Not for me

I couldn't help but smile at his romantic gesture, but he was so loud. I was scared he would wake my parents up, so I decided to go out to him. His hair was extremely messy but he looked amazing. Wearing his black skinny and his plain top, this always made me excited.
"Harry, w-what are you doing here?" I whispered as I lent over the balcony. He walked closer and reached up.

"Ali, me leaving you was the biggest mistake. Nd I've had time to think. Your all I want and all I care about." butterflies attacked me from the inside. Wait, he'd done wrong. He's hurt me. I took his hand to pull him onto the balcony, once up I examined him for any sign of intoxication, before speaking.
"No alcohol, no drugs? Wow, your saying all this bullshit sober. I'm sorry harry but you've hurt me not just emotionally. I raised my sleave and he burst into tears.

"I I I did that? Omg im so so so sorry Ali. Id never intentionally hurt you, you know that right?" he sobbed in between gasps.

"H I don'tt know anymore I felt so safe with you now im just scared of you." I said stepping back from him. His face filled with guilt and pity. His eyes red from tears, his forehead wet with sweat. I looked at him, then turned and walked back into my room. He stood there for a while, and just looked at me.

Harrys p.o.v

I stood there feeling nothing but hatered towards myself. How could I do this to Ali she's so young and vulnerable lm a monster. she peered at me through the darkness of her room, and gave me a sexy smirk. She wriggled her finger so I proceeded and walked over. I wasn't really in the mood so I sat on the bed. She began to kiss down my neck, she knew this turned me on. Once she got to below my ear she began to suck. This was a massive turn on. As she proceeded kissing my neck she began taking off my shirt, once off she then straddled me licking down the centre of my bare chest.
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