World So Cold

~Another two weeks later~


Im done, I'm just done.


I havent been eating, sleeping, or answering my phone, which has been blowing up with constant text and calls from Luke. I'm done, why do I have to go through this?


My sister is still ignoring me, my 'friends' have not been talking to me but have been giving me dirty looks and the finger, my mum is now very angry with me for what I've been doing.


Now let me let you in on what I've been doing. I've been cutting every single day, I've been consuming so many pills every night that I go to sleep numb but end up waking up in the middle of the night to throw up. Obviously I haven't been going to school and Luke hasn't even tried to come over to help me out, not that he even knows what I'm doing.


I was snapped out of my thoughts or from being in the middle of a cutting sesion with a loud banging on my house door.


"It's open" I yelled loudly not caring who it was.


"Oh Liana" I heard a familiar voice say, but not familiar in a good way.


I exited the bathroom to see a face and the most annoying ass smirk I never wanted to ever see.


"What do you want Irwin" I said nervously on the verge of tears.


"You know what I want" He said and started to run after me but I ran into the bathroom and locked my self in.


I slid down leaning against the door and cried into my hands.


"Open this door!!" Ashton yelled from the other side and still banging on the door.


All I did was swallow all the pills I could find, and take all sharp things I could find and start to bleed. My blood dripped onto the floor which was now red.


I grabbed my phone which was on the counter and sent Luke an audio message just to let him know what I'm doing while im still here.


"Okay Luke, I know I haven't been answering any texts or calls. I just can't deal with this life anymore, my friends seem like they are against me, my mum hates me, my sister is ignoring me, and I'm being hunted, I just don't know what's going on. I want to escape this place, I want to be free, I want the pain to go away, I want to be in a place where i don't have to worry. I know you love me, and I love you too, but I don't deserve you, I'm to much for you to handle. You told me you'd always be there for me at the times I really needed you, but here I am, lying in a pool of my own blood slowly drifting away. I'm living in a world so cold, so I'm leaving now, I love you so much, but I have to go"


I pressed the send button and the door crashed open.


Then everything went black.


~Luke's pov~


Two weeks, two fucking weeks.


Two fucking horrible weeks since she last told me she loved me, since the last time I heard her voice, since the last time I hugged her, since the last time I kissed her, since the last time she actually has been answering her phone, since I saw her beautiful face, and what am I doing? Absolutly nothing.


I'm such an asshole, I don't know why I'm not doing anything about it either.


Im just gonna continue because apparently she doesn't want me right now.


But I cant, I'm gonna go over today to clear everything up. I don't care what happens, I just want to see her.


I grabbed my keys and got into my car. Before I started I shuffled through the bag I picked up at Michaels which was filled with weapons. I pulled out a pocket knife and put it in my pocket. I'm gonna give it to Liana incase she needs it to defend herself from Ash.


I then got a voice message from, Liana?


I pulled over and listened to the whole entire thing, It ended with a loud crash.


My phone fell from my hands and the tears fell from my eyes.


Oh. My. God.

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