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My Judgement's Clouded

If I'm louder would you see me?

Liam smiled at me and then grabbed a shot. He looked me directly in the eyes as he swallowed it quickly and then shrugged a little.

"That wasn't so bad!" He had the biggest smile I have ever seen and it made me very wary. I let out a small fake laugh and then took another shot. I felt myself become even more drunk. "You fascinate me." Liam spoke and my head snapped his way.

"You shouldn't say that." I shook my head, feeling a bit confused.

"Why do you keep on telling me I shouldn't do stuff?" He tilted his head to the side and smiled a curious smile. To say he looked cute was a huge understatement.

"You're in a relationship. That's why!" I screamed the last part at him. Instead of feeling scared and close to tears I felt angry and strong.

"So? Any girl in here would be thrilled if I said anything like that to them!" He looked a little mad and I understood why, I was acting like a mean person.

"I am so sorry.." My head dropped and I felt ashamed over my behavior.

"No I'm sorry... I shouldn't lash out at you like that." I looked up at him and saw him shaking his head. I shook mine and smiled at us, we were both apologizing. "What's so funny?" He had started smiling and was now looking at me.

"I was just wondering if we are both apologizing then who is the one to blame?" I laughed a little and heard him join me seconds later. I looked around the room and saw Louis standing on the dance floor staring at us. Me head dropped and I felt bad for making him made at Liam. Liam lifted my chin with his hand and tried to make me look into his eyes but I broke free and turned to look at Louis again. Liam must have followed my eyes because he cursed underneath his breath.

"Do you wanna go to a quiet room and just talk." I looked up at Liam and looked at him suspiciously. He threw his hands up in defeat. "Just to talk, I swear!" I smiled and nodded. I searched the crowd for Harry and spotted him dancing with a girl.

"I'm gonna grab Harry to!" Before Liam could respond I rushed over to Harry and patted his shoulder. The girl looked at me like I was the devil himself and I flipped her of. I think she gasped but I didn't notice because I started talking to Harry. "Liam wants to go up to a V.I.P. room and talk. Please come!" I begged him and Harry looked a little humored and nodded. I grabbed his hand and walked back to where Liam was standing. I smiled at him and saw his eyes go down to where I was holding Harrys hand. His face paled a little but it was barely noticeable. We walked up to the rooms and a waiter showed us to a vacant one.

"Damn the girls in here are on fire tonight!" Harry let out with a big laugh. He smiled and winked towards me, making me blush madly. "Don't you think so Liam?" He looked over to Liam, who had been staring at me.

"I wouldn't know now would I?" I spoke with very much sarcasm in his voice and I wondered what the heck his problem was.

"Well I think so!" Harry looked at me and spoke with a very trying-to-be-sexy voice. "What do you think about the boys tonight Ross?" Liams head snapped in Harrys direction when he spoke his nickname to me and it made me even more confused.

"Well I must agree with you Harry, the girls certainly are on fire tonight!" I laughed a little and then winked at him. "That girl you were dancing with gave me a look that could kill someone." I looked at Liam with a quick glance and then back at Harry. "And for the boys I haven't really noticed that many. I've been busy wallowing in my own self pity." I sighed and let out a small laugh.

"Why?" Liam spoke and it took me by surprise. I looked at him with a confused and surprised expression, it must have looked like I missed what he had said. "Why have you been wallowing in self pity?" He looked concerned and a little angry.

"It's nothing important." I looked at my hands and heard him sigh.

"Yes it is. Neither of us want you to feel bad." I looked at Harry and he was nodding his head. I started to get really annoyed with Liam and his stupid question.

"Do you really wanna know?" I looked at him and he nodded. "The reason I moved away from Stockholm was because of a guy. He and I had been together for six months when I found out he had another girlfriend. He was cheating on her with me." I stared at Liam very seriously. "I made a man cheat on his girlfriend." Realization crossed Liams face and he looked down at his hands. We sat here, all three quiet for several minutes when Harrys phone went of. He looked at it, getting a text from someone.

"I am so sorry but I have to go help Zayn with something." He looked at me and smile apologetically. "Are you going to alright?" I nodded and he walked out. I walked to the window overlooking the city and sighed.

"I'm going to break up with her, you know." I twirled around and looked at Liam. His words had taken me by surprise and his expression was even worse. He was still looking at his hands but now his entire feature mirrored sadness.

"I am so sorry Liam." I whispered the words and was surprised that he even heard them.
"It's not your fault." He sighed and looked up at me. "For months we have had it bad. We rarely talk and when we do it's only for a couple of minutes." I went to sit besides him. Even though I didn't like him flirting with me while he was in a relationship I didn't like seeing him hurt. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it. "The lads don't even know. That's why Louis is so mad right now." I lifted his chin with my hand made him look at me.

