Not for me

Alis p.o.v
it must have been about 11 when I woke up. My eyes felt puffy and I had a headache from all the crying. Today was monday but we weren't in school today, some sort of holiday or something. I finally found the energy to get myself out of bed, I didn't bother to look at my phone. I just walked straight over to the bathroom and looked in my cabinet for a paracetamol. I closed the cabinet and looked in the mirror I looked a mess. Messy hair and tired eyes, smudged makeup. I turned around and turned on the shower. After my long hot shower I felt fresh and ready for a new day. I threw on something comfortable and did my hair and makeup. I opened the curtains to see Harrys car outside. I felt tears fill again. I turned away and began to search my tlroom. I whispered harry a number of times, before exiting my bedroom and running down the stairs, I popped my hair in the lounge. No one in there, I slowly walked to the kitchen, cautious on what I was about to lead myself into. I walked in to my mum and Harry sitting at the breakfast bar, I took a deep breathe and walked straight past harry and up to the kettle. Totally blanking harry I turned to ask my mum if she wanted a tea, but she had disapeared. I rolled my eyes when it was just harry. He was sat there smirking at me. "what are you here for. Did you not get my text?' I asked turning to the boiled kettle. "I did, but I don't say goodbyes" I could hear the smirk in his voice. "Harry look, you lost me when you left me un the rain and if you don't mind..." I trailed off as tears escaped. He jumped off the chair and walked over to me. He stood I front of me and tilted my head up to his I refused to look at him. He kissed me but I didn't kiss him back. I just picked up my tea and slurped it as I knew this pisses him off. I rolled his eyes and began to walk out the house. "Id thought he had gone when I heard him shout. "I'll see you later" I just scoffed at his words. I downed my tea and walked into the hall. I put.of my shoes and jacket and headed for my car.