. I nodded my head, “so I think I’m fully gay,” he added. We looked at Louis, “Lou kiss Claire,” Harry dared him. Niall quickly looked at Harry and Louis, “no way,” he tells them. They smiled at him, “it’s just one kiss. I let you kiss Lou too,” Harry smirked. Louis came closer to me and I didn’t know how to feel about this. Without warning Louis kissed me, “I felt nothing,” Louis tells Harry. I looked at Niall and he looked like he wanted to kill them, “do you want a kiss too Ni?” Louis asked. Niall looked at me and I gave him a small nod. I think I wanted Louis to kiss Niall, so I would feel different about how I felt. I felt like I just cheated on Niall, “is this another one of your kinks baby? Guy on guy,” Niall wondered. I shrugged my shoulders, “only one way to find out,” I say. Niall let Louis kiss him and I not going to lie it was hot for me. Louis kissed Niall longer then he kissed me, “ok I like guys and Ni you’re a great kisser,” Louis says.

“Better than me?” Harry questioned. Niall sat down next to me on the bed as he put our drinks on the floor, “turned on?” he smirked. I was, “just kiss me,” I demanded. Niall kissed me hard, “and I will never admit that turned me on,” I whispered against his lips. Niall smiled, “you already did,” he points out. I kissed him before we broke apart. We saw Louis and Harry making out, “bathroom,” Niall whispered in my ear. We quietly got up and went into the bathroom. Niall quickly picked me up and put me on the vanity, “what do you want?” Niall asked me. He ran his hands up my thighs under my dress, “nothing,” I say. Niall kissed my neck a couple of times, “really baby?” he questioned. I nodded my head, “why?” he wondered. I bit my bottom lip, “you’re going to laugh, but I can’t do anything when someone in a room so close,” I confessed. Niall looked at me, “I know it stupid,” I mumbled. Niall shook his head, “I understand. Well I think I understand,” he tells me.

“I’m new at this and I don’t know how loud or how I sound,” I started. Niall kissed me to shut me up, “it’s alright and your moans are nothing to be shameful of,” Niall reassured me. I looked down, “I’m sorry,” I apologized. Niall kissed the top of my head, “don’t be. I’m just a horny fucker,” he says. I looked at him, “so am I lately,” I smiled. Niall kissed me, “really?” he wondered. I nodded my head, “well since you been gone I’ve been playing with myself. Images of what we did over Christmas come into my mind and I can’t help myself,” I confessed. Niall kissed me hard, “same baby,” he says against my lips. He kissed me again, but this time put his tongue straight into my mouth.

We made out for a bit until I got down from the vanity and turned him around. I pushed him against the vanity as I got down on my knees. I undid the button to his jeans, “I thought you couldn’t do anything like this when someone was in the next room,” Niall says. I pulled his zipper down, “I don’t feel comfortable when it’s me. I never said anything about you,” I smirked. I pulled his jean down to his knees with his boxers. I grabbed his member and started licking the top. Niall threw his head back as he bit his bottom lip. I put the tip of him in my mouth before I started sucking on him lightly. I noticed Niall gripped the vanity as I put more of him in my mouth. I started moving backwards and forwards on him member as I made sure to play with the tip. Niall was trying really hard not to make any noise. I felt Niall’s member twitch in my mouth as I kept going. I knew he was close, so I sucked him really hard. He came into my mouth as he tried to hide his moans. I moved back and Niall looked at me. I swallowed his cum in my mouth, “fuck baby,” he whispered. I stood back up and pulled his jeans and boxers back up too. I did them back up as he caught his breath, “baby,” he started. I placed my hands on the side of his waist, “I really need to give back for that. I think that was the best blowjob I ever had,” he tells me.

“Not right now,” I say. Niall kissed me, “later tonight when it’s just us two,” he promised. He kissed me, “but I won’t touch you if you get drunk,” he added. I kissed him lightly, “is that the reason why you didn’t touch me in your bed?” I wondered. Niall nodded his head, “I want you fully aware,” he says.

Niall cheeked before we went back out to our room. Louis and Harry were sitting on the edge of the bed, “have fun you two?” Harry smirked. Niall nodded his head before he picked our drinks off the floor. He gives me mine, “did you two have fun?” I asked back. They both nodded their heads, “I thought we would talk about kinks,” Harry tells us. Niall and I sat on the bed against the headboard after we took our shoes off, “so what are your kinks Reid?” Louis asked me. They turned around to face us, “I really don’t know at this point. Just that I’ll would like to be tied up,” I replied. Louis seemed surprised, “you’re a kinky girl,” he smiled.

