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Dreaming of you

I Can't

She can look all she want but there's no way that I'm gonna tell him...











-Calum's POV-


We sit down at a table outside across from Lana.
"You know, even if you're wearing those sunglasses I can see that you're checking her out again. Stop making it so obvious." Ashton whispers.
I smirk and look at him.
"What are they gonna do about it then? We're on school property, no way that there gonna pull their guns out."
"You never know.."
I roll my eyes and see Luke staring at her too.
"Mine." I mumble in his ear.
"Doesn't mean that I can't look at her."
"Doesn't mean that I can't kill you for that."
"You wouldn't. I'm your best man."
"Best man my ass. I would."
"Never knew you could be that jealous over someone." He rolls his eyes.
"You have seen nothing yet sweetheart."
Luke holds his hands up in defence.
"She's all yours."
"I know she is. I don't need a little bitch like you to remind me of that."
Luke chuckles and turns away from me.
I see Ashton smirk and wiggle his eyebrows.
"You're completely soft for her." He smirks before walking off to his next lesson.
"No, I'm not." I mutter before going to my next lesson too.



-Lana's POV-


As normal, school goes by way too slowly.
I walk into my Chemistry class (one that I have with Dylan and Calum) and take my seat totally in the back, like normal.
Dylan sits next to me and smiles. Of course, I smile back.
We talk for about half of the lesson until I get cut off by the teacher.
"So, I'm telling you, if she would've liste-"
"Hiller, Now it's done! Here, next to Calum!" She points at the empty desk next to Calum.
I grab my stuff and stand up.
I sigh and roll my eyes at Dylan, who chuckles in response.
"Would you rather go to the principal?" She threatens.
"No Ms. Valderio." I sigh again and sit down next to Calum.
From the corner of my eye I see Calum smirk a little.
"Good, class, as I was saying.." Ms. Valderio continues her lesson.
Not that I'm paying attention. I stare off into the distance.
I suddenly feel a hand on my thigh. It gets me out of my thoughts an I look up.
Calum.
He smiles softly and rubs his thumb over my thigh.
"Do I need to remind you that Dylan is sitting a few seats behind us and will be able to see everything?" I whisper.
"Princess, does it look like I care?" He smirks back.
"I don't want you to get hurt."
"Oh please." He rolls his eyes.
"Don't say that I didn't told you so."
"You really think he's gonna freak out?"
"Of course he is. He's very protective when it comes to me, whether I like it or not. It's irritating as fuck sometimes but he does crazy shit when he's jealous."
Again, I get an eye roll in response.
"Nothing that I can't handle princess."
I sigh quietly and take my focus back to the teacher.


When the bell rings again I get up, ready to get to my next class.
Calum walks behind me as we walk out of class.
I turn around when I hear Dylan's voice. I wait for Dylan as Calum walks pass me.
"Hey." I smile as he walks out of the classroom too.
He ignores me and walks to Calum.
"Dylan!" I say as I walk after him.
He grabs Calum by his shoulder, making him turn around, and punches him.
"You little bitch." Calum glares as he turns his face back to Dylan.
"Dylan!" I exclaim again.
Again, he ignores me as he grabs Calum at his shirt and throws him against the lockers.
He begins to punch him all over again and I lift my eyebrows.
Hey, I mean, I warned Calum didn't I?
I wait for a few moments before sighing and doing something.
"Okay, Dylan, you made you point. Stop." I try to get him off Calum.
"Dylan!" I yell and pull him off Calum.
"Are you crazy?!" I push him further away from Calum and standing in front of Calum.
"You're protecting him?!?!" Dylan yells at me.
"Of course not. But we're in a fucking school Dylan!" I lie.
He looks at me and then teachers run our way.
"What happened here?!" Mr. Buck looks from me to Calum to Dylan.
"Nothing." I mumble.
"Well, something happened. Calum has a bleeding nose." He points at Calum.
I sigh and Mr. Buck does the same.
"Lana, take him to the school nurse first. Dylan with me."
I see Dylan was about to protest but I shake my head.
"Don't Dylan."
He looks at me and I help Calum up.
"C'mon." I grumble.
I take Calum away from them while I feel Dylan's stare in my back.


When we went around a few corners and I stop.
"I told you." I groan as I turn around to face Calum.
"It isn't that bad." He wipes the blood away.
"I'm not talking about that! Now Dylan thinks that I stood up for you!"
"Didn't you?"
"Of course I did, but he isn't allowed to know that."
"Then why did you do it."
"You really think that I'm going to let Dylan beat you up?!"
"Why not?"
"Because I like you you idiot!"
He smirks and pulls me close before pushing his lips softly onto mine.
"You're so stupid." He smirks.
"Why?"
"Because you like me. You shouldn't. You should hate me."
"I can't. Why don't you start hating me first?"
"Can't. I like you."
I smirk.
"Good." I mumble.


