Not for me

Alis p.o.v

I couldn't face anyone. After my bath I git straight into my pjs and got straight into bed. My head was so confused, and I couldn't face talking to anyone about it let alone face them. I snuggled into my duvet when my phone buzzed next to me. I bursted out into tears, when harrys face popped up on the screen. His picture was of us on the Ferris wheel, the night we went to the fair, he was beautiful and I felt compleatly happy and safe with him. I couldn't get enough, but now I didn't even want to see him, talk to him or think of him. I don't understand why he did that, is that what he does to all this floozies? I unlocked the message and without reading it I deleted it. I heard a knock at my bedroom door. I groaned in a call out to enter. It was my mum, she carried a bottle of water, a box of tissues and a cup of tea. I gave her a weak smile aas she sat down next to me. She smiled and lent over and kissed my forehead, I cried. "Hey hey now, ssshhh princess. I'm here and im not gunna leave you." I know she ment no harm, but it broke my heart. I hurried my head in her shoulder and wept. She moved out of me and looked me in the eyes. "Listen princess, hell realise what dickhead he's been and will come and apologize" right then my phone buzzed again, I rolled my eyes seeing it was harry. My mum gave me a pleading look, and kissed my forehead again. She got up and left me alone. I gulped down my tea, and turned over to my phone. He had sent the same message. I pit my eyes to the back of my head. I replied to him, I regretted it then but I replied. "Harry look, if you don't want me. Then you should have said you shouldn't have left me there in my vunerable state. Goodbye Harry." my eyes began to blur as I sent it. I turned my phone off and fell asleep crying. . . . . . . . . . . . Harrys p.o.v I woke up the next morning with a steaming headache. I cursed the pain going through my head. I tried turning my phone on but it was dead, as soon as I plugged it in I made my way to the kitchen. I felt disgusted at the amount of empty vodka bottles that lay on the kitchen side. I reached for a glass and took a paracetamol and water. I looked at the time. 11am. Early! God what's that smell? I thought to myself, I smelt myself and heaved. I stank of alchol. Once id dragged myself up the stairs and got to my bedroom. I sat on my bed and held my head in my hands. I looked to my left and saw Ali's ring she had left. Next to it was a picture of us. What have I done? I've let her go. Without thinking I picked the picture up and threw it at the wall. I fell to the floor in tears. I sat there for what felt like ever, when I thought to myself. I've gotta get her back. I jumped up and stripped off on my way to the shower. Niall and Emilia weren't home so it was ok for me to rom naked. After my shower I threw on some jeans and a white tshirt. I also put on my shoes and leather jacket and headed for the door.