"Are you fucking kidding me? You're so freaking annoying! Don't fucking pretend to be something you're obviously not!" Niall's voice wasn't loud but his tone was mocking and annoyed. He stared at me for a very short time. I hastily pushed his head to the side and then pressed his body closer to the wall. The anger I had felt all week was coming to the surface and I did not feel like playing nice.

"Shut up!" I paused and looked at him with disgust. "Your kind think they can waltz around, acting like animals, and then have the company cover it all up." I huffed in annoyance and looked away from the subject of my anger. I heard him snort as if he thought something was funny, and when I looked back at him he was trying to look at me with a hateful stare. I just couldn't figure what I did all the time to deserve his hate.

"The company covers it all up because Simon could get in a lot of trouble if his secrets got out." I narrowed my eyes at him and studied him for a long time. Finally I let go of his head so that he could look at me directly. "And we both know you don't want that to happen." I bit the inside of my cheek, almost drawing blood, and stared at Niall with angry eyes.

"I swear, if you say anything..." He interrupted me before I could finish.

"I would very much like not to have my brain smushed+-- into goo, so I'm not gonna say anything." His showed no interest, but his words made me question if he was beginning to get his feelings back.

"Why do you care? It would heal in an instant." It looked like he was fighting himself as he thought about what to say next.

"Yeah well that doesn't mean it's gonna be pleasant during it, now does it?" I stared at him for a long time, not believing his words one bit. Somehow I had the feeling he was hiding something, and that wasn’t good at all. If he were hiding something then that would mean I had to stay in this hell hole longer.

“Liar.” His gaze turned even more evil, if that was even possible, as I uttered the word. I leaned closer to him and almost smiled as I spoke once more. “Liar, liar pants on fire.” I felt him struggle against the shield as soon as I finished speaking and when I lifted my gaze to meet his, he was looking at me with such pure hatred I almost stopped breathing.

“You shouldn’t talk about things you know nothing about.” I tilted my head as if I didn’t understand what he was talking about, which I really didn’t.

“Maybe you should tell me so I know what this all is?” I spoke through clenched teeth and took another step forward. “This would be so much easier if you would just work with me, instead of against me.” I lifted my hand to touch his cheek, but somehow he managed to move.

“Why should I tell you? You’re so set on me never getting my emotions back, so whatever I say won’t help me. Because whatever I say you won’t believe me.” Somehow his words made me mad, I knew they were true, but I still wanted him to trust me. But I knew that he would never do that because I was the sole reason for him being here today. If I hadn’t hurt him before, he would be normal right now. Niall was looking away from me, seeming like he didn’t want to meet my gaze. I wanted to look him in the eye as I told him he could trust me, because I wanted him to believe me. I harshly grabbed his chin, using the shield as support, and made him look at me. But something happened the second I touched his skin. Something stirred and a small thought appeared in my mind, but I was sure that it wasn’t mine.

She can’t know I’m starting to feel.

I gasped loudly before removing my hand from his face. I took a step backwards and looked at him in shock. His head was now turned in my direction and he was looking at me the same way.

“What the hell did you do?” I spoke quickly but all he did was shook his head. I didn’t understand what he meant by that so I took another step forward and hit his chest. “What did you do? Are you trying to fool me?” His face quickly set into stone and he shook his head once more. Feeling like this couldn’t lead to any place that I wanted it too, I released him and he was gone. He had darted out the door and I stood in his room, speechless. I couldn’t believe what had just happened. I didn’t want to believe that what I had somehow heard was true, but if it was one of his thoughts then it couldn’t be false. Right?

I didn’t know how to act after this. I didn’t know what I was supposed to do. Should I call Simon and tell him what happened? Maybe, but he would just tell me to stay put and wait until he has fully regained his emotions. No I needed to find out if what I had heard was true, so I needed someone who could read his mind. The only problem was that normal vampires can’t read other vampires minds. Thankfully I knew a special vampire, well apart from Simon that is. And hopefully she could help me.

-- The Next Day --

“Thank you so much for coming so quickly!” I reached forward and hugged the very kind vampire in front of me. Through the last five years she’s been working with the company, but she herself only changed about a year ago. She’s pretty famous and have met Niall more than once before.

“Of course! When I got your call I couldn’t help but get on the next flight here. I mean it involves two of my best friends, how could I not come?” She laughed her cute little laugh and leaned forward to hug me once more. “Help me with my bags will ya?” She walked past me and left her bags lying just outside the door. Somehow I loved this girl, but hated her for being such a diva. But she was a good girl to the bone, no matter what other said about her. She just needed to cut back on the diva-part of her personality.

“Seriously Kats? You’re the stronger one of us.” She glanced at me over the shoulder and snorted lightly with her perfect nose.

“Use your force field or something, can’t be that hard.” I sighed loudly as I followed her with her three big bags. Yes I did use my little gift to make the burden lighter, but still. She was the strong one of us.

“I thought I heard your sweet, sweet voice Katy.” I lifted my gaze from the floor and looked at Niall, who was standing by the living room door, leaning against the wall. Kats ran up to him and hugged him tight before kissing him on the cheek. For some odd reason that annoyed me, and Niall looked up at me with a smirk to tell me he had heard my thought.

“I couldn’t have my best mate emotionless, now could I?” Niall’s smirk dropped the minute she said that. His stare went back to her, and somehow it only looked like he tried to seem ice cold.

“You really shouldn’t have come though.” He turned his gaze onto me and gave me a disgusted expression. “I could’ve told her what she wanted to know.” I snorted lightly before picking up her bags once more, and storming right passed them and up the stairs. I put her bags into the room where she was staying and walked across the hall to my own bedroom. I started to reorganize my closet and when I was halfway through it, Katy showed up at my door.

“You know he’s not as evil as you think he is.” Her voice showed compassion, which I absolutely hated. I didn’t want her to feel sorry for me, there was nothing to feel sorry about.

“And yet I know that a part of him wants to kill me. ” I turned around and looked at her, even though I simply wanted her to leave me alone. I was thankful for her coming here, I just wanted to be alone at this very moment.

“I know you want me to leave you alone, and I get that. But you need to know what I found out when I talked to him.” I stared at her in shock and took a deep breath before I spoke.

“And you already know what he’s hiding?” She half nodded and half shook her head as she walked over to my bed and sat down. She motioned for me continue what I was doing. After several quiet minutes she cleared her throat.

“He can’t hear us right now.” I nodded, I already knew that because I was putting up a shield that made it impossible for him to hear us. “I need to ask you something before I tell you what I found out.” I felt my back stiffen but I didn’t make a move to show her to continue. To be honest I was afraid of what she was going to ask. “Are you starting to care for him?” I let out a shaky breath before slowly looking over my shoulder.

“No?” I knew there was no point in denying her question, she already knew the real answer. She smiled a sweet smile and nodded her head. Feeling like the subject needed changing I sighed and spoke. “So did I hear him right or was I just imagining it?” I laughed a little, almost hoping I was imagining it all.

“You almost make his heart flutter. And he realizes it’s your fault he’s getting his emotions back.” My breath got stuck in my throat and I just nodded my head extremely slowly. “That’s why he’s been avoiding you, because he’s falling for you Nick.” Fuck. That’s a lot more difficult than he just hating me.

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