When Niall’s car stopped, I looked at my house. It was dark outside so none of my sisters was playing anymore. Some lights of the bedrooms were on, Maria’s bedroom, Ade’s bedroom, the living room and the kitchen. I sighed, my mom was probably cooking right now. I turned to Niall and sighed. He gave me a small smile before he pulled me to him, hugging me gently. I smiled, burring my nose in his neck.
“I’ll be back around nine okay?” He asked
“Sure thing love!” I smiled widely “I’ll be ready, if I ever get the chance to go out tonight!” I smiled and Niall frowned
“Just call Danny, she’ll do it for you!” I giggled and parted our bodies “See you in two hours then?” I nodded “Bye!”
“Bye!” I said, closing up on him to give him a chaste kiss on the lips.
Awkwardly, I stumbled out the car. Niall’s car stood there, waiting for me to get in. So worried and thoughtful, my boyfriend is! I smiled to myself and walked to the door. As I laid a foot in the inside of my house, the car drove away. I smiled again and looked up. The moon shined bright outside, but that wasn’t the thing that caught my attention the most… Maria’s curtains moved when she saw me looking at her, peeking through the window. My body shivered when I remember what she could have saw. I did not wanted my little sister to watch me kiss someone, it doesn’t matter if it’s the most quiet kiss on the earth… I just don’t like it. I snorted to myself and walked inside.
I closed the door behind me and walked towards the kitchen. I knew my mom would be there, probably being closely watched by my dad. I never saw my dad and my mom actually fighting. They are one of those couples that use to ‘take it to the bedroom’ so I never really saw them. My dad I one of the most loving person I have ever seen, but he tried to act it out in front of us, just because my mom doesn’t like to show us how couple affection should be. But my dad can’t resist it sometimes. I caught him hugging her by behind once, it was, without a doubt in my mind, the most adorable thing I have ever saw in my intire life between them.
I smiled to myselfand stopped as soon as I entered the kitchen. My mom was cooking, my dad hugging her by behind, his hands wrapped around her waist. So cute and adorable. I giggled and my dad immediately moved. His back turned and he faced me. OMG! He’s blushing. My mom’s body got stiff. She didn’t move anymore, not even her arms.
“Hi!” I tried to hide another giggle.
I just walked towards the counter and grabbed a washed glass from the washed ones and filled with orange juice. I leaned against the counter, slowly drinking my juice in their presence.
“Oh, hum… Johanna!” My mom finally woke up from her space out moment and turned to me “I heard the news about your friend! Maria told me he was the guy who protected you the other day!” I froze. Damn it Maria! You should have kept it a secret “Is he alright?”
I nodded, not capable of trusting my voice. I was already shaken by the fact that my parents knew I even knew him, now they bring up this. I felt all the blood draining from my face again.
“Sweetie… A-Are you alright?” My dad asked “Here! Seat!” He pulled a chair and I sat in it, supporting my head in my hands, grabbing my hairs by the roots too
“Are you alright love?” My mom asked
“Yes! I’m just a bit shaken by!” I said, truly
Why don’t you take the chance to ask them already? You’ll have to do it eventually, so take the moment and do what you want with it!
“Actually we were going to celebrate the fct that he’s alive and breathing!” I unveiled “Can I go?”
My parents looked between them. I don’t like when they do this one bit. It’s like they talk with their eyes and in their minds they change words I can’t catch. I snorted, but they were too busy talking to each other to even pay attention. My dad slowly nodded and my mom gave him a steady one. Her posture changed immediately.
Before she was a bit shaken by the fact that I caught them being gentle to each other. Her head wasn’t up high like it usually does, her back weren’t completely straight and her eyes were showing kindness, maybe even thanking I had witnessed their affection. Now, it all changed back, head up high, back straight and cold eyes. That posture always made me look down from her to the ground, but I tried (and failed) to support her look in my eyes.
“You can go Johanna! But be careful! I don’t want you coming late okay?” I nodded, looking down
“Now, go out there and enjoy some time before dinner!” My dad said and I giggled
“You too!” I said
“JOHANNA!” My mom yelled and I regretted the fact that I had even said something. I immediately looked down.
I was terrified of her reaction. She could keep me from going out, she could… She’s my mom, she can do anything she want to me! She could ground me or even worst. I just can’t remember anything else right now. I felt my cheeks burning upon their glaze.
“I-I’m sorry!” I whispered
“Go to your bedroom!” My mom spoke, softly this time.
