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The Love We Had

'I Feel The Same'



Harry's POV

Arriving at hospital has to be one of the scariest things ever. I hate them. I quickly head into reception to see Amelia and Stephanie with a doctor. I notice straight away Amelia is holding her arm.

"Hi.." I bend down and kiss Amelia as she smiles happily to see me. The doctor nods at me and then leaves, I turn to Stephanie. Her eyes are red and blotchy from where she has been crying. Oh Steph. "What's happened?"

"They thought she broke her arm, but luckily it's just bruising and swollen." Stephanie says as she looks down at Amelia.

"How did she do it?" I ask and Stephanie looks back up at me.

"She fell from one of the benches and landed on her arm awkwardly." Her words cause me to slowly lift Amelia up and hug her.

"My arm doesn't hurt too bad now Daddy." Amelia sighs as she buries her head in to my neck. Stephanie looks and smiles at her.

"I'll take you home." I offer and Stephanie looks a little shocked at my words.

"Are you sure?" She checks as we start to leave the hospital.

"Of course." I smile and she does too. I feel my blood tingle happily inside as she still gives me all those feelings that she did years ago. This girl took my love from day one - she's just as beautiful as back then.

"Daddy?" Amelia signs in questions.

"Uh huh" I answer as I open the door and sit her on the booster seat.

"Can Mummy come for tea?" She asks and I catch her eye as I strap her in tightly. "Please?"

"Okay." I stand away from her and close the door as she is sat waving her arms with joy. I look to Steph as we stand by our car door. "Did you want to have food with us?" I ask and she bites her bottom lip. I watch her slowly part her lips as she smiles.

"Why not." She says whilst opening the door and sitting in. I copy her and check back on Amelia who is still looking pleased with herself. I wink and then look forward as I start the car.

Having Stephanie sat next to me rather strange - I've wanted her with me for so long but I've always bit back the need. I feel my phone go off in my pocket. I don't bother attempting to get it out as I concentrate on the road.

"I've let people know Amelia is okay" Stephanie says as she is looking down at her phone and tapping away.

"Thanks" I answer as I look back at the road.

"Daddy?" Amelia asks again. I look up in the rear view mirror and answer her. "Sophie's Mummy and Daddy are getting married soon, she's a bridesmaid." Amelia says and I glance up back at her.

"Is she? That will be good for her." I say and Amelia nods. What else can I say to that? Sophie is Amelia's best friend - they met back in nursery.

"Will you and Mummy get married?" Her next question causes Steph to loo at me as I turn to her.

"Oh Amelia.." Steph says as she tries to prepare herself to inform our daughter how we won't be doing that. But I quickly interrupt and cut Stephanie off.

"Mummy and Daddy won't be getting married Amelia." I smile to Amelia and she frowns in confusion. I see Stephanie turn away in the corner of my eye.

"Because you don't love each other?" Amelia asks. What is it with kids knowing too much these days? She's never asked these kind of questions before. Shows how much they all talk when they are at school.

"Of course we love each other." My answer lights Amelia's eyes up and I look at Stephanie who glances at me in surprise. I do know she didn't expect me to say that but I just couldn't let my Daughter think that I don't love her Mother. I'd be lying if I said no.

"Then one day you will get married." Amelia says confidently and I laugh as I look back at the road. She's just like Stephanie in so many ways. I turn to Steph who glances at me and I smile.





Having dinner with Stephanie was different. For once we actually felt like a little family sat around eating together. I felt a little overwhelmed when I watched Stephanie and Amelia giggling about something - they were connected beautifully.
I hear Stephanie quietly creeping downstairs - tonight she put Amelia to bed which I know she loves doing. I watch as Steph grabs her coat.

"You don't need to go." I say as I stand up and she turns around and looks at me.

"But I should go Harry, it's been a lovely day -"

"Just stay here. With me." I don't know what's come over me but I just don't want to let her go. When I text Kara back earlier declining her offer and telling her that I didn't want anything like that - no relationship, I realised it's because I'm waiting for Steph again. I'm waiting for the right time to be with her - I'm never going to move on!

"But what if we confuse Amelia? She might wake and she doesn't expect me to still be here.." She stops her panicked words as I walk towards her and stand closely opposite her.

"She won't wake." I whisper and stephanie's eyes fix on to mine. I can see she's nervous - jeez it's been so long since I've been this close to her.

