★彡 BEHIND THE CLOSET DOORS

JOSH’S POV
I love Ashton, I really do. I just can’t let anyone know. Once one person knows, they’ll tell people and it’ll spread across the school like zika. I can’t keep living anymore. I mean Calum hates me, my parents hate me, I hate me. I don’t want to live anymore.

I just want to die.

I rush to the bathroom and get out my box of razor blades from the draw and fill the tub with cold water. Once it was filled, I stripped out of my clothes and lowered myself into the water. It felt kind of nice actually, very refreshing. I take the blade and run it down my wrist, and I hurt. Like a lot. The tub started turning red and my vision started getting blurry. In a few minutes, my vision was completely dark.

My wish came true.

MICHAEL’S POV (Finally)
“Mikey! Wake up!” my mum yelled. I have already been awake for like an hour, I’ve just been really quietly making slime. I know, wow, I’m such as girl. But it was really good slime. Orange fluffy slime that’s scented like oranges.

I know you’re going to say, “wow Michael, you have such a perfect life!” And I admit, I do. I’m pretty privileged. I have both parents, which don’t abuse me, and a decent sized house. I’m good at sports, school, video games. I’m pretty average.

Ever since Josh came to school, I’ve gotten pretty rebellious though. I’ve skipped class a few time, gotten into a fight, and even spray painted a building. Josh and I have been walking to school together for about a week now and it’s been pretty chill.

I get dressed in black jeans with a hole at the knee and a black tee. I brush my currently pink hair and brush my teeth. I grab my bookbag and go to the kitchen to eat breakfast. Mum already made a poached egg so I eat that. I grab a greek yogurt and a spoon and walk out to the door.

“Bye Mom! Love you!” I call out. I feel that today is going to be a pretty good day.

I head to Josh’s flat. Did you know he lives alone? Pretty punk rock right? I wait outside
the building for him to come out.

5 minutes later he still hasn’t come out so I decide to go up to his apartment. The door was cracked open, as usual. So I walk in and I hear the water running from the bathroom. I head to there and there was a red liquid leaking out from under the door. The tub was running and Josh was lying in there, soaking in bloody water.

“HOLY SHIT. JOSH! WHAT DID YOU DO?” I screech. This box of razor blades are placed on the ledge of the sink and on razor blade was on the edge of the tub, covered in blood.

That’s it. Josh killed himself. I get out my phone and dial 000

“000, what’s your emergency?” a female voice says over the phone.

“Uh yes, 7140 Hull Street Road. My friend has cut himself and he hasn’t stopped bleeding!” I yell. I couldn’t control myself Josh legit just moved here and here he is dead.

“An ambulance will be there in 25,” the lady says. How was she so calm? My best friend Is dying over here AND SHE IS LIKE NOT EVEN CARING.

MEYSON’S POV (YAY!!! FINALLY)
“Mom, please, I can’t leave!” I scream

“YES YOU CAN, YOU STUPID LITTLE POT SMOKING DYKE!”

That is it, I ran upstairs and stuffed all my clothes and personal belonging into a bag and ran downstairs and steal my dad’s SPG credit card.

“Bye, won’t miss you!” I sing was I slam the front door shut.

I could just bunk with Josh, I mean he lives alone and I could get a jobs and help him pay rent.

Notes

Ok, so I changed the plot, like completely. I don't know yet if I'm going to delete this but I'll keep writing for a while.

V short I know

And I think I'll post the next chapter Saturday

Thanks loves

-IZ