Right In Front of Your Eyes

6 months later
Liam, Chasity and I are sitting in a car heading to the airport to board our flight to Amsterdam. Normally, we would take a train if we were just visiting, but since Liam is going on tour we need to save sometime and the plane is the fastest way to go. I sigh as we stop at the airport, this is going to be a long couple of months.
A Couple Hours Later
We land and are walking through the airport to get to our car to go to the hotel and we are swarmed by screaming girls. I am used to it by now but I still can get annoyed at the pushing and screaming always going on. Chasity starts to cry from the loud noise surrounding us. I tighten my grip on Chasity and Liam tightens his grip on my hand. Our luggage is being carried by some airport workers as we head out to the bus waiting for us. Liam's security guard is ahead of Liam pushing his way through the crowd so we don't get mobbed. I look at all of the signs around us. One says "We Love 1D", another says "Liam! Marry Me!" and the final one that really catches my eye says "Liam! We'd have prettier babies than yours." The last one really took me by surprise, yea fangirls think that they will have the cutest babies with their favorite celebrity, but wouldn't they think that the celebrity be offended that they pretty much called their children ugly? I chuckle at her failed attempt to make a positive impression on Liam.
"What is it Love?" Liam whispers into my ear.
"The sign over there about how you two would make prettier babies is just too funny." I say back with a smile.
"Yea it is because honestly we make the prettiest babies no questions asked." Liam says as he starts to ascend the stairs onto the bus.
The First Concert of the Tour
I am sitting backstage trying to occupy Chasity with some toys. Problem is, is that since she has learned how to walk she doesn't want to just sit down and play with her toys she wants to wander around and find something new. So, every couple minutes I have to stand up and chase after her before she injures herself. The boys are about to go on and Liam wants to make it a custom to take Chasity on stage with him during every show that she is at. I, of course, can't say no to him wanting her to experience his whole life and not just a part of it. I am on the ground trying to get Chasity's attention. I am making silly faces and making funny noises while she is standing there in her cute tutu and laughing at me.
"Hi cutie. Whatcha doing? Huh baby girl? Are you happy? Yea, I think you're happy. Come here sweetie, come snuggle with mommy!" I say and reach out my arms for her to come into them. She walks over to me and collapses in my arms as I snuggle her and kiss her head.
"Sorry Aurora, I don't really feel like snuggling right now. But, I could go for some fries with ice cream." I hear Rose say as she walks over to us. She is 7 months pregnant and you can really see that she is exhausted from it. Her hands support her back and she wobbles over to the chair by the blanket full of toys that are laying on the floor.
"Hey look sweetie! It's Aunt Rosie, you know, I think she wants a big ole kiss." I say to Chasity as I release her from my hold and she wobbles over to Rose and lifts up her arms like she wants to be picked up. Rose sighed and picked her up while Chasity gave Rose a 'kiss', if you would even call it that. Her mouth was wide open and covering Rose's entire mouth.
I laugh and stand up to grab Chasity from Rose. I see the boys walking over to us. We are directly behind where the entrance to the stage is so Liam can quickly grab Chasity when it is her turn to go on stage.
Liam comes up to me and kisses Chasity on her head and kisses me on my lips and says "Wish me luck." and he disappears as quickly as he appears.
I stand there for a good half hour before Liam comes to get Chasity. By this time Chasity is really fussy and wants to be put down but I know if I put her down then she is going to run and I can't risk her running around with strangers all around.
Liam comes out of the doorway and outreaches his hands and I pass over Chasity. I watch from backstage as Chasity and Liam take center stage.
"So I know you guys have seen how cute my daughter is right?" Liam asks the crowd, which is then followed by screaming "Well did you know that she gets cuter! Watch this!" He says as he puts Chasity down on the ground to stand up, only she doesn't like all of the people in the audience and she gets a little freaked out and wanted to be picked up again. Liam bends down next to her "It's okay sweetheart, Daddy is right here!" he says calmly. "Can you show everyone how you dance honey?" He asks. Chasity doesn't respond right away, she just looks at Liam terrified. I feel like maybe this isn't the best idea.
