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Save Me From Myself

4

Its been a week since I've been here. It is so awesome, the beach and the water with all the warmth. But the bad thing is i have to hid my scars because i don't want to let my cousins know about it. so no matter what i am wearing i wear all my bracelets.

I actually am happy for once it seems to finally be like I fit in with this family. I feel like i could live here and be like an older sister to my cousins and i wouldn't have to worry about having to help mom after dad tells about an affair from one on his business trips. This last trip he had to go one a boat trip to england.

"hey charlie, I need to tell you something" My aunt had stood in my doorway. I was just writing a song i have a tendency to do that when i'm in deep thought.

"Yeah what is it?" i sat up from my laying motion on my bed and i put down my laptop.

"Your mum actually planned this trip with us for you" She sat down next to me and took my hand.

"Okay well i'm glad i came it is so fun here and so relaxing" i said

"She didn't tell you the reason sis she?" She looked at me straight in the eye

"Well to celebrate my birthday with you guys, and go watch my favorite band" I laugh, why is she making a big deal about this.

"Honey that was a cover up so you wouldn't resist to come. Your mother has 4th level brain cancer, she only had a 3 weeks to live, she didn't want you to see her dying ting in front of you"

"No, this isn't true she is always watching her heath" it sounded almost inaudible

"Baby its okay she is in a better place now the hospital called me this morning" she said hugging me

"I don't want to be left with dad" I started to cry

"you won't baby, He doesn't have legal protection over you i do"she broke away from me and looked at me and wiped away my tears

"Im going to let you process this if you need anything please tell me" she said getting up and closing the door. I layed down and started to cry even harder.

"Why, why mom she was happy and pretty and perfect "i whimpered. i quickly grabbed some cash and ran out of my room and down the hall way and out the house. i run down, i just keep running. I feel like i cant breath my lungs are burning and feel like they are pushing down my. My vision becomes blurry and i slowly stop an hold my head.

"Miss are you okay" Some one am up to me and put their hands on my upper arms. I could see a blur of a boy with curly dirty blonde hair, there was no doubt he was australian.

"yeah i'm just a little light headed" i gigled trying to play it off.

He let go of he and all of the sudden i couldn't breath and it went from blurry to not to blurry again as i fell down.

"OH MY GOD" He screamed it was the last thing i heard

Notes

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