“I don’t think so,” I tell him. Niall wrapped his arm around me, “that we know of,” Niall says. I smiled as I shook my head, “what about you guys?” I asked. Louis and Harry looked at each other, “um nothing really,” Harry mumbled. I looked at Niall, “that’s a lie. I bet you get up to really kinky shit. I’m thinking whips and chains, master and slave and I bet you wanked each other off in class,” Niall tells them. They both went bright red “oh my god you do,” I say. Harry shook his head, “not all of that, but we have wanked each other off in class,” Harry admitted.

“But Niall told me that public sex is not a kink anymore,” I remembered. They looked at Niall, “that’s because Niall likes it,” Louis smirked. I looked at Niall, “so you do have more kinks,” I smiled. Niall nodded his head, “how many more do you have?” I wondered. Niall looked up, “I bet everything he said about us,” Harry tells me. I kept looking at Niall until he looked at me, “ok yes, but not everything I said about them,” he admitted. I wasn’t surprised, “but one of your kinks is two guys kissing,” he says. Louis and Harry laughed a little bit, “so Niall wanna hook up?” Harry asked. I shook my head, “can’t right now. Buttercup can’t do anything when someone in the room,” Niall teased. Everyone looked at me, “I was the same, but you’ll get over that. I just had Harry suck my dick while you and Niall were in the bathroom,” Louis tells me.

“She sucked my dick in the bathroom, but she wouldn’t let me do anything to her,” Niall tells them. I felt my cheeks burn, “nice. Claire you’ll get over it. I’m happier that we get to have these conversations now. You never talked about you and Max like this,” Louis says. Niall dug his fingers into my side, “that’s because there was nothing to tell you,” I tell him. Louis nodded his head, “oh my god did I tell you what Soph and Liam did while they were home?” Louis asked. I shook my head, “they were home alone at Liam’s parents. Soph was putting the washing away in his mum and dad’s room and Liam jumped her. They had sex on his parent’s bed,” Louis tells us. I was shocked, “that just wrong. His parents had sex in that bed,” I say. Louis nodded his head, “I know,” Louis smiled.

We talked and drank some more before Niall decided it was time to go to the party. When we got there I felt overwhelmed with how many people were there. Niall held my hand and I noticed that he was wearing the bracelet I got him for Christmas, “only an hour,” he whispered in my ear. I gave him a small nod before we moved through the mass of people. We sat down in a corner booth, “Ni this great, but can we drink?” Louis asked. Niall nodded his head, “this party is only for twenty one and over, so they’re not checking ids and drinks are for free,” Niall tells him. Louis and Harry quickly got up and left us, “so what do you want to do for the hour?” Niall asked me. I shrugged my shoulders as I noticed a group of girls looking at Niall, “but I think you can have an orgy with the group of girls over there,” I whispered in his ear. Niall looked where I was looking, “nah. I’m a one women guy,” he reassured me. He kissed me, “but maybe I let Harry and Louis join in one day,” he joked.

“What about us?” Louis questioned. Him and Harry put four drinks onto the table before getting back into the booth, “I was telling Buttercup that I might let you join us one day in bed,” Niall tells him. I grabbed my drink that Harry put in front of me, “cool I’m down for sleeping,” Harry joked. Louis pouted, “I want have sex with them,” he says. Harry kissed him and it didn’t get me hot like when Louis kissed Niall, “I was thinking Niall could fuck Claire pussy. I fuck her arse while you fuck my arse,” Louis tells him. I chocked on my drink and Niall rubbed my back, “guys I was more thinking that we fuck next to each other,” Niall tells them.

“Are you sure you’re not bi Ni?” I asked him. Niall shrugged his shoulders, “don't knock it till you try it,” Harry tells him. Niall nodded his head, “we are in collage. You’re meant to try things out that you’ll never thought you would do,” Harry added. Niall takes a drink, “like Claire should hook up with Jess or even Perrie,” Louis says. I shook my head, “I live with Perrie,” I point out. Louis laughed a little bit, “that’s a good point. You could be horny one night and go into her room. Then you can have hot lesbian sex,” Louis tells me. Niall shook his head, “she can call me for that,” he tells them. Harry and Louis smiled as they both nod their heads, “Perrie should also call Zayn, so the both of you can watch,” Harry joked. Niall stood up all of a sudden, “let’s go dance,” he tells me as he held his hand out. I took his hand before I questioned why he want to dance.

