Do I Frighten You?
Chapter 80
I had decided to stay the night with my mom for one night because she missed me being around. It was a cold foggy night down here in Middlewich, The trees brushed against my window, I sat in my house doing my weekend homework. There was a lot going through my head of how of how this was going to work of me being pregnant and giving birth, I mean what If I go pass. I don't know if it is too early to be worrying about that, but that was on my mind. Harry and I had been thinking of baby names. I wanted to be with Harry right now, but he was probably hanging with a few of his friends. I just miss him laying beside me, But they are probably out partying. Why am I just siting here doing homework when it is only Friday? I thought to myself. Shouldn’t I be having a fun time at the party too? I guess I could have fun another time. Tonight isn’t my night for freedom I guessing. I was getting ready for bed and I turned off my light and took a shower and then laid down, I heard a thump and I jumped. Some one was in my room! I was going to scream but the robber just put his hand over my mouth and hushed me. Then a light flickered on and I just seen that it was Harry standing over me watching me with worried green eyes I love. I took a deep breathe in and out and looked away because my heart was pounding like I was going to have a heart attack. There was complete silence in the room of total awkwardness. I would have said something but he scared me half to death.
“Sorry for scaring you I didn't mean to I just wanted to know if you would like to hang out with me.” He said whispering to me taking his hand off my mouth. A playful smile appeared across his face.
I exhaled through my nose as my heart became normal again. But there was still no words I could say. I sat up on my bed pulled my hand through my hair. There was nothing I could say now because there was this awkwardness again that wasn't explainable. He pulled me close to him and I laid my head on his chest to heart his heart beat. I felt so perfect in his arms I don't know what I would do without him I didn't see how he would want a girl like me but this love was unconditional, He was my world.
There was nothing better then being here with him right now. It just felt so perfect when I am in his arms. It's like the world revolves around us.
I could finally speak but I didn't want the perfect moment to slip away so fast. So he spoke instead. “So how are you babe?”
“Fine,” I said looking up at him. “I'm fine right here in your arms.” He smiled because he knew he liked this feeling too because he loves me. I know he loves me enough to never let me go. I love him as well but he is my life and I want to spend forever with him but I never told him that because never was the right time. But now can be right time but I didn't know how to put it in a good sentence. We have been together for about over 10 months now, If we didn't break up. That one time. But it feels like we known each other forever.
I nodded my head because I wanted to be with him for the rest of the night too. I sat up and now I know that that perfect moment was over. But it always can happen again, can it? I stood up and looked at him with a warm gentle smile and grabbed his hands. He looked up at me. He pulled me closer to him making me so close to him. I leaned down and pressed my lips against his passionately, His hands went from my hands to my waist. It was nice. He pulled away and laughed a little I looked at him in confusion.
“So come on and hang out wit me. It will be fun and I miss you so much.” He said softly.
I closed my eyes, I just couldn't stop thinking at all. I heard a jingling of keys and my eyes opened. I'm going to go and take you to get something to clear your mind okay?" He said in a soft voice. I nodded, I didn't have anything to say to him, I didn't want to question him because I didn't want to say anything I didn't mean.
We finally got to his car and he opened the door for me and then I got in and sat down, he closed the door behind me. He got on his side of the car and then closed the door once he was sitting and then he started the ignition and then began to drive off.
He didn't turn on any music. It was pure silence and I didn't want to speak so I didn't I just looked out of my side of the window. I had no clue where he was taking me, all I knew is that it was past my house and a few places that I didn't really know and have never seen before. he had opened the car door for me and let me out a look around and see if the pink ice cream labels on the wall was really pretty cool that nothing really changed around here. he had to took my hand in his and we walked inside of the building the fresh smell of frosted cakes.
"Jerry." Harry said excited. Jerry the shop owner looked at him and a smile came on his face.
"Harry" He said back to him. "nice to see you man." he said nicely.
"you too, nice too.." He said and I blushed. I grabbed Harry's hand and then looked at the ice cream selections. I was a big fan of the vanilla and raspberry.
"what would you like?" He asked grabbing his big spoon. Harry looked down at me.
"vanilla and raspberry, yeah?" He asked in a soft tone. I nodded and he looked at the Jerry. "One large vanilla raspberry ice cream and the other one would be a birthday cake flavored ice cream please"
"coming right up." He said scooping the ice cream. Harry had decided to take me to a parlor which was so cute. You could never get tired of ice cream.
"one large raspberry vanilla ice cream, and a large birthday cake ice cream, will be five dollars." Harry reached into his pocket and grabbed a ten and handed it to Jerry. He popped open the cash register and then, gave Harry his change back "enjoy."
"we will." he said with a smile and grabbed my ice cream from off of the stand I grabbed it and right away started to lick my ice cream. we turned around and started to walk, He chuckled when he seen me, and then opened the door for me. "someone's hungry." he said softly.
"let's go to the park and sit." I nodded and still licked my ice cream, going to a park at midnight really sounded like something Harry would do. We sat at a bench that faced the swings that were in the distant and also with a small swing and school in the back ground. I didn't go to that school. But it looked familiar.
I looked over at him before attacking him with a kiss on the cheek and then went back to eating my ice cream again. As soon I was half way through his ice cream and he was finished with his. I don't see how guys can just eat that fast. He placed a hand on my cheek. "that cold?" He asked.