I looked up and smiled weakly, running out of there before I could do something stupid I would regret! I almost tripped when I ran up the stairs and almost stumbled when I got into Maria’s room. She was listening to music and doing her homework, sat in her bed with her legs crossed.
She quickly pulled her headphones from her ears and looked at me smiling. I ran to hug her. My sister’s hug can do miracles for me. And I need a miracle right now. A miracle to make me let go of my fear. Fear of losing him, my boyfriend. Maria’s arms were wrapped around my shoulders and she quickly pulled me to her. I couldn’t stop the tears from running down my face in that exact moment.
When I’m alone, when my brain caught myself alone, it’s like everything I have kept in the dustiest corner of my mind comes back to haunt me. The only moment I completely lost track of the existence of those thoughts is when he’s with me. When I think too much I had the tendency of getting depressed and I cry. Sometimes I don’t even know why. It’s rare when it happens, but it happens, at least once a month.
“Shh! Calm down love! He’s fine!” She said, calmly
“But I’m afraid of losing him!” I cried
“Love is stronger than fear! Remember that!” She said and I smiled weakly and nodded, my chin supporting in her shoulder “Are you calmer now?” I nodded again and hugged her tighter.
My head was pounding right now. So many things happening at the same time and I can’t let go of the fear, the fear of someone hurting him, someone pulling him away from me. I pulled away from the hug and rudely swiped my tears away. It didn’t matter anymore, as long as he kept giving me the reassurance he was alive. I grabbed my phone and wrote a message quickly
“Tell me you’re alright! So I just can calm down! X” I sent the message and landed the phone in the mattress.
“So, I caught you peeking through the window, miss I want to know it all!” I joked and Maria laughed
“I just wanted to have a notion of how your relationship is, so I can compare mine to yours!” I frowned, truthfully annoyed
“You shouldn’t compare your relationship to mine! You should live your own, be happy in your own way with the person you like!” her lips parted “I know I sound like, completely experienced, but I’m not! I just… I can say I’m politically correct!” Maria giggled unexpectedly
“You can be sure you are politically correct!” I blushed
“Hey, and why did you told mom and dad that the Niall that came in the news was the same Niall that came into our house?” I asked, not angry at all with her
“I… We were watching TV and the news came in, and I saw Niall’s face in there, along with the description of what was going on. Sure they didn’t knew it all but I couldn’t let my heart be still. I grabbed my phone and dialed your number repeatedly. Mom and dad asked me what was wrong. I was so tensed up because of you, I was actually feeling your pain, so I just blurted out everything!” She explained and I giggled with no fun at all
“GIRLS! DINNER’S READY!” I heard my mom yelling.
“C’mon! Let’s go eat something! You look like you don’t eat in ages!” Maria said and I smiled weakly before she pulled me downstairs to grab something to eat
It was true though. I haven’t eaten since I had woke up. I felt like my stomach couldn’t hold anything and I would throw up, but I need some strength if I want to go out and have the least bit of fun today, wich we know it won’t happen.
Clubs… They just aren’t my thing I guess! The music is too loud, the place uses to be crowded, the smell of alcohol… Danny uses to say it smells like sex too, but how could I know right?Anyways, teenagers with jumping hormones and sweaty bodies, completely drunk, dancing provocatively and rubbing their bodies against each other. Just … Gross! But that’s my opinion right? I have no right to judge you if you like those kind of things, just I don’t judge my boyfriend for doing those kind of things and liking it, and have tattoos.
**
Half past eight when I finished washing the dishes. I really was starving, though I haven’t noticed it that much. I must have eaten three plates of food. My mom actually broke the usual ‘dining room silence’ to ask me if I had eaten in the whole day. Wich I responded with shaking my head negatively. My mom actually mumbled something to me about not doing it again, and the room went back to silence again. I was the only one that was still eating. All of them were looking at me with wariness in their eyes. I just kept happily eating., not caring about anything else in the world.
When I dried my hands I ran back to Maria’s room. I had left my phone there and only occurred me that Niall could have answered me already. The idea popped into my head, but the food takes all away, not as efficiently as Niall, but it does. I knocked on the door, and a soft come in was heard.
“Come in!” M said, sweetly and I opened the door. I laughed when I saw her picking her clothes for tomorrow. My sister just LOVES her clothes. “Hey!” She greeted me
“Hey, continue please. I just came to grab…” She cut me off
“This?” She moved my phone in her hands “He answered!” She sang and I giggled
“You haven’t saw it right?” I asked
“No! I don’t do that Johanna!” She snorted and threw my phone in my direction.
