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My Judgement's Clouded

If we could only turn back time

After the concert we went backstage with a few other girls that had bought V.I.P. tickets. The girls were all squealing really loud as soon as they caught a sight of the boys. I back to the back of the small crowd and tried to hide, wanting to get out of there. I still felt like I had ruined the boys night, even though they were awesome out there I could tell that Louis was a pit pissed of at something. While the boys were talking to their fans I looked around, searching for a way out. I found a hallway and decided to go look for a toilet. With one last glance back at the small crowd around the boys I walked away. I found a toilet pretty quick and went inside. It was a big room with several toilets in it. I looked myself in the big mirror that covered the wall and sighed, shaking my head. Why couldn't I just leave things alone? This was the reason why I moved from Stockholm, I always get in trouble. When I had met Maddie it felt like a blessing, even though I'm not the religious kind. She and I fought a lot in the beginning but she stuck with me. She taught me how to be patient and kind. But even though I tried today I had been mean to Louis and now Liam probably was in trouble with the guys because of me. I don't know why he would but I had the feeling that the boys didn't approve on flirting with other girls when you're in a relationship.

I didn't really have to pee so I just started washing my hands when I heard someone entering. I didn't lift my gaze from my hand, I just kept on rinsing them in the warm water. I expected them to walk into a stall and use the toilet but when I didn't hear any door closing I looked up and Liam was standing there. Watching me. I sucked in a big breath of air, feeling my face turning bright red. I grabbed a couple of paper towels and leaned against the sink. Without looking up at him I spoke.

"You shouldn't be here. Louis will be mad at you again." I dropped my head even further down and felt really guilty for putting him in trouble before.

"Louis has nothing to do with what I choose to do." He spoke matter-of-factually and started to walk towards me. "And I'm not doing anything bad, I'm just talking to you." He put his hand on my shoulder and I felt my body yerk away from him.

"Please don't touch me." I whispered the words and continued watching the floor. He didn't listen though and grabbed my chin to lift it so that I was looking at him. I stared at him for a few seconds before grabbing my back from the sink and then running from him. I couldn't let this happen again. I was ruining everything without even meaning to.

"Maddie!" I yelled for my friend who was standing there talking to Niall. She turned around and as soon as she saw my face hers fell a little.

"Vad hände?" What happened? She spoke to me in Swedish and pulled me into a hug.

"Det händer igen..." It's happening again... I whispered and started crying uncontrollably in her arms. She new exactly what I meant and gave Liam a stare as he walked towards us. When I was living in Stockholm a guys had started liking me, we dated and I fell really hard for him. We had been a couple for six month when I found out that he had another girlfriend, which he had been together with for two years. He broke in a hundred pieces and Maddie had helped me become a better person. It was when I was that broken when I turned mean.

Ever since him I never trusted boys at all and now that one was flirting with me, even though he had a girlfriend, I felt the memories come back. I didn't want it to happen again. I looked up at Maddie and she smiled and winked at me. I knew she was asking if I wanted to party, it was our secret sign language. I let out a weak laugh and nodded.

"I hope you are all ready boys!" She winked at me and wiped away the tears on my cheeks. She turned towards the boys, avoiding looking at Liam. "This girl and I need to get ridiculously drunk tonight!" They boys laughed and cheered as the walked towards the exit. Harry stayed behind a little and put his arm around my shoulder.

"You're hanging with me tonight, love." He winked at me and made me blush like crazy.
"I am so sorry if ruin your night with my crying..." Harry stopped me by putting his free hand up and looking at me like I was crazy.

"You really should stop apologizing Rosie!" He gave me a nickname and this made me blush even more. "You have your reason for being upset and we are going to drink those reasons away!" I laughed at Harry as he let me go so he could do a little dance. He then grabbed my shoulder once more and looked at me seriously. My first thought was 'Oh no, he his going to ask about Liam' but Harry surprised me. "Are you ready to get your freak on?" I laughed out loud, making Niall look back with a huge grin on his face.

"It's on like Donkey Kong!" I continued to laugh and saw that Harrys face fell a little. "What?" I asked with a big smile on my face.

"That's what Liam usually says..." Oh...

"I'm fine Harry." I looked at him and saw that he was studying me. He nodded and we skipped to the car together.

"LET'S PARTY!!" Niall and Maddie screamed together once we all got in the car. This was going to be a fun night!


Chapter three!

I just want to let you guys know that the story is finished so there will be about 29 chapters!
Please tell me below what you think!



I loved the story. The ending was so cute! :)
naaah it's fine I'm just going to be subscribed to it to save the wonderfulness lol
Naah I mean dislike very much because I ended the story ;)
Well I mean I would never hate you.... Unless I know you o.O lol