The day was finally here: We were all going home for 2 weeks. Finally. I’m so homesick! First the plan was that Harry was going with me and my parents on a little vacay - but we had to cancel because Harry's parents surprised him with a trip to California. Yep. You heard me. Cali-fucking-fornia. My parents would never give me such a present! But I was happy for him - he looked forward to the trip, which was totally understandable. Unfortunately, I couldn't go with him - obviously! But I was actually quite revealed that we would get some space from each other. Besides I wasn't in the mood for travelling. I just wanted to hang out with my friends in London. Walk in the street of one of the most beautiful cities in the world!

Zayn on the other hand have planned a trip to Turkey with Liam. I really don't know what's up with them. Like, why leave England in the winter period? I mean, it's so cozy and beautiful with the lights, snow and hot chocolate! But as mentioned - we all need space from each other.

"Have you packed everything love?"

Shit. His accent gives me chills every freakin' time! I really don't know what's wrong with me and Harry. We have this love-hate relationship, yet we can't really be without each other. Every time I consider breaking up with him, he does something that completely blows me away and just attracts me to him even more. It's just.. Every time I see him I fall in love with him all over again and I know how it feels to lose him and I just don't know if i'm ready to feel that again. That heartbreak. I know I’m stubborn but I just think that faith wants us to be together - it's not for fun that we always get back together?

"Pain demands to be felt" - I thought of Zayn's "wise words" while I packed my makeup bag. He was right. Pain demands to be felt. But how much pain can a person take?


"Now I have", I replied.

The room was so empty. Zayn was gone. All of his stuff was gone too. There were only my suit cases back. "It's so empty in here. It feels like the last day of school" I concluded. I scratched my bag while searching closely with my eyes through the whole room. I felt like I had forgotten something.


“Totally! The only thing I need is that excitement you know. The ending is near and you know you have to say goodbye. And you just can’t wait to start the next chapter” Harry said – but with optimism in his voice. As if he couldn’t wait to start a new chapter. I on the other hand could not wait 'till New Years. I desperately waited for the New Year to come around. I needed a New Year’s resolution and a new beginning.


“Well.. When we see each other again it will definitely be at a new beginning. A chapter is about to end.

“And a new one will be written as well “ he finished my sentence with a huge smile as if he knew what I was referring to. - "So you won’t miss me?" he gave me the puppy look. Nice try Styles.

"Of course I will. Luckily we have Viber" I said optimistically.

"Not to be a killer but man the time difference is going to be hard". His face expression changed from the puppy look to a serious one now. - " I know. But we'll get through it. Have fun and don't forget to snapchat me!"

"Ha - you idiot. You're so addicted" he laughed. Then, at the same time, he embraced me out of nowhere. "I hate that I'm going to miss you so much bimbo, do you know that?"

"Heey, bimbo? I'm totally coloring my hair as soon as I get home" I joked.

"Do it. You need a makeover baby, i'm not even kidding". His face was serious as never before but I knew him too well. "Quit it. I'm going to cut your balls off very soon". He didn't say a word. Instead, he came closer, teased me with his little nose trick and planted a soft, wet kiss on my lips. He totally knew how to play his game and how to seduce me, making me want more.

But not for now. As much as I enjoyed spending time with him, I had to remind myself that I have some serious issues to deal with. I have to figure out what to do, when to do it – and most important of all – with who.

"I'm really sad that our year have to end like this. I had really hoped to be with you on New Year’s. Can I at least take you out for a dinner before I leave?"

"But when are you leaving?"

"In two days"

"Idiooooooooot.. How are we even going to arrange that?"

"Well i'll come to London. You can show me the nice places"

"I sure will Styles"

It amazed me that he wanted to take me out for a dinner before leaving, especially when he hasnt even packed for his Cali-trip. We were not even separated from each other yet and he had already planned when to meet with me again. Sweetheart. Without a doubt. He was one in a million. But why was I so blinded by the other love?

I heard the sound of a car outside, which only could be one person - my dad!

“Harry, hurry up! We need to go downstairs” I shouted as I grabbed my bag. I literally ran down the stairs to see him. Taking the elevator was not even in my mind at that time, which only showed how much I have missed my dad.

A huge smile was blurring my eyes as I ran towards the black Range Rover. Man I missed driving that car!

My dad’s arms squeezed me tightly into his Ralf Lauren polo. That was so typical my dad. Keeping it "classy" as he calls it.

“My dearest daughter; I’ve missed you so much” the words could barely come out of his mouth. His voice was so low; it was obvious that he had missed me, which only made my smile even bigger and my day even brighter. Now that I was in the arms of the man that loved me more than anything else, I was more than ready to get home and think of anything else but the last chapter, the last sentence and.. the last full stop.

Notes

Hi again!
I'll try to post a chapter twice a week! And.. I think it's about time to finish the story, otherwise i'll probably just end up mixing 5sos, Kendall Jenner, Bruce Jenner and a lot of other unnecessary and weird characters in the story hahaha lol. But no honestly believe me; I and Mimyco2 have discussed so many times how we should end the story and what we're going to do from now on, because my plan at the very beginning was to have a Hannabelle ending, but as I can see i'm totally outvoted and I kind of like Zannabelle now.. So yeah.. It's going "the Zannabelle way".. And not the weird Jenner- Kardashian - 5sos way which we have talked a lot about haha! ;)

And yeah it wasn't my intention to make Annabelle so "slutty" (or promiscuous) so yeah i'll definitely try to cut that part off in the future :)

And that was it - peace out xx