I caught it with one hand and smiled at her. I sat in the end of her bed and opened the message.
“I’m fine love! Just stop worrying about me, I want you to worry about yourself! I’m excited to see you again! Anyways, the important thing is I’m fine and you can feel that I am so I just relax and dress up to celebrate with me! X”
I sighed, with a dumb smile on my face, truth is, I could definitely feel him, alive, breathing, smiling.
“Love is in the air! Everywhere I look around!” Maria sang
“I’m the only person here besides you!” I said and we both laughed
“Yeah, and we are both in L-O-V-E!” I smiled
“Dumbly, truly, madly, deeply and irrevocably!” I whispered to myself
“Are you going to go out?” Maria asked, completely oblivious of my statement
“Hu-hum!” I smiled
“Want any help with your clothes?” I nodded, running to my room with her after me.
When we got in, I let go of Marias’ hand and ran to my wardrobe. She deled with the door, closing it and throwing herself in my bed, wich made me laugh.
“So, I was thinking something....” She cut me off
“You!” I smiled widely and nodded “Skirt?” I frowned and shook my head negatively “Dress?” I shook my head again and she snorted “Jeans?” I shook my head frenetically this time
“I fell like wearing shorts today!” I smiled widely and she followed my lead.
I grabbed a cute set that I love. It’s a pair of white denim shorts with white dots and a white shirt. I grabbed a white tank top and a white jacket. I got out of my clothes and into the other ones. http://data2.whicdn.com/images/70008599/large.jpg
“Turn!” Maria asked and I obeyed
“What do you think?” I asked
“Perfect!” I smiled “It matched you and goes well with your eyes.” I cringed, biting my pinky and smiling shyly. “Oh, c’mon! Don’t be shy! You have no need with me!” I smiled, but my cheeks were slightly red, still.
I grabbed my white vans and put them on quickly since my bedside table clock indicated I only had five minutes left before Niall was here. I ran to my bathroom, not knowing what to do to my hair. I smiled when the last idea popped into my head. Braid it, it’s what he would do.
Maria appeared behind me in the mirror and frowned.
“What are you doing?” She asked “You never braid your hair!” I smiled shyly
“I like it this way!” She smiled widely and I put the hair band around the hair. I looked at myself. Green eyes, not the most they have ever been but they are green!
I heard my phone ringing and a huge smile appeared in my face. Maria smiled when she saw me and I ran pass her till I got to my phone.
“I here princess! Waiting to see you once more! X” I dropped everything
“I got to go!” I said, walking out of my room while Maria was still in there.
“Johanna! Wait!” Maria called, but I kept walking quickly, almost jogging till I got to the front door “Hey, you forgot your phone!” She said from the top of the stairs. She ran till she got ot me and I grabbed it.
I kissed her cheeks softly and waved, getting out of the house without my mom’s knowledge, but I heard Maria yelling.
“I’ll tell mom you were too late to say you were leaving!”
Once I closed the door, I turned around to face the street. No sound besides the motor’s noise was hearable. I ran to the car, opening the door and sitting next to Niall. He smiled widely at me and hugged me, holding his phone in one hand.
“Hi there gorgeous!” He kissed my head
“Hi handsome!” I replied and Niall laughed low pitched, more to himself than towards me “Where are you taking me?” I whispered, still feeling his warmth on my body and his arms around my waist, one of the wrists closed because of his phone.
“To a club!” He simply said “But now I want to kiss you!” I blushed instantly and pulled back.
Niall’s eyes were sparkling on mine, actually scaring me a bit. He grabbed my hand and pulled it to his lips, softly kissing every finger, making me open a huge smile. He looked up and let go of my hand. Mine fell on my lap and his roomed free till my neck, pulling my lips towards his.
He kissed me softly as my mouth fell open. My hands grabbed his hairs, smiling between kisses. I gave him a quick smooch when I pulled away wich made him smile widely. He caressed my cheek with the back of his hand, softly, making my skin burn.
“So pretty!” I blushed immediately and cringed away from his touch
He laughed and started the car, driving to a club, just that… a club. I looked outside of the window and focused on the lights that were illuminating the street. They looked like blurts right now, Niall was driving pretty fast, but I was too lost in my thoughts to notice it!
“And they say she’s in the Class A Team, stuck in her day dream!” I heard a completely angelical voice come out of my boyfriends mouth and my head instantly turned to face him, my lips parted.