Niall found a spot on the dance floor in the mass of people. He pulled me close to him by my hips and I placed my hands on his chest. The song playing was upbeat, “Ni I don’t dance,” I tell him. He kissed me, “I know, but I had to get away from them,” he tells me. He started moving my hips to the music, “why?” I questioned. He kissed me, “before I fucked you in that booth to show them you’re only mine,” he whispered in my ear. I was turned on by Niall’s dominance over me and also telling me that I was only his. I know I really should tell him that I’m not an object, but I didn’t want too. Niall turned me around so my back was against his chest, “you know I know that you can dance. I remember my seventeenth birthday,” he started. He pushed my ass into him, “you were dancing on me the whole night. Why do you think we took it too far that night?” he asked. I threw my head back onto his shoulder, “you were grinding against me and your hands kept touching me inappropriately. I nearly took you in front of everyone,” he whispered in my ear.

“But I was drunk and there’s people here,” I tell him. Niall kissed my neck, “people that don’t know us and there doing worse stuff then dancing,” Niall says as he pointed to a couple. I noticed the guy had his hand up the girl skirt while her knickers were around her ankles, “I could do that to you right now,” he tells me. I was still watching this couple as the guy played with his pants. He lifted the girl skirt up at the back and I realized what they were doing now. I looked at Niall, “we won’t go that far,” he smiled. I placed my hand on the side of his neck before I kissed him, “I think we will just dance,” I tell him. We started moving against each other and to the music.

After a couple of song we decided to go sit back down in the booth. Harry and Louis were making out and there were more drinks on the table. I looked at Niall, “if you two want to go fuck. The dance floor is that way,” Niall joked. They look at us, “really?” Louis smiled. Niall nodded his head, “just seen two people do it,” Niall says. I agreed with him, “I’m surprised that you’re not in the bathroom fucking Claire against the wall now,” Harry smirked. Niall shook his head as he laughed a little bit, “nah. I want to fuck her for hours tonight,” Niall replied.

“Yeah you still can do that, but it’s the last day of the year. You want to at least fuck once and tomorrow fuck them again. It’s the best way to end a year and a great way to start a year,” Louis tells him. I felt Niall’s hand on my thigh, “is that what you guys going to do?” I wondered. They nodded their heads, “about to go find a place,” Harry says. Niall squeezed my thigh, “who tops?” I asked. Harry and Louis looked at each other, “um we both do,” they both replied.

“Ok who tops the most?” Niall questioned. Harry and Louis was still looking at each other, “I do,” Louis tells us. I was surprised since Harry bigger than Louis in more ways than one, “who tops with you two?” Harry asked us. I point to Niall, “she only been on top once and I had to beg her,” Niall replied. I felt my cheeks burn, “but we only done it four times in three days,” he added. Harry was surprised, “Christmas eve, twice Christmas day and before you left Claire,” Louis says. Niall looked at him before he looked at me, “you told Louis?” he questioned sounding a bit angry. I nodded my head, “he knew,” I defended myself.

“Well when you use my condoms and put them back. It’s not hard to work out how many times,” Louis points out. Niall kept looking at me, “did you give him details?” he wondered. I shook my head, “are you mad at me?” I asked him. Niall shook his head, “it sounds like it,” I point out. Niall shook his head again, “I’m just surprised that’s all,” he tells me. I gave him a small nod, “ok,” I whispered. Niall quickly kissed me, “dance Lou,” Harry tells him. Louis looked at him, “you don’t need to lie. Just go a fuck,” Niall tells him. They smiled as they ran off, “Niall were you mad at me that I told Louis?” I wondered.

“Maybe a little. It just you said to keep us a secret and you go tell Louis about when we did it. I know Louis and Harry knew, but I didn’t know they knew that much,” he admitted. I kissed him, “I just told Louis when. You told them more just then,” I tell him. Niall kissed me, “ok let’s forget about it. I don’t know why I got shitty when I already knew,” he say. I nodded my head before I kissed him. Niall grabbed his drink and drank some, “it’s only ten thirty,” I say as I checked my phone. I noticed that I had messages from Perrie, Soph, Zayn and my dad. I put my phone back in my bag not reading my messages, “do you want to dance some more?” Niall wondered. I shook my head as I picked up my drink, “I don’t think anyone really dancing,” I joked. I drink some of my drink, “that’s true,” Niall smiled.