"It's okay sweetie, come on Daddy will dance with you." Liam says as he stands up and starts to move his hips back and forth. Chasity watched for a second then smiled and repeated the action. She looks so adorable when she tries to shake her booty. I smile at the fact that I can see she is now having fun.
Chasity's moments on stage are short, so it wasn't long before Liam came back out and gave her back to me and said goodnight to her then disappeared back onto the stage.
We hadn't planned on staying for the whole concert because it is Chasity's bedtime so there is a car came and took us back to the hotel. When we get to our room Chasity and I quickly fall asleep on our bed and she snuggles into my arms. We are asleep for a couple hours before Liam came into the room and turned on all of the lights, obviously forgetting that we were sleeping. I open my eyes slightly to see Liam wandering around the room getting ready for bed. Then I hear screaming from outside of our window. Well this is just dandy now I am never going to get any sleep and Chasity is going to wake up because of all of the noise and she is going to be overtired tomorrow for the concert the next day.
"Liam." I say quietly which got his attention and he looked at me questioningly. "Are they going to do this all night?" I ask and he nods his head sadly I sigh and attempt to go back to bed.
Liam came over and crawled into bed and fell asleep instantly, he was used to all of the screaming, but me on the other hand was not. I stirred all night and around 1 in the morning Chasity was stirring too, but not Liam he was sound asleep.
Liam woke up around 10 am, a good 3 hours after Chasity and I gave up on the whole sleep situation.
"Morning honey! How did you sleep?" Liam asks as he joins me and Chasity on the floor.
"Sleep? Psh, sleep is for the weak." I say sarcastically, while getting the point across that I didn't sleep at all last night.
"Oh…" Liam says as he looks down at the ground it is obvious that he feels guilty that I didn't get any sleep, and honestly he should.
"It's okay. I was wondering if we could go out and about today?" I ask him.
"I don't think that's a good idea. We should wait until awhile into the tour to go out. The fans are crazy at the beginning." Liam tells me.
"Okay" I say disappointed. It is going to be hard to keep Chasity in a hotel room all the time.
"I am going to call for breakfast do you want anything?" He asks as he stands up.
"No, we already ordered stuff. Chasity was really hungry. I'm sorry I didn't wake you and ask."
"it's okay. I was pretty tired last night. I have to go rehearse after breakfast though, so you can either come with or I can send a car by later for you and Chasity." Liam says as he starts to pick up the phone.
"Okay, I will ask Rose what she is doing and get back to you."
Liam nods and starts to order food over the phone.
I stand up and grab Chasity from the floor and head out the door. I go to Rose and Harry's room to talk to Rose. I knock on the door.
Harry opens the door in a pair of boxer briefs and his hair all over the place.
"Good Morning!" I say with a lot of enthusiasm.
"Morning" Harry says while yawning.
"Can I talk to Rose?"
"Yea" Harry says as he closes the door and goes back in the room. A couple seconds later Rose opens the door in her pajamas.
"Hey!" I say.
"Hi! What's up?" She asks, obviously more awake than Harry was.
"Are you going to go with them to rehearse this morning?" I ask Rose.
"Um, no I don't think I am. Being on my feet for an extended period of time is exhausting and there is no good chairs there." Rose says with a smile.
"Okay, I will probably go later with you then." Chasity starts to reach for Rose, in my arms.
Rose holds out her hands to grab her from me. "Hi honey!" Rose coos.
Chasity giggles and grabs Rose's face. Rose blows raspberries at Chasity causing her to giggle more and throw her head back.
"Rose, have you seen any of my pants?" I hear Harry ask from in the room.
Rose pulls her head away from Chasity and yells into the room, "Your pants are in the suitcase on the chair"
"Thanks dear!" I hear Harry yell back.
I laugh at the fact Harry can't remember where he packed his pants.
Rose turns to me and says "I always have to pack his clothes otherwise he would forget half of his clothes." I just laugh more.
