I still didn’t believe that Liam was dead. Something in the back of my head screamed at me that I was right and Liam was alive, but Niall’s picture had thrown me off. He was right there was no way anyone could survive a shot like that. I was so confused. The news said one thing, (ha! One Thing…Liam started that song…*sniffle*) Niall’s picture said another and my head screamed something else. It was all so bloody frustrating!!!!!!!
The four of us agreed to meet up tomorrow and begin our own search but I felt that what we would find would mentally and emotionally kill us. The news still circled in my head; it was like my brain couldn’t process the information. Liam, my big brother, dead….One Direction was pretty much doomed if it was true and he was dead. Without him chances are we’d end up in prison just we’re just awesome like that. To be serious though; Liam led practically all the songs, he was the only bit of sanity (as sad as it is) in the band, and he- sorry *wiping away tears* He was just fun to be around.
My head throbbed from crying and my screams of refusal. Memories flew through my head and I shoved them aside.(I didn’t want to start crying again) Even though I tried I flashed back anyway.
*Flashback*
“Harry, Liam, Louis, Niall, and Zayn; we are very sorry but you didn’t make it as solo singers.” Simon said. I was so disappointed, I didn’t make it!! I could feel the tears welling in my eyes but I shoved them aside. Then Simon said, “But you have another chance. We are going to put you 5 into a group and see what happens.”
We all smiled nervously at each other and then kind of looked away. Except for uhhh...ugh! What were their names?!.......Oh Ya! Except for Louis and Niall, they automatically began talking to us and soon we were more comfortable with each other. For this band to work, we needed to know each other better. So we agreed to go to my house. After learning everybodys names, (Liam was the serious one, Zayn the shy one, Niall the only Irish member, and Louis the fun and really loud one) we had a campfire and were soon friends.
*Flashback End*
I shook my head, we had changed so much since then! If you had told us 3 years ago that we were going to be one of the most famous people on the planet, we would've thought you were on crack! I sometimes ponder what would of happened if one of us hadn't auditioned that year. Where would we be? Teaching English? Building Aeroplanes? Stuffin' our faces? Would I still work in a bakery? Thats when I noticed the tears streaming down my face. Once again I was crying but this time I didn't care, I let them fall. My phone vibrated in my pocket but I didn't care to answer, it didn't matter anymore, Liam was dead.