“Would you ever do what that couple did on the dance floor?” I asked. Niall shook his head before he drank more of his drink, “there’s public and there’s just that. I don’t like an audience and I don’t want people looking at you like that,” he tells me. Niall kissed me, “I only get to see how good I make you feel,” he added. I kissed him after I put my drink down. Niall put his drink down, “stay still,” he whispered. Niall moved a little bit in front of me, so he was blocking everyone view of me. He placed one of his hands on my hip and placed the other one on my knee. He kissed me deeply as the hand that was on my knee was going up my thigh under my dress. I pulled back to look at him, “trust me,” he whispered. I bit my lip, “no one will know” he added. I gave him a small nod before I kissed him. I ran my hands down his chest to his waist. I felt Niall play with hem of my knickers and I already wanted more. Niall moved my knickers to the side and his fingers played between my legs. I moaned a little into his mouth, “good girl. Not too loud,” he says. I take his bottom lip into my mouth to suck on it lightly. Niall dug his fingers into my hip, “fuck baby. I want to fuck you now,” he groaned.

“Where?” I asked. Niall inserted two finger into me and moved them in and out of me. I dug my fingers into his waist, “you sure?” he questioned. I nodded my head before Niall took his fingers out of me. We got up after I grabbed my bag and coat. Niall finishes his drink quickly, “stay in front of me,” he tells me. He wrapped his arms around my waist from behind. I could see why he wants me to be in front of him. I felt his boner on my back, “don’t say anything,” he whispered in my ear.

We found an empty utility room away from the party. Niall quickly pins me against the wall, “you sure?” he asked again. I nodded my head before I thought about it too much. Niall quickly lifted the bottom of my dress up, “sorry to say baby it going to be quick,” Niall says. He pulled my knickers down to my feet and pulled up one of my legs up to his waist. I undid his jeans and pulled them down a little. I felt Niall’s hard member between my legs, “condom?” I questioned. Niall nodded his head before he went into his pocket, “you really need to go on the Pill. It makes times like this easier,” he tells me. I kissed him to shut him up as he put the condom on. He thrusted into me hard and I moaned into his mouth. He thrusted in and out of me fast and hard, “fuck,” I swore. Niall lifted my other leg and I quickly wrapped them around him. He grabbed my hips as he used the wall to keep me up. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he kept going. I threw my head back against the wall, “I can’t believe we’re doing this,” I whispered.

“I know,” he whispered back. Niall kissed up my neck to my chin, “fuck. Kiss me baby,” Niall begged. I looked at him and he kissed me, “Niall,” I moaned. I felt really close, “me too baby,” he says. Niall somehow got deeper, faster and harder in me. We both came trying to hide our moans into each other’s necks.

Niall slowly put my feet back onto the floor and pulled my knickers back up for me. He threw the condom in a nearby bin before he did his pants back up. He kissed me as he fixed my hair up, “let’s go find the guys and leave this party,” he smiled. I quickly fixed his hair as well, “better,” I smiled. Niall picked up my bag and coat before holding his hand out to me. I take it as we left the room.

We found Louis and Harry near the bar, “where did you two go?” Louis smirked. I smiled as I shook my head, “let’s get out of here and get down to Time Square. They have a spot for this party down there,” Niall tells them. Harry and Louis nodded their heads before Niall helped me put my coat on. I put my hand out for my bag, but Niall just grabbed my hand.

We got down to Time Square and there were about a million people there. Niall took us to a VIP area that was close to the celebrations, “this is fantastic,” I beamed. Niall smiled as he put his arm around me, “you’re welcome,” he says. I kissed him, “drinks,” Louis says as he held a drink out to me. I take it off of him as Niall took one off of Harry. I had a little bit, “we have half an hour,” Harry tells us. I nodded my head, “be my midnight kiss?” Louis asked Niall. I shook my head, “his mine,” I playfully snapped.

“And your mine,” Harry pouted. Louis kissed Harry, “I know” Louis smiled. A blonde bimbo came up to us, “do you want to kiss me at midnight?” she asked. I could tell that she was drunk, “we’re all taken here sweetie,” I tell her. She glared at me, “I wasn’t talking to you. I was talking to the blonde one. Stupid Irish bitch,” she snapped. Niall arm around me got tighter, “no. I already got my midnight kiss,” Niall tells her. She looked at me, “if it with her. I would get rid of her. She don’t look like fun,” the blonde tells him. She came in closer to Niall and I pushed her away, “back off,” I warned her.