Besides he was singing one of my favorite songs by one of my favorite singers, his voice was … perfect! He smiled/giggled and, after he took a quick glance at me, he turned his eyes to the road again. His lips kept moving, singing the song and, when I noticed, mine were following his too
“It’s too cold outside for angels to fly!”
Niall immediately looked at me and smiled widely.
“You like Ed Sheeran?” He asked
“He’s onl one of the best singers that I know!” I emphasized, happy he likes him too.
“He’s one of my dearest friends actually!”
“Wow!” I said, opening my eyes widely, looking at nothing, my head turned at the road in front of me “I would never guess!” I rolled my eyes and Niall laughed, maybe more time then he should have had, but that’s fine! I smiled at him.
“Hey!” He called “C’mon, we’re here!” He opened his door and ran to mine, opening it for me to get out.
My jacket immediately tried to escape my body, being carried away by the wind. Lucky my arms kept it from happening! I grabbed the sides of it and covered myself up. Niall wrapped one harm around my shoulder and pulled me more to him, almost hiding me under his jacket.
“You cold?” He asked and I nodded “You should have chose pants!” He mumbled and I rolled my eyes again, laughing about it later! I wrapped one hand around Niall’s body too, just to feel more comfy “Hey!” He stopped in front of a guy. All dressed in black. What is it with these security guys things! Do they really need to wear black and look scary towards people?
He took a better look at Niall and the thin line that was seeable between his lips, parted into a huge and welcoming smile. Niall smiled back and pulled me closer to him.
“We’re two tonight Marcus!” He told the guy. He moved a small rope to open a direct path for us. I should have guessed the people in line wouldn’t be so pleased, but who am I with again? Oh yeah! NIALL HORAN! One of the most famous guys in the world.
Niall held the small black door open for me, and I, reluctantly let me add, let go of him to walk inside. Niall walked right behind me. His hands landed my waist, driving me around, commanding my moves towards, what I thought, must be the VIP section. Where should they be after all?
“Louis!” I heard, over the music, Niall calling
“Hey Nialler!” He called and hugged him, making Niall let go of my waist.
Louis is the one I can relate the most, that’s for sure. He’s just funny and rambles a lot, just like his girlfriend, who I also like by the way. El is just cute, and a sass master too. She’s the girl version of Lou. I smiled to myself while they pushed me out of the dance floor. I ended up, sat on a red couch and being greeted by everybody else
“Hey!” they said in unison.
Loud. The music was loud. Too loud to even be able to think correctly. I hate theses type of environments. It smells like sweat and alcohol. I could tell I had made a weird face since all of them laughed at me.
“She’s not too comfortable with these type of things!” Niall said, sitting by my side in the couch and wrapping a hand around my waist, pulling me to him.
“We can tell that!” El smiled and I smiled back “Hey, what if we go and get some drinks?” She asked Perrie and Sophia
“I can help!” I said, getting up
“No!” Niall pulled me down the second El responded “You’re new! You need to sit down, relax, enjoy time with your boyfriend!” I smiled
“Thanks!” I smiled “What do you want to drink?” I heard all kinds of drinks I could imagine existed before her eyes landed on me, waiting for my answer
“Just a coke!” I shrugged and felt everybody looking at me. I felt my cheeks burning “ I don’t do alcohol!”
“That’s fine! One coke for Johanna!” I smiled to the person who said that: miss Perrie Edwards!
They left and I let myself look around the dance floor. Awful. There were even passed out people in the floor. I don’t know how Niall can handle this. Eleanor and Perrie got back a few minutes later and gave us all our drinks. I sucked a bit from my straw before Niall whispered on my ear.
“Dance with me!” He said, seductively. Why did everything my waist down tightened?
“I can’t!” I whispered back
“Yes yo do!” He took the drink from my hand and landed it on the table! “We’ll be right back guys!” he warned before he held my hand and dragged me towards the middle of the dance floor.
I blushed, standing still. I had no idea of what to do. Me and Niall were the only two people that were actually standing still in there. He pulled my body towards his, slowly and made me spin, slowly too.
“See!” He whispered loud enough so I could hear “You can dance!” I turned to face him
“I have two left feet Niall!” I said against his lips. He rolled his eyes
“No you don’t! Come here!” He pulled my body towards his, my chest on his. His hands started on my arms, running down them till he got to the hands. He put them around his neck and landed his hands in my hips, making them shake in sync with the beat “See?” He asked and I let my forehead support on his lips, smiling to myself.