It's true.
I shouldn't like Calum. I should hate him. He shouldn't be my boyfriend. He shouldn't mean so much to me.
He shouldn't be looking that good.
So, it's not completely my fault.
I mean, I'm not gonna lie, if he was ugly as fuck, it would be easier to hate him.
Not that I could hate him, ever, but it would make it a little easier.


After I took Calum to the school nurse I go to my last class.
I sigh as I take my seat next to Charlie.
"I hear their was a fight between Dylan and Calum." She whispers.
"Yeah." I roll my eyes.
"Did he find out?"
"Of course not. I was talking to much so Mrs. Valderio put me next to Calum. He laid a hand on my thigh, Dylan saw. And they fought."
She sighs.
"Lana, he deserves to know."
"No, he doesn't."
"Don't you care at all about him then?"
"Of course I do. But Dylan will go to Dean..."
"And he will kill Calum." She finishes.
I nod my head and sigh.
"Okay, I get your point. But still..."
"No Charles, I'm not going to tell him."
She sighs again turns her head back to the teacher.
I look at my desk.
You know what's the worst right now? I don't feel any guilt.
Like, nothing at all.
I don't feel Guilty for not telling Dylan.
I don't feel guilty for not telling Charlie that...
I sigh.
Leave it.


When I'm at home 'making' my homework I get a text from Calum.


Cal: what are you up to?
Me: Homework.
Cal: Bullshit.
Me: Like your smell.
Cal: What a way to treat you boyfriend :/


I smirk.


Me: What do you want boo ;)?
Cal: You.
Me: Cal, get to the point please. I have better things to do.
Cal: What's better than texting with me ;)?
Me: Calum.
Cal: Okay, sorry. I wanted to ask if you're free tomorrow night?
Me: Why?
Cal: I have a surprise planned for you ;)
Me: I don't like surprises :/
Cal: You will love this one.



I sigh and roll my eyes.


Me: Fine then. I'll come.
Cal: didn't expect anything else from my princess ;)
Me: I always obey to my daddy ;)
Cal: You just made me horny af
Me: that was the whole point.
Cal: Come over and handle my problem :/
Me: Bye. Calum.
Cal: No wait. Come back.
Cal: I thought the princess always obeyed her daddy?
Cal: DONT LEAVE ME ON READ.
Cal: I need you :(


I smirk and turn my phone off.
I'm sure he can handle his problem on his own...


After a few hours of basically doing nothing and just hanging around I get down to get some food.
I take my phone and turn it on again.
A few minutes pass by and I wait until my phone stopped buzzing from Calum's messages.
I decide not to read them and walk out.


As I walk to the restaurant I decide to take a short cut through the little streets.
I walk my shortcut and when I'm halfway I hear footsteps behind me.
Almost no one knows about these alleys, and the ones who do are not good people.
I ignore them as I slowly walk on. My feet feel heavier every step as I try to make my way out of there fast. The footsteps come closer but I don't run.
I can't run.
I feel my heartbeat quicken and hear that the footsteps are almost there.
I try to breathe normally as the footsteps stop right behind me.
Okay, that's it.
Bye life.
I had a good time here.
I'm never forgetting my gun or knife again.
My hands shake a little as I turn around.
Before I can see anything..
I get hit by something cold and heavy, right on my head. A deep, horrible pain drains into my brains.

I wanted to scream.
I wanted to yell for help.
I can't get my voice to work.
I can't see anything.
I can't.
I black out.

Notes

HEY.

MY BEAUTIFUL PERSONS.

HEY.

IVE BEEN AWAY FOR A WWWHIIILLEEE. ^-^
Well, I've not been uploading for a while, I mean, I'm still here.


I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW...


that I'm learning Korean (the language not the people :))
ITS REALLY FUN TO DO AND IM DOING THIS WITH AN APP AND ITS HONESTLY GREAT.



ANYWAY,
I hope you like this chapter and hope you're not mad at me for not uploading :) <3


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Comments

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You probably won't see this until I'm able update again but this is my backup for Just_Another_Reject.
So, the thing is.. I can't log on Just_Another_Reject bc I get an error every time :(
I have like 5 chapters finished but I can't upload them when I can't log on.
I really hope you understand and I will try to fix this problem ASAP.
If this doesn't get solved I will continue this story on this account


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@Just_Another_Reject
YOU CANT JUST DO THAT!!!!!! I need an answer! How will Calum react? What's gonna happen to Luke? AHHHH!!!!!!!!