“No,” she says. She came for me and Niall moved me away, so she fell to the floor. I looked at Niall, “let me go,” I demanded. Niall shook his head, “behave,” he tells me. I watched her as she got off the floor, “you’re going to pay for that bitch,” she slurred. Louis and Harry stood in front of Niall and I, “hunny just leave. There is a reason why we are holding her back,” Harry tells her. She walked off in a huff, “that was hot Reid. Fighting to keep your man,” Harry smiled. I noticed Niall and mine drinks were on the floor, “you should use that later in bed,” Louis winked. Niall loosened his grip on me, “can you two get us another drink?” Niall asked them. They left us, “breath,” Niall tells me. I took in a deep breath, “better?” he wondered. I nodded my head as Niall kissed my forehead. I have a problem when I get mad I stay mad for a bit. Niall was the only one to calm me down unless I was angry at him. Niall kissed me, “thanks for fighting for me. Harry was right it was hot,” he joked. I pushed him a little bit, “let’s have angry sex tonight,” he added.

“No,” I tell him. Louis and Harry came back with new drinks for Niall and me. I take my straight off of Louis and have some, “remember my rule Buttercup,” Niall reminds me. I nodded my head, “I don’t think I had a full drink since we have been out,” I say. Niall nodded his head, “but you had a shot of vodka and three beers before we left,” he reminds me.

“Yeah and that all went away when I walked out in the cold,” I tell him. Niall smiled, “it takes a lot for me to get drunk,” I added. Everyone nodded their heads part from Niall, “her first collage party. She had about eight drinks and about five shots. Then she started drinking from the bottle,” Harry says. I slightly smiled, “ok I get it. I just don’t want you drunk,” Niall tells me. I kissed his cheek, “what about you? You had more to drink then me,” I point out. Niall shrugged his shoulders, “are you two fighting about drinking?” Harry questioned.

“No,” Niall replied. Harry raised an eyebrow, “it sounds like it. I get you don’t want Claire drunk, but you should think the same. Maybe Claire don’t want you drunk,” Harry tells Niall. I looked down at my drink and Niall did the same. We both hand them to Harry and Louis, “fine,” I say. Niall wrapped his arm around me, “and why don’t you want drunk sex? It’s funny,” Harry wondered. I looked at Niall, “um I want Buttercup fully aware of what I’m doing for a bit,” Niall tells him.

“Oh my god. I actually worked out why,” Louis says. We all looked at him, “when Claire and Niall first did it. They were really drunk and I even surprised that Niall got it in,” Louis started. I felt embarrassed, “it took Claire a couple of days to remember the whole thing as Niall remembered it straight away. Niall thought,” Louis continued.

“Don’t finish that sentence Louis,” I warned him. Harry looked confused, “why not?” Harry wondered. I glared at Louis, “let’s say Claire had go to the doctors to get cheeked out twice,” Louis replied. I hit Louis in the arm, “why twice?” Harry questioned. I glared at Louis, “the first time I teared her too much and the second time was,” Niall started. I covered his mouth with my hand, “nothing,” I snapped. I moved my hand away from Niall’s mouth, “Claire it’s alright I won’t judge,” Harry reassured me. I shook my head, “I chose to forget it,” I tell him. Harry was more confused now, “were you pregnant?” Harry asked. I looked up to the sky, “yeah. I lost it at twelve weeks. I didn’t know,” I admitted. I felt tears in my eyes as Niall hugged me, “it was my own fault. I was playing football and the ball hit me in the belly,” I added. Niall made me look at him, “it’s not. We didn’t know,” Niall reassured me. He wiped away my tears before he kissed me lightly, “we need to cheer up we got fifteen minutes before midnight,” Louis says.

“You started it,” I point out. Louis came over to me, “and I’m sorry,” he apologized. He hugged me from behind, “group hug!” Harry yelled. He hugged us all, “we have fifteen minutes until the year finished. We’re in Time Square in the VIP section and we get to be with who we want,” Harry started. I looked at Niall and he smiled at me, “we are going to party up the last fifteen minutes and I’m going to hit my boyfriend later,” he finished. We all laughed, “what? Why?” Louis wondered. Harry looked at him, “oh,” Louis says. We break a part, but Niall kept his arms around me. He kissed me, “Reid look at me,” Louis tells me. I looked at him, “did you bring your make-up?” he asked.

“Yeah it’s in my bag,” I replied. Louis takes my bag off of Niall, “now I’m no Pez or Soph, but I will fix your eyes,” he promised me. Louis started to fix up my make-up, “I don’t think Soph sick anymore. I think her and Liam are fucking,” I say. I felt Niall’s hand on my back, “probably. I think it was Liam’s idea, so he can say that he fucked Soph into next year,” Louis tells me. Niall rubbed my back, “you ok Ni?” I wondered.

