Forever Or For Never

Niall's POV
''Okay,put this on him...gently.''Jordan hands me some clothes for Dawson as she walks past me. I nod and sit them on the bed. ''I'll go change Jenna and get everything else together..'' She says pacing,looking for her phone.''Its in your pocket.''I remind her and she sighs and nods.

I walk over to her and put one hand on her waist.My fingers tilt her chin up to make her look at me.She's over reacting. She's so stressed and she's tired and she needs to know everything's okay.

''Calm down.''I say and she closes her eyes and her head falls on my shoulder.''I can't..''She mumbles as her arms go around me.''Everything is okay...calm down, okay? Just...please..for me.''I beg and she nods lightly.

''I can't do this..''She mumbles.''Hey...look at me.''i say and she leans up.Her eyes tearing up.''Don't worry,everything's gonna be allright...''She pushes my hands off of her and turns around. She begins to pace again.

''You don't understand,Niall.'' ''What don't I understand?''I ask her as I stay still.''Its so hard...'' ''What's so hard?''I ask,trying to understand everything.

She turns around and looks at me.''Being a mom.Its so fucking hard, and you can't understand it..so just leave me the fuck alone..okay?''She begs and walks past me. Her shoulder hits mine and I sigh.

''C'mon...you need to calm down.''I grab her wrist.''There's nothing to be calm about!''She yells and jerks her hand away.I stare at her.She's so stressed.I need to control what I do in order for her to be calmer.

''Just...get the baby ready,please.''She says and walks to the other side of the room to get something.''Okay.''I mumble and walk to the opposite side of the room.

He lies there awake in the crib. I bend down and pick him up. He moves around a little, but doesn't cry.I smile at him as he yawns. Cute.

I walk over to the bed and lie him down.I keep a hand near him as I grab his clothes. I pull the diaper off and change him into a new one. I put his onesie thing on as he starts to whine.

''Hey...hush..''I say with a light smile but he just cries more.I look at the clock. 6:43am.His time to eat,again. I sigh and pick him up.
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I grab the bottle from the fridge and just as I was about to put it in his mouth, Jenna runs down the stairs to me.''Daddy!Mama needs you!''She says loudly and tugs on my shorts.''Why?''I ask worried.

''She hurt!''She tells me and I nod.She runs back up the stairs and I follow with the baby in my arms.We get upstairs and the bath room door is shut.''She in dere.''Jenna tells me and I nod.

I put the baby in the crib.He's crying like crazy,but I need to know what's wrong with Jordan.I panic and start banging on the door.

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