World So Cold

I quickly got to Lianas house and barged right through the door and found Ash walking around the living room and the bathroom door broken.


"Ash what did you do" I yell running over to him.


"I didn't do anything, she did it all herself" he smirks and I swear to god I want to smack that smirk off his face.


"Why Ashton, why is this what you want" I say alittle quiter then before.


"Oh don't play dumb with me you know what she did" he scoffs and looks down, oh wait.


"So that what this is about, you want to save your little ego by pretty much killing her and said all along this was just about some girl you almost raped" I yell again and he just looks down.


I remembered about Liana and run to the bathroom but can't stand the sight. I couldn't fight it, I broke down.


Ashton walked up behind me and rolled his eyes. I looked up at him.


"I'll call the ambulance" he mutters and walks away.


I stood up and looked around the bathroom, I found about 10 empty pill bottles in the garbage can. Did she? There were also cuts all over herself which I was aware about but they all looked new and her small body looked drained.


Before I could think any further I heard the sirens.


People came rushing in and brought her to the truck.


"Please mam can I come in, she's my girlfriend" I ask the lady leading the people into the truck.
"Of course" she says with a smile and let's me in.


I sit on one of the chairs in the truck and once we reach the hospital she is rushed into surgery.


I sit in the waiting room and see Gabby rushing through the doors.


"Why are you here" I snapped at her but calmed when I saw her tear filled face.


"I heard what happened" she said turning to me and walking towards me.


"Just to let you know, you're on of the reasons this happened" I say hoping she gets the message but she just cries harder. "You okay" I ask suprized at how she's taking this.


"No I'm not okay" she yells and sobs. "I had to, I left something out when I warned you guys, Ash told me to make it look like I don't want to be her friend or that I'm against her, or, ughh I don't know why I went through with that. I should be the one in that hospital bed, not her" she sobs and I motion for her to come over and I hug her.


Yes I know I'm hugging her, she's still my friend okay.


"I'm sorry" she whimpers.


"It's okay, it's not all your fault" I assure and she looks up.


"It still is partially" she says.


"Stop it okay, everything will hopefully be fine" I say and she nods.


A doctor then comes into the waiting room and gestures for me to come over to her.


"She's in room 202" the doctor says before walking away.


"You can go, I can't really handle myself right now" Gabby says and walks back to a chair.


I walk up to her room and pull up a chair next to the bed where her cold and drained body lays.


I grab her hand tightly and let the tears fall from my eyes.


"Listen Li, I love you so so so so much, more than the most beautiful words can even describe. I want you to know that, I ant you to know that you are loved, even Ash was the one that called the ambulance, Ya I know right" I chuckled alittle. "And Gabby is even here crying her eyes out, she never meant to hurt you, Ash made her do it" I reason and then continue. "Listen, I know you've had a hard life, and I know you want to be in a better place as you said where you don't have to worry and where you can be free. I want what you want, I always want what's best for you and you know that, but this time I'm being greedy, I don't want you to leave I want you to stay here with me, I want to be able to hug you so tight and kiss you every morning and I know that won't be the case if you're gone. I can't change anything going on right now, nobody can. But please, just stay here for me, nobody else except me, forget about everybody and think about me, I can't loose you. Liana, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and I don't want it to end like this" I fish and realize even Liana was soaked with my tears.


I stood there for about a minute and my heart started raising along with the machines that started beeping really really fast. No no no no no no no no no no no no no no!!!!


Doctors started rushing in and some stated to push me out.


"No! Stop!" I yelled but they out me down and closed the doors before I could even take a step.
Liana?

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