“Yeah,” he whispered. Louis stepped back from me, “I did it,” he smiled. He handed me my lip gloss and I put some on. I looked at Niall as he was looking down, “photo!” Louis shouted. I stood next to Niall, “you sure you’re alright?” I questioned. He looked at me as he nodded his head. Louis and Harry stood next to us, “pose,” Harry says. Niall and I both looked at the camera and smiled. Harry took the photo, “we have ten minutes,” Niall says. I wrapped both of my arms around him, “can we forget the last ten minutes?” I asked him. Niall smiled as he nodded his head, “please,” he says. I kissed him, “ok I have an idea to pass five minutes,” Harry started. We all looked at him, “what’s the last song you want to hear for the year?” he questioned.

“Um why?” I wondered. Harry smiled big, “cause we are going to break out into song,” he tells us. We started laughing, “you can,” Niall tells him. Harry started singing Happy by Pharrell Williams, “Harry hunny stop. People are looking at you,” Louis tells him. Harry just got louder and people started joining in even the band that was set up in this area. Niall and I started laughing before we joined in. We even started dancing along to the music as Louis stood there looking at Harry.

When Harry finished everyone cheered and clapped for him. Harry took a bow, “that was fun,” he smiled. Harry wrapped his arm around Louis, “I’m surprised that you didn’t start singing let it go,” I tell him. Louis shook his head, “don’t think about it. We have about two minutes,” he warned him. Niall and I started laughing again, “maybe after midnight,” Harry says. Louis shook his head, “no singing,” Louis tells him. I shook my head as I looked at Niall and he was already looking at me, “tell me one thing that you want to do in the New Year?” he asked.

“I want to have fun and go on adventures,” I tell him. I poked his chest, “I want to live it up,” he smiled. We looked at Harry and Louis still arguing over Harry singing again, “you two what the one thing you want to do next year?” Niall asked them. They looked at us, “to sing some more,” Harry joked. Louis pushed him, “actually I want Louis and I to come out,” Harry confessed. Louis smiled at him, “same,” Louis smiled. They started kissing, “save that for midnight,” I tell them. The countdown timer started for thirty seconds, so Harry and Louis came closer to us. We watched it until it gone down to ten seconds. I looked at Niall as he looked at me, “ten,” Niall whispered. He placed his hand on the side of my face as he placed his other hand on my hip. I placed both of my hands on Niall’s chest. His heart was beating fast, “two,” he continued. He didn’t even say one. He just crushed his lips to mine and I kissed him back as everyone cheered and screamed. We kept kissing not caring what was going on around us. Niall deepened the kiss as I wrapped my arms around him, “save that for the bedroom!” Louis yelled. We broke apart and looked at him and Harry, “bastard,” Niall whispered.

“You still love them,” I teased. Niall kissed the side of my head, “I think I always will,” he admitted. Streamers and confetti started coming down around us, “this is amazing,” I say. Niall turned me to face him again before he kissed me again. I smiled into the kiss and he did the same, “should we head back now?” he wondered against my lips. I nodded my head, “how?” I asked. Niall moved back after he lightly kissed me, “walk,” he replied. We looked at Harry and Louis, “we’re heading back,” Niall tells them. They both shook their heads, “we want our happy new year from you two,” Louis pouted. We went over to them and I hugged Louis, “happy new year,” I say. I kissed Louis cheek and he did the same to mine. Me and Harry did the same, “let’s head back together. I’m ready to start my private new year’s party,” Harry smirked.

When we got to the hotel we said goodnight to each other and went into our separate rooms. Niall stood next to the bed as he looked me up and down. I walked over to him after I took my coat off. I undid his suit jacket and pushed it off his shoulders to the floor. I pushed him onto the bed before climbed on top of him. I started kissing down his neck to the start of his shirt. I kissed his chest as I undid his shirt buttons until I got to the top of his jeans. I slowly undid them as Niall kicked off his shoes. I pulled his jeans off and kicked off my shoes. I straddled his thighs before he sat up. He wrapped his hands around my back, “you’re beautiful,” he whispered. He pulled my dress over my head and threw it onto the floor. I also threw my bracelet onto the floor as Niall kissed along the top of my chest. He pulled my bra down by the straps, so my boobs would fall out. He kissed all over them, “how much I wanted to see you in this. It needs to go,” he smirked. He unclipped my bra before throwing it onto the floor. I placed my hand on the back of his neck, “kiss me,” I say.

“With pleasure,” he smiled. He kissed me as he wrapped one arm around my back to bring me closer to him. Niall started kissing down my neck, “I’m in control tonight,” he whispered in my ear. I gave him a small nod before he laid me down onto the bed. He ran one of his hands down my body as he kissed me. He ran his hand between my legs, “you're already for me baby,” he says. I squeezed my thighs together, “you like it when I call you baby,” he smirked. I nodded my head and Niall played between my legs until I stopped him, “please Ni,” I begged.