"I should probably go back, Liam is probably wondering where we are." I reach out and grab Chasity and start walking back to the room. I open the door and walk in. I put Chasity on the floor to play. I hear the shower running. So maybe Liam wasn't worried about us at all. I hear the door knock and Liam yell from the bathroom.
"Can you get that? My wallet is on the dresser for the tip."
"Okay." I say and run and grab the wallet and answer the door. I see a girl about 18 on the other side.
"Oh, sorry this must be the wrong room." She says to me.
"Excuse me?" I ask confused.
"It's just you aren't the guy who ordered it."
"Can you tell me who it is for then so I can make sure it isn't mine." I say frustrated.
"I'm not at liberty to say."
"If it is Liam Payne then you can leave it with me."
"I'm sorry but I can't leave the food with anyone but the person who ordered it."
"Seriously? He is in the shower right now, and I know you are probably a fan and I am not in the mood to fight with you. Listen can I just have the food already?"
"I… I…. I…" The girl stutters.
I grab $20 out of Liam's wallet shove it in the girl's hand and take the cart from the girl and shut the door quickly.
Liam comes out of the bathroom with a towel on, and goes over to the suitcase. "It seemed like you were talking to room service for a long time." He says as he looks through his suitcase.
"She didn't want to give me the food because I'm not you." I tell him.
"Well that's stupid." He says as he goes back into the bathroom to get dressed.
"Honestly, I think she wanted to meet you. I mean, you are kind of famous." I yell to him, so he can hear me in the bathroom.
"Psh, me famous? That is preposterous." Liam says laughing as he comes back into the room. Then goes and eats.
Liam leaves shortly after and a couple hours later Rose and I are standing backstage waiting for the concert to start. I feel as though the night was a repeat of last night and I can't wait to go back to the hotel and sleep, but I have no such luck because we are on a plane after the concert onto the next place.
The next couple weeks are the same routine. Chasity gets more and more fussy as the days proceed and Rose starts to look more and more tired, and her ankles start to swell. I am getting more and more snippy and tired due to the lack of sleep because the combination of having a baby who wakes up at 7 no matter how late she stays up and going to bed late more often than not, and not having anyone to really help me look after Chasity. I can't handle this anymore.
I am sitting in the most recent hotel room waiting for Liam to come home after the concert. Chasity and I left roughly 3 hours before. I hear the door unlock and open. I watch Liam slowly try to sneak in, trying not to wake us. He notices that I am up.
"Oh. Hey love!" He says to me.
"Hi, how was the concert?" I ask.
"Good! I am tired though. I'm going to bed." He says as he starts to head to the bathroom then stops walking and turns to me. "Why are you still dressed?... And why is your suitcase packed?"
"I think we are going to go home…" I say as I look down at my hands.
"What?!? Why?" He asks confused.
"This touring thing is too hard when you have a baby to look after, and Rose is going to come home too, she is on her feet too much and it isn't good for the baby for her to be like this."
"It will get better I swear." Liam pleads with me.
"Liam, it is fine. It is just too exciting and exhausting for us. All the late night flying, and being on stage every night is messing up her amount of sleep and you know that it will make her sick if she continues to do this." I stand up and grab Chasity, who is sleeping on the bed.
"Okay, I will see you in 2 months after the tour is over." He says as he grabs my bag to help me out.
"I will miss you!" I say as I smile sadly at him.
We leave the room to see Rose waiting for me down the hall at the elevator with her suitcase. Liam walks down with us to the car and puts the suitcase in the car.
"I love you!" He says and gives me a soft kiss on my lips and then kisses Chasity on her head.
"I love you too." I say and I get into the car and wave to him as the car leaves.

Notes

Hey y'all! So I hope you enjoy the story!!! It is coming to an end real shortly, but guess what?!?! Ginger and I get to go see Hunter Hayes tomorrow!!! We are super excited, it is going to be an adventure day for us. Wish us luck!
~Eliza