“I can dance!” I whispered to myself in disbelief and smiled widely.
Niall moved his lips in my forehead, kissing it slowly. I buried my nose in his neck and whispered loud enough so he could hear
“I like you Niall!Very, very much!” Though I couldn’t see him, I could tell he was smiling widely He pulled back and looked at me, his eyes sparkling.
“Well, I like you more!” he said and I giggled, looking to the shiny floor
“No you don’t!” Two hands were wrapped around me, pulling me to him. Niall was hugging me, almost like, protecting me from something, caressing my hair, making my nose burry in his chest. He was being thoughtful with me, and I appreciated that.
I looked up and Niall looked at me, his lips parted. I took the leap to kiss him and wrapped my hands around his neck, pulling his head down to me. I gave him some smile smooches before we completely broke the kisses.
Niall suddenly went stiff. His whole body language changed and he looked angry somehow. I looked at him, worried. He was angry about something. I looked towards the place he was looking at and found out it was looking at the back door. I frowned.
“Niall, what…” He cut me off
“Go back to the table!” He was about to start walking when I grabbed his arm
“Niall!” I called
“Go back!” He growled and I let go of his arm and crossed my arms in front of my chest.
“I won’t!” I said
“Oh, you’re totally wrong!” He growled before he grabbed my legs, putting me over his shoulder. I hitted his back repeatedly, trying to make him let go of me, and after a few steps, he did. He practically threw me on top of the couch. “Watch her!” He growled to the others and showed me a cold look before he left.
W-Who was that person right there? I know who’s shadow it is! Niall is wearing his mask again!
Everybody was looking at me, instead of blushing I just went even angrier, especially when I saw him leaving the club by the back door. He didn’t had the right to do this! The Niall with me, moments ago could have disappeared so fast? Who is this person, not MY Niall for sure.
I have a tendency to cry when I’m angry because I don’t let go of the things I have inside. But I won’t do it now, I’ll go after him when the guys are distracted.
“So! I need to go to the bathroom!” Zayn said and got up
“I’ll go grab some drinks! Haz, come with me!” Lou said
“Okay!” They both got up too “Liam?”
“I’ll stay!” He gave me a look and the other one’s walked out. The girls were dancing so there was just me and Liam in the table.
I looked at the door and unconsciously bit my lip. What was he doing out there? I couldn’t control my couriousness.
“I know what you want!” Liam said, calling back my attention “But I can’t let you! If he let you here it’s because it’s for your best!”
“Stop Liam! He’s my boyfriend! I have the right to act worried and I have the RIGHT to go after him! What would you do if it was about you and Sophia? Imagine she leaves the club in the middle of the night to go outside by himself, doing only God knows what!” I saw Liam’s eyes turn warm and soft when I held his glaze on mine. Truth is, I really was desperate and I needed to know what was wrong with him. After a few seconds of thinking, Liam spoke.
“Go on!” He finally let out “I won’t stop you
“Thank you, Liam!” I said, getting up
“You owe me one!” He said and I giggled
“You bet ya!” I said and left the table.
The walk towards the back door took an eternity. People were always stop in front of me, asking me to dance or if they could buy me a drink” Please, I need to know about the whereabouts of my boyfriend, so just get the hell out of my face! When I finally got to the back door, I pushed it, walking right out to an alley.
I heard noises and went that way. Maybe Niall’s out there. As I walked, I noticed five shadows on the floor and one of them was bent down on his knees.
I ran towards the shadows across the turning point and saw… I saw… Jasper, hitting Niall with a close watch from three other people. Niall spit blood on the floor after being hit again and I froze.
“You think all of this is worth it for a girl? For her?” Jasper asked, hitting Niall in the jaw. Niall smiled, his teeth red
“I’ll always protect the people I love!”He said .
I was too frozen to do anything. But I had to, I needed to. I made myself take a step in their direction and everyone turned to me.
“GET BACK!” Niall found the strength to growl at me
“Johanna!” Jasper smiled evilly “Weren’t you just sweet to join the party?”
“INSIDE! NOW!” Niall yelled before he was punched again by Jasper
“Let him go!” I whispered, not finding the strength to talk louder.
Jasper was evil. I mean, I knew he wasn’t particularly much good of a person, but he almost looks like a lunatic today. He dipped his hands into his pockets and took out something sharpen and shiny… A knife.
“NO!” I yelled, freaking out
“Go inside, please!” Niall begged. He looked up at me, eyes sparkling, grey, totally.