“Alright baby,” he tells me. He pulled my knickers off before he got off the bed and went into his bag. He got out a box of condoms and throws them next to me on the bed. He got back on the bed and hovered over me, “how do you want it?” he asked me. I ran my hands down his chest, “anyway. I just want you in me,” I admitted. Niall quickly kissed me before he grab a condom out of the box. He put it on himself and got between my legs. He teased my entrance with the tip of his member, “don’t make me beg Niall,” I tell him. Niall entered me slowly and we moaned. He started moving in and out of me slowly as I placed my hand on his back. Even at Niall’s slow pace it felt fantastic. It was like he wanted to take his time with me tonight. He started kissing my neck, “fuck baby,” he whispered. I dug my fingers into his back as he kept his pace. He looked me straight into my eyes before I closed mine. Niall got a little bit faster after a little bit, “Ni,” I started. Niall kissed me, “harder,” I tell him. Niall started slamming harder into me, “fuck like that,” I moaned.

“Fuck you are a kinky girl,” Niall laughed a little. I ran my fingers across his back as Niall kept hitting the right spot. I opened my eyes to see him looking at me, “you’re a beautiful mess underneath me baby,” he says. I pulled him down to kiss him, but he stopped hitting the right spot. Niall noticed, so he brought my knees to my chest as he kept kissing me. He started hitting the right spot again and I couldn’t help but moan into his mouth. Niall got harder and faster as he kept kissing me, “fuck Niall. I’m fucken close. Fuck,” I swore. I wrapped my legs around him, “so am I,” he puffed. I screamed as we both came at the same time.

Niall laid on top of me for a little bit before rolling next to me. I moved my head to his chest, “that was a fantastic way to start the year,” I smiled. I looked at Niall and he looked at me, “that it is,” he smiled. He kissed me, “and it fantastic to find out that you like it hard,” he added. I hid my face into his chest, "how about I go run us a bath?” he suggested. I nodded my head against him, “but before you get in. Lose the make-up,” he tells me.

We both go into the bathroom and Niall started the bath. I started washed my make-up off as we waited for the bath to fill up. Niall came up behind me, “you alright?” he asked as he wrapped his arms around me. I looked at us naked in the mirror, “I am,” I tell him. Niall kissed my shoulder, “you?” I wondered. Niall nodded his head, but didn’t look at me. Niall walked away to check the bath as I got rid of the rest of the make-up off my face.

When the bath finished filling up Niall and I got into it. I sat in front of Niall and leaned into him. He was drawing circles on my thigh, “Ni what’s wrong?” I asked him. Niall shook his head, “it’s nothing,” he mumbled. I looked at him, “you can tell me,” I say. Niall sighed, “is just why did Louis had to bring up our first time like that?” he wondered. I ran my fingers down the side of his face, “it got me thinking again. Like you I chose to forget it, but I never really did. I always questioned myself about it. Like what would we have done if we didn’t lose it?” he confessed. I looked down, “I really don’t know. I wouldn’t have gone to Australia and I would have broken up with Max, but I wouldn’t be in New York right now,” I say. I felt tears in my eyes, “I would have gave up everything for you and the baby,” Niall tells me. I looked at him and he had tears in his eyes too, “our lives would be so different right now. We would be in the bath after we put the baby to bed not after sex,” he added. I was taken back that he said ‘we’. Did Niall see a life with me? Niall kissed me lightly, “but I think I would have been happy,” he smiled.

“No you wouldn’t. The baby was going to make me fat and give me stretch marks,” I joked. Niall shook his head, “I still be happy with you,” he tells me. I really didn’t know how to take this conversation, “Niall we would never be ready for a baby. We’re still in school and seeing the world,” I tell him. I hid my face into his neck, “can we talk about something else?” I mumbled against his neck. Niall kissed the top of my head, “so are you excited to start collage?” he asked. I shrugged my shoulders, “I’m half of a semester behind everyone, but I can’t wait to go to art,” I replied. Niall laughed a little, “also think if I had assignments up quickly. I could catch up,” I added.

“Don’t rush your work. It needs to be top work or you will fail,” Niall smiled. I nodded my head, “how have your lessons been?” I wondered. Niall looked down, “I only started some of them like music, Spanish and football. Well I had to start football or I wouldn’t made the team. I haven’t started English, creative writing or history,” he tells me. I was surprised since they were my lesson that he hadn’t started, “aren’t you also doing design?” he questioned. I nodded my head, “yeah,” I say. Niall kissed me, “why haven’t you started those lessons?” I wondered. Niall shrugged his shoulders, “just didn’t feel like it,” he replied. I straddled his thighs, “did you not start them for me?” I asked. Niall shook his head, “thank you,” I smiled. I kissed him, “I didn’t do it for you. I just wanted to settle in,” he says. I smiled as I nodded my head before I kissed him again, “I did,” he mumbled against my lips.

