Not for me

I went up to my room after Niall and Emilia had left and laid on my bed thinking about things. I thought about the past weeks with Harry and how amazing it was, but I also thought about how he hurt me. I pulled up sleave and examined my bruises they were still black and purple, and they hurt when I traced my fingertips over them. I decided to check my phone. I had a message from harry. Harry:Hey look Al im sorry can we talk?. My heart sunk how could he text me? Right then there was a knock on my bedroom door. My heart began to beat rapidly, and my skin went all cold with goose bumps. I cautiously walked over to my bedroom door, and clenched the door handle I pulled it open. My heart froze but a huge smile grew on my face. I wrapped my arms around her, oh how I had missed her. I pulled back and we stood smiling at one other. "Abbie I've missed you so much" she held me in another hug and pulled away holding my arm. I winced in pain and she pulled up my sleeve. "Ali-G is this what he's done to you?" I looked at her with guilt. She pushed past me and sat on my bed. She looked at my bedside cabinet of a picture of me mim Niall and harry. I signed. "That was our first date?" she smiled. "Look Alix, I can't stay long. When I saw the paper I knew I had to come and see you. I got back this morning and was sitting in the livingroom waiting for you to comee in but you never did?" she let out a sigh and a tear escaped her eye"and that's when I heard your arguement and I couldn't say anything so i went to the store and when i came you were all alone. I'm guessing things haven't gone well" Abiie always liked to speak alot but i knew she meant well. I just shook my head. I looked at the picture and remembered the text from harry. She lent in and gave me a side hug. "Baby he's not right for you. Let him go" she said before kissing my head and walking into her old room. It was dark so all my family were home now. My parents weren't speaking to me so i assume they had seen the picture in the newspaper so once I ate my dinner I retreated to my bedroom and got ready for bed.

once i was ready for bed i decided to read my book, when i felt my phone vibrate again. Harry:Please beautoful please talk to me i miss youxx" I just rolled my eyes and decided to reply. "Harry look. Don't get me wrong I've had so much fun and you amazing. But I think we both know your not for me" my eyes tried yo cry but no tears came in a way I guess it was a good thing because my heart finally realised that he wasn'tt worth crying over anymore. I began to feel alone it was a Thursday night. And I was broken. I felt my eyes begin to droop so I decided to turn my light off and go to sleep. About an hour later, I was woken up by a noise by my window. TAP TAP TAP. I turned my light on and walked over to my window. I ripped back the curtains and saw harry standing outside. I just rolled my eyes and began to close my curtains when my phone rang. I had no time to tell him to piss off because he cut in.
"Ali tell me you don't want me anymore, tell me you don't need me anymore, but most of all tell me you don't love me.Because I want you more than anything in the whole world. I need to wake up to you in the morning to you and only you. But most of all IM UN LOVE WITH YOU ALI AND I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW."

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