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My Judgement's Clouded

Another moment passing by

The after party was being held at the hotel that they were staying at, so that if they wanted to leave they could just walk upstairs. When we got there hundreds of fans was standing outside waiting for a chance to get a glance of the boys. The music was already going and people were streaming inside. The boys stayed outside to talk to some of the fans and me and Maddie walked inside. The atmosphere was crazy and I felt my mood lifting a lot. Before I could walk inside the venue that the party was held in Maddie put her hand on my arm and stopped me.

"Are you sure your OK?" She looked at me with worried eyes and I smiled.

"Yeah, I just have to avoid him and drink a lot." I pulled her for a big hug and when I leaned back she looked happy. "Plus, Harry said I was partying with him tonight, that should be interesting." I winked at her and she laughed before pushing me into the room where people were dancing. As soon as she and I where inside we looked at each other and then screamed. I began to jump up and down and she started to do so also. In the midst of it all we started dancing and I was really enjoying myself. When I saw that the boys was entering the room I signaled to Maddie that I wanted a drink and we walked away from them, towards the bar. I got three shots, feeling like I wanted a quick start and she got a vodka and tonic. When I was about to pay I heard a voice from behind me.

"These girls are with us!" Harry was standing right behind me and had put his hand on my back. The bartender nodded and walked over to some other group that wanted drinks. "Are you going to do all of those?" He smiled at me and I looked at him with confusion in my eyes. "The shots." He winked and I realized that I had them in front of me.

"I was going to yes." I smiled towards the floor and felt like an alcoholic for ordering three.
"Mind if I join you?" I smiled and nodded, expecting him to take one shot from the ones I had. Instead he ordered three more and when he got them he looked at me. "Ready?" He winked at me and picked up one.

"You do know we are doing all of them right?" His mouth dropped a little and he stared at me.
"Without breathing?" He said it with sarcasm in his voice and I laughed.

"Well if your small lungs can manage that, then yes!" I winked at him and laughed at my own joke. I didn't now what it was but he made me very comfortable. "Ready?" He nodded and counted to three. I took the first one, closing my eyes as I felt the familiar burning feeling in my throat. I took the next one as soon as I set down the glass and then after that one I grabbed the last one and swallowed it like it was nothing. When I opened my eyes again I found Harry staring at me with wonder in his eyes.

"I have never seen anyone take a shot like that, and manage to make it look totally hot!" I laughed and looked at the bar. I saw that he had two of his left and stared at him with disbelief.

"Are you trying to get away from going those, Harold?" I pointed at his remaining shots and laughed out loud. He scratched the back of his head and looked a little embarrassed.

"Maybe. I'm not used to doing them and almost choked on the first one!" He threw his hand up and looked at me with a big smile on his face. "Do the last one with me?" I looked a little offended and put my hand on my chest.

"Harry Styles! Are you trying to get me drunk?" I looked at him with a shocked expression and he just winked at me.

"Will you or won't you?" I sighed and then nodded, picking one of the shots up. I was so going to regret this later. I held it up, clinking it with Harrys and then swallowed it quickly. I looked at him as he swallowed his and laughed really loudly as his face wrinkled as the taste hit his tongue. When his face returned to normal he looked at me with a wounded expression. "You are mean Ross!" When I heard his nickname he gave me it made me laugh even more. I doubled over with laughter and felt the boose kick in.

"What wrong with her?" I heard Nialls sweet accent and my laughter got a little bit louder. At some point Maddie had walked away to Niall and now they were both here.

"There is nothing wrong with her." Maddie laughed and I straightened myself up. "She's drunk!" I started cheering and she joined me jumping up and down with me. I saw the boys laughing at us and I grabbed Harrys hand and then Nialls hand.

"I just want to thank both of you for being soooo awesome tonight!" I turned towards Niall and placed both my hands on his shoulders. "I love your voice! I mean LOVE!" I showed him how much I meant and then hugged him. I felt him laugh and when I let him go I turned to Harry. "And Harry, in all seriousness you are a really good person. Love you voice to but if you hadn't cheered me up like you did I wouldn't be here." I hugged him and started to feel a little sentimental.

"She gets like this when she drinks!" Maddie laughed at my cost and grabbed me in a sideways hug. "You should have been there the first time we got drunk together. She cried and told me how much she loved me! It was priceless!" I stuck my tongue out at her and gave her the stink eye. "Oh you know I love you to!" She grabbed in a big hug again and then kissed my cheek.

"You sure have an odd of showing it." I laughed and stopped being fake mad at her. I did really love her and what she just told the guys really did happen. We stood there for a while just hugging each other and Harry and Niall started looking kind of uncomfortable. "You guys can join in if you want." I winked at Harry and Niall screamed 'Group hug!' really loud. Maddie and I laughed as the two boys hugged us and then we felt several other joining the hug party. I looked up and Liams face was just next to mine. I panicked and tried to get loose but everyone was standing way to tight. I couldn't move and started to hyperventilate. Maddie noticed me panicking and tried to cover up my panic.

"Yeesh guys! Give us girls some breathing room will you!" She laughed and started pulling me towards the bar. "Drink or shots, darling?" She whispered in my ear and I let out a little laugh. She knew me to well.

"Shots..." I straightened my back and looked at the boys behind me. I caught Liams eyes and continued speaking looking at the floor. "And keep them coming." I turned around and she ordered ten shots. I gulped down three at once and then took a breather. I looked at my friend and saw her looking over to where Niall was standing gazing over at her. She noticed me staring and smiled. "You can go if you want to." I smiled at her and she looked at me carefully.

"Are you sure?" She really wanted to go so I would let her. I didn't want to be alone but I wanted her to be happy too.

"Go Madelene or I will kick you!" I laughed and she took two shots with her. Giving one to Niall when she got to him and he smiled. They took them together and she came back to return the glasses. She winked at me and then went to dance with Niall Horan. I turned around and took one more shot and then started playing with the empty glass. I sat there for a minute or two before a dark voice spoke up behind me.

"Mind if I take one, love?" I looked over my shoulder and Liam stood there smiling at me. I started to feel the panic coming back but tried to keep my face neutral.

"Uhm, yeah sure."


I'm just keep this going!

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I loved the story. The ending was so cute! :)
naaah it's fine I'm just going to be subscribed to it to save the wonderfulness lol
Naah I mean dislike very much because I ended the story ;)
Well I mean I would never hate you.... Unless I know you o.O lol