“Just stop with the excuses,” I tell him. I kissed down his neck, “I’m not,” he groaned. I pulled back, “then you don’t get rewarded,” I warned him. Niall ran his hands down my back, “ok I did,” he tells me. I kissed him, “fuck I left the condoms out there,” he say. I shook my head, “this is just for you,” I whispered in his ear. I ran my hands down his chest to his member. I lightly ran my fingers over his member, “but don’t I get to choose my reward?” he wondered. I bit my bottom lip and I nodded my head, “well I want to fuck you in the bath,” he tells me. I moved back off of him before he got out of the bath, “don’t start without me,” he says. He ran out of the bathroom quickly.

He came back after a couple of minutes, “sorry. It took a bit to find them,” he apologized. He put the condoms down close to the bath before jumping back in. He pulled me to him, so I would straddle his thighs again. He kissed down my neck as his hands grabbed my arse. I moaned at his touch, “you like when I touch you,” he smirked. I started grinding against him, “fuck baby,” he groaned. Niall started sucking on one of my nipples and I put my hand through his hair, “baby lean over the edge of the bath,” Niall tells me. I leaned over the edge of the bath as I faced away from him. Niall came up behind me and grabbed my hips. I felt his tongue at my entrance, “fuck,” I whispered. He pulled my hips up higher out of the water before I felt two fingers enter me. He kissed up my back to my ear as his fingers moved in and out of me, “we're going to do it doggy style baby,” he whispered in my ear. I could feel him smirking against my neck, “it's going to be nice a deep,” he added.

“Niall stop with the dirty talk and just fuck me,” I demanded. Niall pulled his fingers out of me and smacked my arse, “don't tell me what to do baby,” he tells me. I turned my head to look at him, “all I hear is talk. I don't see any action,” I teased. Niall grabbed my hips and thrusted hard into me, “oh god yes,” I moaned. He started thrusting hard and fast in and out of me, “fuck this feels good baby,” he groaned. He kept going at his pace and I already felt my core tighten, “fuck I'm going to cum,” I say. Niall got somehow faster, “same baby,” he tells me. Niall thrusted harder a couple times into me before we both came. I felt something different this time in my lower half, “fuck,” Niall swore when he pulled out of me. I looked at him and he was looking down at his member. When I looked at his member I noticed that he wasn't wearing a condom. Fuck Niall just came in me, “Niall please tell me that it fell off,” I begged.

“I um I,” he stuttered. I quickly placed my hand between my legs to feel Niall’s cum, “fuck Niall,” I panicked. I turned around before I sat down, “I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking,” he apologized. I didn't know what to say or what to do as Niall kept repeating sorry. I felt tears in my eyes, “we just talked about this Niall,” I say. Niall moved closer to me, “who knows we might be lucky and we’re worrying about nothing. We need to take a deep breath,” Niall reassured me. I take in a deep breath, “but knowing our luck and going by our first time,” I started. Niall kissed me, “don't worry. We will work something out. We could go to the doctors and get that magic pill,” he tells me. I nodded my head, “but no more sex until then,” I tell him.

Niall and I got out of the bath and got dressed for bed, “is a clinic open today?” I wondered. I got into bed under the blankets, “I don't know, but I heard you can get it from Planned Parenthood clinics,” he replied. He got into bed after he grabbed his phone and started looking up clinics, “there not open today and you have to be American to get it straight away,” he said with worry on his voice. I hid my face in my hands, “that's not fair,” I mumbled into my hands. Niall moved my hands away from my face, “what about the school clinic?” I wondered. Niall shook his head, “not opened for two weeks,” he tells me.

“What are we going to do Niall?” I questioned. Niall kissed me, “we just have to wait,” he tells me. I shook my head, “I start classes at the end of the month and you go back in couple of days to finish the term. What are we going to do Niall?” I asked again. Niall sighed, “Buttercup hunny you need to calm down. You could be worrying over nothing,” Niall tells me. I looked at him, “that easy for you to say. You get to leave,” I snapped. Niall looked at me surprised, “is that what you’re really afraid of? That I would leave you,” he questioned. I slowly nodded my head, “you get to do anything you want while I have to carry a baby for nine months,” I say. Niall kissed me, “I never leave you,” he promised.

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