"Harry I'm not sure if this is good.." She whispers back but before I can say anything I find I've already pressed my lips firmly on to hers and now I'm touching her back and pulling her in to me. She escapes a moan as she throws her arms around my neck and kisses me back - it soon deepens as I pin her up against the wall. My hand starts to wander as I remove her coat - making sure I keep my lips firmly on her's as I do so. "Harry" She whimpers but our lips continue to feel each other.

"I've missed you" I whisper as I move my kisses down to the jaw line and then on to her neck.

"I've missed you too." Her words drive me crazy and I can no longer think straight. I pick her up and she wraps her legs around my hips as our lips find each other again. I carefully carry her upstairs and quietly open my bedroom door.




Stephanie's POV

That. Was. Crazy.
Did that really just happen? As Harry lays next to me still panting I don't know where to look. Is he going to hate what we've just done? Will he regret it? Too many questions go around inside my head and I just can't work them out.
I feel his arm snake over my stomach and I turn my head to face him. His beautiful green eyes shine happily and his captivating smile - the one that always won me over - sits perfectly at me. Those lips were amazing - he was amazing

"I'm sorry if I took that too far." Harry says softly as he starts to circle his finger on my stomach.

"Where do we go from here?" I ask as I touch his hand with my own. He locks his lips as he goes to speak.

"I don't know." His answer does stab my heart a little, but I try not too feel too distressed at his answer. I'd rather he's honest with me. "I want to see you more. Maybe we can do morethings together, the three of us." His suggestion makes my heart suddenly race and my butterflies come to life.

"Really? Are you saying you want to give this a try?" I ask carefully and he moves his position so he's hovering over me. His eyes glaring down into mine. His hot breath tickling my lips as he softly smiles.

"That's all I've we ever wanted, I've just been to cautious because of Amelia and have been trying to do the right thing. I can't ignore my feelings anymore Steph. I need you"

"Even after everything? " I ask in shock.

"Yes." He leans down and plants a soft kiss this time. "You're all I've ever wanted. " He repeats as he parts away from me.

"I feel the same." I sigh happily as he rolls over and pulls me on top of him. He tucks my hair behind my ears and smiles.

"This time we are honest with each other and we talk about everything. I never wanted to lose you Steph but you understand why." Harry's words are hard but fair. I nod in response and he strokes my bare shoulder. "I've wanted you for so long Stephanie May"

His words sung in my head. I can't believe that happened but it feels so good. Not only did I imagine to be coming back here with them but to sleep with Harry. . That was completely mad. It's took all this time to be with him and I know this time I'm not messing up.



Notes


I can't let go of this story - not when it's left like this.

If anyone is breading then I hope you like this chapter. Finally they are starting again, I could never let them go
These two are my first characters on here and they mean a lot to me ♡♡

If anyone does ready this then say hello :)
And thanks for giving it a go! Xx

Comments

@MelissaStylesInStyle
Thank you lovely :) xx

You deserved to be nominated. :)

@MelissaStylesInStyle
Wow that is young, I was 23 when my first was born! As soon as he was born life seemed to just crazily whizz by and before I know it I'm turning 26!

Awww I'm so glad that you said that - Harry was easily troubled and so was Steph, she was just quieter about it and didn't react in anger like him, she reminded me of one of those suffering in silence. Like you said, he actually matured up quicker than she did which doesn't happen often. Females tend to mature up fast and then the males slowly catch up so I wanted to do it differently :) So you don't realise how much I love your comment :) ♡♡

@xRock_Mex
No worries that happens to me, too. It seems some notifs don't go through and I hate it. :\ But yeah having babies does make you have to grow up. I had my oldest and got married at 20 so I didn't get to experience a lot of things like my peers did.

As far as the story, I think that Harry grew into the role really well. Despite his rocky teenage life, he was able to prevail and become an understanding partner and loving father. I especially enjoyed his character's growth. I think Stephanie took a lot longer than him to get to that point but in the end she did. Again, beautiful story!

@MelissaStylesInStyle
Ah I never got a notification to say I had a reply.Sorry this is late!!
I'm so pleased you feel you can relate to it, that's a huge compliment my sweet. I understand exactly how you feel, except for the marriage part but I too had a baby young and it does force you to grow up. My gosh it's a huge test to your relationship isn't it when having a baby, like you said it does strain it and becomes hard work!
I can imagine you're a wonderful Mother :)

Aww no worries better late than never I say ;)
Thank you again for reading them ♡ xx