Flashback
Calum's POV


"Hey princess," I smiled tiredly at the screen.
She smiled at me, "Hi Cal, how are you?"
"I'm good, but very tired," I yawned laying back on the bed.
I closed my eyes, finding it hard to stay awake.

"What've you been up to?" I asked
"Uh, well you know how I applied for college last year?" She mumbled.
I sat up, suddenly interested, "yeah?"
"Well I kinda got in....to Berkelee," she smiled broadly.

I just stared at her for a moment. I had been dreading the moment those words came out of her mouth. I knew the day she sent those applications in that she'd be excepted. It wasn't that I wasn't happy that she achieved what she wanted, I just didn't want her to be so far away.

Her smile quickly faded when she saw the look on my face.

"Calum?" She peeped, "what's wrong? Aren't you happy for me?"
"I am," I sighed, "but you know how I felt about this stuff."
She frowned, "well I have to go to college Calum, I can't just bum around all day,"
"I know princess, but why can't you stay in Australia?" I pleaded.

Her eyebrows scrunched up in anger. I knew I was in for it now. She was pretty much always laid back, but when she was mad she was pissed.

"I don't see why it's a problem for me to go back to Boston for college," she glared.
Okay how do I get myself out of this? Backtrack.
"It's not," I told her, "I just don't want you to be so far away princess. That's all,"
"Well you're on tour half the time anyway, I didn't think you'd mind," she muttered.

"Rea," I sighed, "I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean to make you upset over this,"
She rolled her eyes annoyedly, "I'm tired of this Calum, I thought you would've accepted it by now, we already went over this when I was applying."
The look on her face made me mad for some reason. She was looking at me like I had no reason to be upset over this. Why shouldn't I? This affected me as much as it affected her.

"I am alittle annoyed too Reagan," I snapped.
Fuck. That wasn't not supposed to come out.
"Why are you mad at me? I told you that I wanted to apply there," she crossed her arms, "in fact, you've known since they day we met,"
There's no turning back now.
"And I told you that I didn't want you to be so far away from home," I pointed out.
"Your home!" She pointed out, "Boston is my home not Sydney! Do you ever think that sometimes I miss it like you miss Sydney?"

"I thought that I was good enough for you! If you aren't happy then tell me!" I growled
She scoffed, "Don't even go there Calum. I am happy,"
"You don't sound like it!" I glared

"You're not being fair!" She accused, "I always supported you when you wanted to go on tour and all that, even when I knew that I wouldn't get to see you as much anymore! And now that I want to do the same you're getting mad at me!"
"Well how are we supposed to see eachother if we're both gone?" I pointed out angrily, "I thought you wanted to make this work!"
"What, so I can't go off and follow my dreams like you? I have to sit here all the time? All I ever do is wait for you to come home!" She snarled, "when am I going to be able to do what I want?"

"I'm sorry Rea," I seethed, "but I don't want you to do this, if it were in Sydney then I would be fine, but it's just too far. If you go then we won't work out,"
She glared at me and took a breath, "fine. I see you've made your descision, so I've made mine."

Shit shit shit. What have I done?

"Reagan don't do this," I pleaded, suddenly feeling scared and regretful.
"No Calum," she shook her head, "you said it yourself, it won't work. I'm not going to give up this opprotunity. I've worked so hard to get it,"
"I'm sorry Rea, just please stay," I begged, "I didn't mean it, princess. I love you,"

She had tears in her eyes. I wanted to cry too, but I refused to let the tears fall.
Just the sight of her broken expression was heartbreaking for me.
"I love you too Calum, but I'm not going to be someone who doesn't want me to follow my dreams," she whispered.
Before I could respond she ended the chat.

She was gone.

Well fuck.

End of flashback

Notes

Hiiiii! So I was pretty bored today so I wrote more. The story is pretty much prewritten, and I really like this chapter, so I thought I'd get it out for you guys!

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