Save Me From Myself

I woke up in ambulance. There was a plastic mask on my face giving me oxegen. But every time i breathed it it felt like i was getting stabbed. What was i doing. I know i have asthma. I forgot my inhaler In my i guess now my room at my new house. Now that mom is dead.

"Hey don't cry it will be over soon you just had a asthma attack." The boy tried to wipe my tears of my cheek but i dodged his hand. Why is Ashton Irwin in here with me. Wait was he the boy on the beach? He had to have been.

"Why are you here?" I wheezed out

"I Stopped you on the beach then you said something about your mom and then passed out." He explained

" At first when you were running towards me i thought you were a crazy fan that found our beach house" He laughed. Wait he is trying to hide from the fans?

"Why were you on the beach" I winced at the pain i got from talking but i need to know why he had to stop me. I just wish i would have died instead of being here.

"I was just walking around with ketchup" he took my hand but i pulled it away. I don't want him to touch me. He made me have another failed attempt i guess.

"Why did you try to save me? I don't deserve to live." I started to whimper.

"Why would you say that? everyone deserves to live." I looked consered.

"Hey were here" The EMT said " your family is here and they will just take you home" With that her and another guy took the bed thing out with me on it and brought me to the Emergency room where my aunt and uncle were.

"Thank you so much" My uncle said shaking Ashtons hand

"How can we pay you?" My aunt asked

"Nothing is needed really" Ashton said putting his hands up making his bracelets slip down. I could see 3 fresh looking cuts. He noticed and quickly brought his hands down.

I got up and joined them. I put my hand in my hair. My hair is full of sand so i quickly brush it out. I hug my aunt and she hugs me back and hands me my inhaler. I quickly dismissed my self and went and took my huffs.

"Why would you say you deserve to die?" Ashton snuck up behind me making me jump.

"Because the world already has to many people and they can deal without some one they will never notice any ways." I explained " But you are somebody and have so many people who love you and look up to you to be strong why aren't you?"

"The way that people talk about me online just seems like too much too much, But i hide it for the fans" he fumbles with his bracelets.

"Well just please stop for the fans. Trust me they will probably be so disappointed if those end up showing and they snap a pic of it and see it. Please stop i'm a fan my self it just pains me to see someone who use to bring happiness in the darkest times to be struggling like this"

"i will try. Oh and your Aunt wanted me to come over here to say that they invited me and my mates to come and eat dinner with you guys" He smiled

"Okay lets go before they get worried" I said starting to walk toward them.

"Hey another question?" he put his hand on my shoulder as he caught up to me.

"Yeah shoot it" I said looking at him

"Were you from? I love your accent" He giggled

" America " I said laughing

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