“I can’t… I… I’ll always protect you!” I said
“Well, too bad he won’t be alive much time for you to protect him!” Jasper said
He joined the knife with Niall’s throat and I felt a sob getting out of my mouth.
“Or!” He turned around and pointed the knife at me “I could just stand here and watch you kick him!” I widened my eyes
“NO!” I yelled
“Princess!” Niall called, trembling with pain, curlied up on the floor, hugging his stomach.
“You’re an animal!” I growled to Jasper before I walked towards Niall and Took his head in my hands, making him look at me “I’m here Ni!” I whispered sadly and joined my lips with his softly “I’m with you!” I whispered again
“Go…Inside!” He coughed “Please!”
“I can’t!” I said, angry about all of this and his need to protect me.
Two hands pulled me behind, from Niall. I yelled, a girly, terrified scream left my lips and Niall looked up, terrified.
“Leave her!” Niall asked “Do whatever you want with me just, leave her!”
“Matter is, I want her to make you pay! Or you could just let me kill him that’s easier!” He was talking to Niall first, but then he changed to me.
I shook my head negatively and he let go of me, pointing the knife at Niall again, I let out a scream again when I saw blood, a drop of blood coming from the side of his neck.
“NO NO! Stop! I’ll do it! I’ll do it!” I cried and he turned.
A true devilish smile appeared in his eyes as I walked towards Niall. He looked at me, he was completely in pain, but I knew he was too stubborn to admit it.
“Every time you miss your task, I’ll cut your thigh skin!” He grabbed my thighs, pulling the flesh and playing with a knife around my thigh. I started to sweat and Niall froze.
“I’m waiting!” He said and I sighed. I kicked Niall softly, almost not touching him at all.
My thigh was grabbed and a J was cut on my flesh. I cried out loud with the pain and let a river of tears fall down my eyes.
“Again!” Jasper growled “Harder!”
I kicked Niall again, not too harsh, softly. In my skin was cut an A. my leg was dripping blood. Down the outside of my thigh, two big letters were carved, my flesh seeing, blood showing. I kicked Niall again. I wasn’t capable of hitting hi hard. Only now I realized it. A P, this time a P was carved in my leg.
Jasper was already kneeled next to my leg, carving the letters as I would go miss the task. I kicked Niall again, a bit harder, touching him more. I heard him complaining but another letter was carved.
“Not good enough!” He growled “Again!” He yelled, losing his patience
I kicked him again, not too strong. I couldn’t … I just… couldn’t! My cheeks were already covered with the traces of my tears. Pain was all I could feel right now. Mine and Niall’s! Seeing my boyfriend so fragile isn’t a normal thing to happen. He’s normally very high in my expectations and he never did anything to bring them down. This only shows he should be higher than he’s ever been.
“This is the last time! I’m warning you!” He carved another letter in my leg and, with the building up if the anger, fear, pain and frustration, I kicked Niall hard, once, twice, three times until the knife separated from my skin. The hard metal was away from my skin. I wasn’t able to feel the cold of the blade anymore.
“ Good! I think we can leave now boys!” Jasper said, getting up from his kneeling position. He held my chin up and looked at me, smiling widely. He’s a total psycho, now I’m sure about it! I pushed him away and he smiled again “Take care of that leg!” He said and turned his back, leaving, being followed by the other three guys in there.
“Jo… Johanna!” Niall coughed
I ran back to the door. Well, I didn’t ran because my right leg was completely injured and it was very hard for me to move. I pushed the door back. I don’t know what it was, probably a change of the song when I got in. I held myself in the doors frame while I yelled
“LIAM!” I yelled desperately “ZAYN! LOUIS! HARRY! PLEASE!” I begged, crying.
Every head in there turned to me. I found Zayn’s eyes, next to the bathroom. He instantly ran to me and the others followed them a bit after.
“NIALL! HE’S… HE’S…” I held on to my leg, tightening the injuries and pushing myself to talk more “He’s in the alley! Help him!” I begged “Please!”
They ran out, all of them, searching for Niall in the alley. I followed them and found Niall, lied perfectly still on the floor in the exact position I had left him. They sat Niall up and started to help him. Niall was hugging his stomach in the exact same part I hit him. I started crying more. Agony, pain, sorrow! I ran/limped to the street and called a cab. I left to my house.
I wasn’t able to see Niall like this, especially since it’s all my fault!

Notes

Wow! So, hum, I'm feelign strange after writting this chapter...
Anyways, hope you like it!
Much love!