It was slightly cold at first and then it got cool. "a little."
"Hm." He said softly. He pulled me close to him and planted a kiss in my hair. Once I was finished with my ice cream I looked up at him and then smiled.
"finally." He said jokingly and then I stood up and grabbed his napkins and stuff and then went to the trash can and threw it away.
“Thanks for the ice cream.” I said when I returned.
“Thank you for spending the night with me.” He said and then winked. Well, I guess he was right I did stay the night with him. Kind of. Outside...
“Sorry for scaring you I didn't mean to I just wanted to know if you would like to hang out with me.” He said whispering to me taking his hand off my mouth. A playful smile appeared across his face.
I exhaled through my nose as my heart became normal again. But there was still no words I could say. I sat up on my bed pulled my hand through my hair. There was nothing I could say now because there was this awkwardness again that wasn't explainable. He pulled me close to him and I laid my head on his chest to heart his heart beat. I felt so perfect in his arms I don't know what I would do without him I didn't see how he would want a girl like me but this love was unconditional, He was my world.
There was nothing better then being here with him right now. It just felt so perfect when I am in his arms. It's like the world revolves around us.
I could finally speak but I didn't want the perfect moment to slip away so fast. So he spoke instead. “So how are you babe?”
“Fine,” I said looking up at him. “I'm fine right here in your arms.” He smiled because he knew he liked this feeling too because he loves me. I know he loves me enough to never let me go. I love him as well but he is my life and I want to spend forever with him but I never told him that because never was the right time. But now can be right time but I didn't know how to put it in a good sentence. We have been together for about over 10 months now, If we didn't break up. That one time. But it feels like we known each other forever.
I nodded my head because I wanted to be with him for the rest of the night too. I sat up and now I know that that perfect moment was over. But it always can happen again, can it? I stood up and looked at him with a warm gentle smile and grabbed his hands. He looked up at me. He pulled me closer to him making me so close to him. I leaned down and pressed my lips against his passionately, His hands went from my hands to my waist. It was nice. He pulled away and laughed a little I looked at him in confusion.
“So come on and hang out wit me. It will be fun and I miss you so much.” He said softly.
I closed my eyes, I just couldn't stop thinking at all. I heard a jingling of keys and my eyes opened. I'm going to go and take you to get something to clear your mind okay?" He said in a soft voice. I nodded, I didn't have anything to say to him, I didn't want to question him because I didn't want to say anything I didn't mean.
We finally got to his car and he opened the door for me and then I got in and sat down, he closed the door behind me. He got on his side of the car and then closed the door once he was sitting and then he started the ignition and then began to drive off.
He didn't turn on any music. It was pure silence and I didn't want to speak so I didn't I just looked out of my side of the window. I had no clue where he was taking me, all I knew is that it was past my house and a few places that I didn't really know and have never seen before. he had opened the car door for me and let me out a look around and see if the pink ice cream labels on the wall was really pretty cool that nothing really changed around here. he had to took my hand in his and we walked inside of the building the fresh smell of frosted cakes.
"Jerry." Harry said excited. Jerry the shop owner looked at him and a smile came on his face.
"Harry" He said back to him. "nice to see you man." he said nicely.
"you too, nice too.." He said and I blushed. I grabbed Harry's hand and then looked at the ice cream selections. I was a big fan of the vanilla and raspberry.
"what would you like?" He asked grabbing his big spoon. Harry looked down at me.
"vanilla and raspberry, yeah?" He asked in a soft tone. I nodded and he looked at the Jerry. "One large vanilla raspberry ice cream and the other one would be a birthday cake flavored ice cream please"
"coming right up." He said scooping the ice cream. Harry had decided to take me to a parlor which was so cute. You could never get tired of ice cream.
"one large raspberry vanilla ice cream, and a large birthday cake ice cream, will be five dollars." Harry reached into his pocket and grabbed a ten and handed it to Jerry. He popped open the cash register and then, gave Harry his change back "enjoy."
"we will." he said with a smile and grabbed my ice cream from off of the stand I grabbed it and right away started to lick my ice cream. we turned around and started to walk, He chuckled when he seen me, and then opened the door for me. "someone's hungry." he said softly.
"let's go to the park and sit." I nodded and still licked my ice cream, going to a park at midnight really sounded like something Harry would do. We sat at a bench that faced the swings that were in the distant and also with a small swing and school in the back ground. I didn't go to that school. But it looked familiar.
I looked over at him before attacking him with a kiss on the cheek and then went back to eating my ice cream again. As soon I was half way through his ice cream and he was finished with his. I don't see how guys can just eat that fast. He placed a hand on my cheek. "that cold?" He asked.
It was slightly cold at first and then it got cool. "a little."
"Hm." He said softly. He pulled me close to him and planted a kiss in my hair. Once I was finished with my ice cream I looked up at him and then smiled.
"finally." He said jokingly and then I stood up and grabbed his napkins and stuff and then went to the trash can and threw it away.
“Thanks for the ice cream.” I said when I returned.
“Thank you for spending the night with me.” He said and then winked. Well, I guess he was right I did stay the night with him. Kind of. Outside...
Notes
New chapter, I hope you guys like it. ;D lol Wow, this is the last day of WWAT, and I am just shocked that it is almost over. I am going to the next tour though for sure because WWAT was amazing and I bet otra will be twice as good. lol
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I'm glad its that way. XD.
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