"Maybe it's time to tell them." I smiled softly to him and was mesmerized by his eyes. We stared at each other for a very long time until someone coughed by the door. I dropped my hand from his chin and Louis was standing there, with his arms crossed.

"Tell us what?" He looked at me like I didn't belong and when I started to stand up to leave Liam grabbed my hand.

"No please stay." I looked at his begging eyes and nodded before sitting down again. He turned to Louis, who did not look happy, and sighed. "I need all of the lads here. Can you get them?" Even though Louis didn't want to leave us alone he nodded and walked out.

"Liam I shouldn't be here." I broke free from his grasp and moved away from him a little. "I barely know you and the guys, it's not in my place to interfere." He sighed again and looked at the floor.

"Please Rosie. I need someone here that understands if the get really mad at me." He put his head in his hands and now it was my turn to sigh.

"Fine." As soon as I had said it Liam cheered up and looked at me.

"Thank you!" He almost screamed the words and then grabbed me in a big hug. When he let me go the boys walked through the door. I quickly moved away from Liam again and then looked at the boys as they walked in. Harry smiled at me and then winked. Niall was looking at the girl he was holding, which happened to be Maddie. Zayn was focused on his phone and Louis was staring at me. I took a deep breath and hoped he didn't think this all was my fault.
"What did you want to talk to us about Liam?" Niall spoke and I saw Maddies smile get bigger, she loved his accent. Liam looked at me and I nodded.

"I'm going to break up with Danielle." Louis was the first one to react.

"You're breaking up with her for that girl?" He screamed and pointed towards me. Told you so. "Have you gone insane?" I turned my head away from the crowd and felt the tears fall from my eyes. He didn't find me important enough.

"No Louis that's not what going on!" I didn't see Liam face but I knew that he was mad. Everyone could hear that. "Danielle and I haven't had a real relationship in months. Rosanna only encouraged me to tell you guys before I broke it off with her. She has nothing to do with the fact that I don't want to be with Danielle anymore!" He was screaming at Louis and tears started forming in his eyes. Louis stood there, shocked at what his friend just had said. I reached over and grabbed Liams hand, earning a glare from Louis. I didn't know what I had done to make him hate me so much. When I tried to remove my hand Liam held on to it tighter. "Back of Louis..." Liam whispered. Louis head dropped and his shoulders sunk in defeat.

"I am so sorry buddy." Niall spoke and went to Liam and hugged him. All of the boys did the same, with their own versions of condolences. All except Louis. It became quiet in the room and everyone waited for Louis reaction. Liam sighed.

"Louis..." He didn't get to continue because Louis cut him of.

"You know what I'm most disappointed about?" Louis looked at Liam as Liam shook his head, looking completely confused. "The fact that I am the only one not single in the band..." Everyone looked at him with surprised expressions and open mouths. What? "That's it! I have to dump Eleanor and start dating Harry!" He jumped up and sat in Liam lap. "That way I am not alone anymore!" He snuggled his head in Liams neck and purred like a kitten.

"OMG! Louis! I have waited, like, forever for this!" Harry jumped up and ran over to sit on top of Louis. "Total bliss this is!" I was still extremely shocked at the events that had just happened and everyone else was laughing. I looked at Liam and saw him smiling, which made me smile. When I lifted my gaze a little I caught Louis eyes and quickly averted mine. I was looking at my own hands, hating the feeling that someone hated me, when I heard Louis voice.

"Who else thinks we should get Rosie over here totally wasted?" I looked up and saw him smiling at me. He winked and I knew that he was trying not to hate me. I sighed and looked around to see that everyone was holding their hands up. When I looked at Liam I let out a little laugh, he looked a little worried.

"Fine!" I said while laughing. "On one condition though!" Everyone nodded and waited for my demand. "Liam and, the one who proposed this mess, Louis will drink exactly the same amount as I do!" I laughed even louder when I saw the look on Harry face, he knew I could drink a lot. When I looked over at Louis and Liam, who still had their faces close together, they both looked terrified. "Let's put it to a vote! Who is for my proposal?" I counted five hands, being Niall, Zayn, Harry, Maddie and myself. "And who is against?" To no surprise both Liam and Louis raised their hands. "Majority wins boys! Lets get to drinking!"

We started drinking and after the tenth drink everything went black, or well I do not have any memory after that...





I loved the story. The ending was so cute! :)
naaah it's fine I'm just going to be subscribed to it to save the wonderfulness lol
Naah I mean dislike very much because I ended the story ;)
Well I mean I would never hate you.... Unless I know you o.O lol