Not for me
Chapter thirty
Harrys p.o.v
She wriggled her finger at me. I took the hint and stripped down, I was about to remove my boxers when she held out her hand.
"I'm not ready" she said with a small smile. I just nodded I find it cute, that she's so innocent and vulnerable. she moved further down the bath so I could sit in front of her. she put her legs on top of mine and giggled as she blew the bubbles in my face.
"I've never done this before" I said in a low voice. I said it quite quiet, as I was embarrassed. she thinks I've done so much and actually a lot I haven't done and this is one. She giggled and moved in closer, placing a small kiss on my lips.
"Close you eyes, no peeking" she said in a little voice, I rose an eyebrow and gave her a confused look but I did it anyway. She stood up and I admired the view while I could without her noticing.She turned around and sat down in between my legs, I lent back so she could lie on my chest and she did just that. We lay there in silence for a while. it was nice, she broke the silence unexpectently.
"H-Harry? W-Why why did you leave?" she almost whispered it. I knew that this question was coming sooner or later. I took a deep breathe, that made her rise up and down. I cleared my throat preparing my response.
"I was confused Al, I wasn't sure on what I wanted but now I am and the only thing I want is you" she didn't say anything for a while. She didn't say anything she just nodded and quickly got out of the bath. Wrapping a towel around her curvy figure as soon as possible. I did the same. I took my boxers off as I cant stand sitting in wet boxers and covered my member with a towel. When I got into her bedroom she was in her fresh underwear, sitting on the floor breathing heavily. I walked over to her and sat down next to her. She let out the biggest sigh.
"What's up princess?" I asked her kissing her head. She snuffled and whipped her eyes.
"H, you say that now. but what happens when you and the guys go on tour. You'll want to party and you'll have the urge to kiss someone but then you wont because it'll be my fault and it'll be no fun for you. Then when you come back you'll hate me" She said whimpering. It made my heart break knowing she felt this way. I didn't want her to feel like its her fault, is she trying to say I'm not faithful because I am. I put my arm around her in an attempt to confort her.
Alis p.o.v
He put his arm around me in an attempt to comfort me. I got up off the floor and stood up in anger.
"Harry you don't understand do you? Your young and you might make a mistake by not knowing it and then you'll break me again. Harry I cant" I said bursting into tears. He stood up fast with his fist clenched. He began to walk over to me his anger showing. I walked backward in an attempt to escape from his angry presence. But I couldn't move any further when I backed into my dressed. He grabbed hold of my arm squeezing a bit tighter every second. His eyes were black.
"NO ALI YOU DONT UNDERSTND ID NEVER CHEAT ON YOU! YOUR DUMB FOR THINKING I WOULD! WERE OVER ALI" he spat, I bursted out crying in pain as his grip was tight I couldn't feel my fingers. I knew this would happen, he was breaking me again. After a cry out in pain he let go his eyes turning normal. I fell to the floor in agony. He went to bend down but instead he walked out, once I knew he was near the door. I shouted out to him.
"THERE NEVER WAS AN US ASSHOLE" I was in this time hurt both emotionally and physically. He'd hurt me more than I thought he could. I dried my eyes and looked at my arm 5 huge bruises marked my arm. deep purples and reds scared my arm, vibrant enough for anyone to see. I quickly walked to my draws and pulled out a jumper that would cover the bruises. I sat on my bed and called for help.
me: h-h-hello. I struggled to speak into the phone.
them: Ali! What's the matter are you alright?. His voice full of worry. it broke my heart that it was hard for me to tell my good friend something, that I knew he had to know so he could help.
me: can can you come over bring Mim too, I need you both. I stuttered.
them:Obcourse well be over in 10. I hung up and decided I should freshen up so I went down to the kitchen and made a batch of coffee. I sat at the kitchen table waiting for them to come. I had passed 10 minutes so I decided to sit on the porch. I took me a while to notice but when I did. I saw a red rose on the doorstep. I smiled but my smile faded when I remembered the bruises. I threw it in the bin. when there car pulled up. I stood up and they both made there way to my door rather quickly.
"ALI OMG I HAVENT SEEN YOU FOR AGES HOW ARE YOU?" she shouted as she embraced me with a hug holding my arm. I winced as she touched the new marks on my skin. Niall saw me whimper.
"Are you ok ali?" he said in a quite voice. I just nodded and he gave me a "you're lying" look. he raised up the sleeve on my jumper and revealed the marks on my skin. He looked up in horror both of there eyes watering. I pulled it back down in embarrassment. I walked into the kitchen. Blocking out all the questions they were firing at me. I attempted to change the subject.
"Ive missed you guys so much. Want some coffee?" they both raised there eyebrows and rolled there eyes. but nodded anyway.
"Ali, when did he do this?" niall said in a calm voice. I looked into his eyes and tried to give him a smile.
"Earlier. We were in an argument its all my fault" they both gave me pleading eyes. I just shrugged." Anyway less of me, how are you guys?" I said as we sat down at the table with our cups of coffee.
"I have something to tell you Ali" Mim said in a serious tone. She took her hand in mine and looked into my eyes. "Ali, im going on tour with Niall" I tried to hide the feel of loss, knowing that wouldn't see her for a few months. but I gave them a fake smile and threw my arms around them both.
"omg guys that's brilliant" I didn't want to loose them both not now. We were speaking about what they been up to and I told them about the dinner with Zayn and Perrie and then they left. I was alone. Well I thought I was.
