Clash

I woke up with an tremendous headache, I didn't quite remembered what happened yesterday but it couldn't be good. My mouth felt dry and my muscles ached when I tried to stretch my legs. I moved my head towards my window and was confused why Harry was sitting in my chair, which he had moved so that it was standing next to my bed and he looked awful.

“Harry?” I croaked and he immediately opened his eyes. He looked exhausted and the moment his eyes landed on mine the world stood still for just a second. “Anna.” He whispered as he got closer and grabbed my hand, just to check if he wasn’t dreaming.
“What happened?” I asked him as I really didn’t have a clue what went wrong yesterday, I do recal the drinking and dancing on tables but my memory stopped there. “You drank a lot of vodka, sadly enough was that vodka laced with drugs.” I heard the shame in his voice and normally I would be mad as hell at him for doing something like that but it was my own fault for drinking in the first place.

“I’m sorry.” I mumbled and that shocked him, as he wasn’t blaming me and he was speechless for the first time ever. “I shouldn’t have taken so much alcohol, so really it’s my fault.” I explained to him but he shook his head in shock.

“Anna, this is really not your fault, I shouldn’t have put it in the bottle to begin with.” I know that this was going to be a back and forth thing and my head really couldn’t handle that at the moment. “Okay.” I said to just stop this conversation and it was like I said something weird as he narrowed his eyes a little. “Are you saying okay to shut me up?” I nodded because I was doing that. I closed my eyes again and Harry kissed my forehead.

“Don’t scare me like that ever again, because I don’t know what I would do without you.” He whispered and I don’t think I had ever seen him so full of emotions and it just proved to me that I did make the right choice with him.

The day went by and I woke up when it was already dark outside. I heard soft voices coming from the living room, which meant that Harry was probably discussing things with Liam. I threw my legs over the side of my bed and the minute I got up, I felt dizzy and had to grab the bed pole to keep upright. Harry must’ve heard me because he was next to me in seconds. He grabbed my gently by my waist and held me tightly until I could stand on my own again.

“Thank you Harry.” I said to him as I looked up at him and he was smiling down at me and it did freak me out a little to see him like this. “It’s no problem love.” He kissed my cheek and walked back to the living room. I quickly walked into the bathroom and took a shower and I felt better instantly, I dried myself off after the shower and took a look into the mirror and I was happy to see some life in my eyes again.

I put on some sweats and a comfy sweater, I didn’t put on socks as it was still my house and I put a French braid in my hair. The minute I walked out I heard the door close. “Anna, do you like something to eat?” I heard Harry ask and at that my stomach growled at me and to my surprise I was actually really hungry but I just wanted some fast food. “Yeah, I could do some KFC or something like that.” I walked into the living room and Harry was sitting on the couch and to my surprise, the room was really clean, packed but clean there was no evidence that I lost my mind a day ago.

“Did you clean the house?” I asked confused and a bit stunned as I hadn’t expected that from him. “Yeah, Niall helped me though.” He shrugged and patted on the spot next to him and I didn’t hesitate one second as I quickly sat down next to him. Harry pulled me against him and I just breathed his scent in, he always smelled so clean, which was a welcome smell right now.

“So do you want me to order?” He asked and I just nodded as he knew exactly what I wanted. He ordered at Nando’s, which was a bit weird, as they did not deliver. He texted someone and smiled when he got the response back. “Harry, you know that they don’t deliver right?” I asked him confused but he just kissed my forehead.

“I know that love but I know enough people who could bring it here.” He pulled me in even tighter and this is how we remained until the buzzer went off. He got up from the couch and opened the door, I know it was Michael who was delivering the food, as he was on guard duties tonight.

“Thank you Michael.” I yelled after him and I heard him you’re welcome yell, which made me smile and normally I would invite him in but I really didn’t feel like having company except for Harry’s that is. Harry returned to the living room with two plates and a fork and knife. We ate in silence and I couldn’t keep my eyes off of him, which he clearly noticed.

“What’s wrong Anna?” he asked after he caught me staring for five straight minutes. “I just, I don’t know you just changed so much, that I just have to keep checking if it’s really you.” I confessed and that made him chuckle.

“I changed for you because you don’t need someone who abuses you and you certainly don’t deserve to be abused, so therefore I had to change.” He told me without breaking eye contact and I actually felt cherished by him, which was something I never thought could happen but the fear I had for him, was completely gone. I was rubbing the tattoo I had on my arm, which Harry noticed. He placed his hand over mine to stop me and he gently caressed it.
“I will make sure that he will pay for everything he has done to us.” I nodded because I knew this but what I couldn’t tell him was that I wanted to kill Bradley myself. “When will we move?” I asked him and this surprised him a bit, which wasn’t that weird as I had a complete meltdown because I had to move but the sooner we moved the faster we could kill the bastard.

“Tomorrow, if that is okay with you of course.” This was getting weirder by the minute, him asking me if it was okay to move, it was like I was in another world. “Are you sure I’m awake because this is just weird.” I said whilst poking him, just to be sure and that made him chuckle as he was very ticklish. “Anna, please stop.” And I did, which surprised him.

“What’s wrong?” he asked and I just shrugged. “You told me to stop, so I did.” This made him sigh and shake his head slightly. “I really did a number on you didn’t I?” That made me stare at him because he did but he also made me stronger, so I guess there’s a win win situation somewhere along the lines.

“You know, let’s make a deal.” I suggested and he looked curious and motioned for me to go on. “Let’s not talk about what happened when we first met because it doesn’t get us anywhere.” I was standing by now as I made this speech and he actually smiled at me.
“Deal.” He also got up and held out his hand for me to shake, I took it and with this we sealed our fate together. “I finally felt better about this whole situation. He than pulled me closer and kissed me, I didn’t waste time and put my hands into his hair and pulled it gently, which made him moan.

He lifted me and carried me back to the bedroom where he literally threw me on the bed. I know we wouldn’t be doing anything dirty tonight but I didn’t stop the make out session because this is how it should be.

Tomorrow would be a long day of moving around my stuff but the minute we were settled we would be planning on moving in on Bradley’s turf and he would pay, that was something I could promise everyone. “Anna come back to me love.” I heard Harry whisper against my lips and I completely focussed on him and shut out the world.

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