Do I Frighten You?

Things had gotten so hard, I was scared to do things now, because I couldn't see my feet or below myself, I had began to start having back pains and also I had to use the bathroom a lot. I have also been craving strawberries. Harry had been calling in from work a lot because he had been getting nervous because he kept thinking that my water ws going to break but I kept on telling him that he doesn't have to worry about that for a few more months until the baby really gets here but he was still worrying about all of it regardless.

I was sitting at home now, eating a small box of strawberries that Harry had gotten me about a day ago. I was siting on the sofa watching some TV highly enjoying myself, I wish Harry was around to be cuddling with me, with his luxurious hair. The other day he had let me style it the way I want and I was just laughing so hard because it was cute and funny at the same time. He kept asking me what was so funny, and I wasn't answering, I just kept laughing harder and harder.

He had been working over time though so he could be able to get more money, because he knew that the baby was nearing and he wanted to get everything that we needed to make sure that the baby was going to be okay. He had gotten himself a car seat for the baby could ride in. I was texting Sophia often, she had still been busy, she said that she had to do some of here work for presentations though, I completely understood that, and I bet I was suppose to be doing that stuff too.

I found myself watching The Fox and The Hound, This movie has always made me cry, Todd was too adorable and their friendship was too. Some part of me just wanted curl up into a ball, but then again I knew I couldn't because the baby was in the way. I sighed and just sat there. It was still morning time and Harry was still at work for about 4 more hours.

I had nothing to do, I wanted to go for a walk but then again I didn't want to go alone, It was too early and too cold, Sometimes Harry would make me double up on hoodies he was more protective over the baby ever since last month, He had been taking me out for ice cream more often and getting me some ice cream which I loved.

I was rather wanting to stay in because It was that cold outside but he pulled me out of the door sometime and made me go out with him. I don't mind being with him, I just don't really like summer or winter, I like fall and spring because the temperature is in between.

When I was younger, I use to love winter so much, building snowman's with my mom and my fake dad, and now here I am not wanting to step a foot out the door. I just realized that my son was going to be born in winter, and I groaned softly because I know I am going to have to go out and get him something for his birthday in the future. I sighed and then continued to watch TV trying to clear my mind, I had been going to the doctor twice a once a week now, he was wanting to make sure that the baby is healthy and if I am healthy and for right now, us both were.

A few days ago, Harry had been sick. He had a bad couch and the sniffles, but he didn't pass it on to me, but I did take care of him and still am. I made sure he was wearing a hat and a sweater today for work and some gloves but he refused to wear those, but he was still cute. He kept making an excusing saying that his coffee was going to warm him up, but that was not going to warm him up fast enough.

Before an hour until Harry gets home, I had decided to make dinner for him, I wanted him to come home to a good meal, so I decided to make steak and potatoes for him to eat. It smelled so good that it made me hungry and I kept convincing myself not to eat without Harry. I sighed and just calmed myself.

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Once Harry had came through the door, I just felt so happy to see hi,, You know when a dog sees his owner after a long day, and he runs to him and just tackles him, well that Is basically what I did. He smiled when he sees me.

“Hey, I missed you, How was your day off?” He asked looking down at me his hands were still around me.

“I missed you too, and I made you food. I was telling myself not to eat it.” I said confessing to him.

“I can already smell it.” He said softly.

I smile at him because he didn't make a disgusted face. I looked at him before grabbing his hand and leading him to the kitchen. He reached for his head and grabbed his hat off. He had hat hair and I giggled at that before ruffling his hand through his hair.

I grabbed the steaks out the oven and then sat them on the counter and then he grabbed himself a plate and then when I turned around, he had the biggest smile on his face.

“You want to make your own plate?” I asked raising one eyebrow.

“Sure, then I will get a lot.” He said nodding his head.

“I am right behind you.” I said grabbing myself a plate.

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Notes

Here is a new chapter, YAY. But sadly the WWAT is ending, and we will not see selfies with 5sos and 1D, :( Niall feels the same, Liam is happy because he gets to see his babe. Zayn probably happy too because he gets to see Perrie more often, and So will Louis get to see Ellie.

And Harry... he isn't going nowhere because he lives here in US. LOL but he might go home to his family in Cheshire. I am going to miss them so much. Who is planning to go and see the otra tour soon? :DDD Meet up??