She wriggled her finger at me. I took the hint and stripped down, I was about to remove my boxers when she held out her hand.
"I'm not ready" she said with a small smile. I just nodded I find it cute, that she's so innocent and vulnerable. she moved further down the bath so I could sit in front of her. she put her legs on top of mine and giggled as she blew the bubbles in my face.
"I've never done this before" I said in a low voice. I said it quite quiet, as I was embarrassed. she thinks I've done so much and actually a lot I haven't done and this is one. She giggled and moved in closer, placing a small kiss on my lips.
"Close you eyes, no peeking" she said in a little voice, I rose an eyebrow and gave her a confused look but I did it anyway. She stood up and I admired the view while I could without her noticing.She turned around and sat down in between my legs, I lent back so she could lie on my chest and she did just that. We lay there in silence for a while. it was nice, she broke the silence unexpectently.
"H-Harry? W-Why why did you leave?" she almost whispered it. I knew that this question was coming sooner or later. I took a deep breathe, that made her rise up and down. I cleared my throat preparing my response.
"I was confused Al, I wasn't sure on what I wanted but now I am and the only thing I want is you" she didn't say anything for a while. She didn't say anything she just nodded and quickly got out of the bath. Wrapping a towel around her curvy figure as soon as possible. I did the same. I took my boxers off as I cant stand sitting in wet boxers and covered my member with a towel. When I got into her bedroom she was in her fresh underwear, sitting on the floor breathing heavily. I walked over to her and sat down next to her. She let out the biggest sigh.
"What's up princess?" I asked her kissing her head. She snuffled and whipped her eyes.
"H, you say that now. but what happens when you and the guys go on tour. You'll want to party and you'll have the urge to kiss someone but then you wont because it'll be my fault and it'll be no fun for you. Then when you come back you'll hate me" She said whimpering. It made my heart break knowing she felt this way. I didn't want her to feel like its her fault, is she trying to say I'm not faithful because I am. I put my arm around her in an attempt to confort her.
Alis p.o.v
He put his arm around me in an attempt to comfort me. I got up off the floor and stood up in anger.
"Harry you don't understand do you? Your young and you might make a mistake by not knowing it and then you'll break me again. Harry I cant" I said bursting into tears. He stood up fast with his fist clenched. He began to walk over to me his anger showing. I walked backward in an attempt to escape from his angry presence. But I couldn't move any further when I backed into my dressed. He grabbed hold of my arm squeezing a bit tighter every second. His eyes were black.
"NO ALI YOU DONT UNDERSTND ID NEVER CHEAT ON YOU! YOUR DUMB FOR THINKING I WOULD! WERE OVER ALI" he spat, I bursted out crying in pain as his grip was tight I couldn't feel my fingers. I knew this would happen, he was breaking me again. After a cry out in pain he let go his eyes turning normal. I fell to the floor in agony. He went to bend down but instead he walked out, once I knew he was near the door. I shouted out to him.
"THERE NEVER WAS AN US ASSHOLE" I was in this time hurt both emotionally and physically. He'd hurt me more than I thought he could. I dried my eyes and looked at my arm 5 huge bruises marked my arm. deep purples and reds scared my arm, vibrant enough for anyone to see. I quickly walked to my draws and pulled out a jumper that would cover the bruises. I sat on my bed and called for help.
me: h-h-hello. I struggled to speak into the phone.
them: Ali! What's the matter are you alright?. His voice full of worry. it broke my heart that it was hard for me to tell my good friend something, that I knew he had to know so he could help.
me: can can you come over bring Mim too, I need you both. I stuttered.
them:Obcourse well be over in 10. I hung up and decided I should freshen up so I went down to the kitchen and made a batch of coffee. I sat at the kitchen table waiting for them to come. I had passed 10 minutes so I decided to sit on the porch. I took me a while to notice but when I did. I saw a red rose on the doorstep. I smiled but my smile faded when I remembered the bruises. I threw it in the bin. when there car pulled up. I stood up and they both made there way to my door rather quickly.
"ALI OMG I HAVENT SEEN YOU FOR AGES HOW ARE YOU?" she shouted as she embraced me with a hug holding my arm. I winced as she touched the new marks on my skin. Niall saw me whimper.
"Are you ok ali?" he said in a quite voice. I just nodded and he gave me a "you're lying" look. he raised up the sleeve on my jumper and revealed the marks on my skin. He looked up in horror both of there eyes watering. I pulled it back down in embarrassment. I walked into the kitchen. Blocking out all the questions they were firing at me. I attempted to change the subject.
"Ive missed you guys so much. Want some coffee?" they both raised there eyebrows and rolled there eyes. but nodded anyway.
"Ali, when did he do this?" niall said in a calm voice. I looked into his eyes and tried to give him a smile.
"Earlier. We were in an argument its all my fault" they both gave me pleading eyes. I just shrugged." Anyway less of me, how are you guys?" I said as we sat down at the table with our cups of coffee.
"I have something to tell you Ali" Mim said in a serious tone. She took her hand in mine and looked into my eyes. "Ali, im going on tour with Niall" I tried to hide the feel of loss, knowing that wouldn't see her for a few months. but I gave them a fake smile and threw my arms around them both.
"omg guys that's brilliant" I didn't want to loose them both not now. We were speaking about what they been up to and I told them about the dinner with Zayn and Perrie and then they left. I was alone. Well I thought I was.
10/21/13