Clash

“Anna are you okay in there?” Harry was being his friendly self again, this really confused me a lot but I felt drawn to his voice so I just walked back to the living room, to see him sitting on the floor. “I’m not sure.” I told him honestly because I actually didn’t know this time. I wanted to punch him in the face for what he did but on the other hand I did get where he was coming from and did what he did. Doesn’t mean it didn’t hurt any less but I did understand it.

“Look I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have use you like that and please don’t think that I seduced you on purpose because I really didn’t cross my mind when we just started to kiss but you know when we were in the heat of the moment, it just slipped in my mind and I decided to not use a condom, just hoping you wouldn’t be on the pill.” He shrugged as if it was no big deal and that’s when I lost it and I just let myself fall on the couch and started to laugh and cry at the same time, this was all too much.

I mean first the sex, then the mention of a possible pregnancy, secondly the fact that he did it on purpose and now the feeling of being used for his own end game. It was all too much and I just didn’t know what to say or do then just sit here and laugh, cry.

“Harry maybe next time just talk to me.” I said through hiccups. He got closer and pulled my on his lap. “I’m sorry love, please forgive me?” He asked gently and that’s when I pulled out my gun and held it to his stomach. I heard him take a deep breath but he didn’t move. “I don’t like to be used like this and this time I will forgive you but the next time you do something like this, I will shoot you, do you understand me?” I asked him icily, he nodded in understanding. I pulled back my gun and threw it on the table.

“You don’t have to pull a gun on me every time I do something you don’t like.” He mumbled guiltily but I didn’t respond as I grabbed a slice of pizza. “Oh and just so you know, you sleep on the couch tonight.” I stood up and walked into my bedroom and closed the curtains, blocking him out.

I don’t know at what point I asked him to sleep with me but the next morning our legs were entwined with each other, as I lay against him. I felt his slow breaths and I felt at peace for a second, that is until my brain started to work and I remembered what had happened yesterday. I know what I had to do and I had to do it now before Harry woke up.
I pulled myself free from his hold and was shocked to see that he was still fast asleep, as I wasn’t that gently. I quickly grabbed easy clothes and made my way towards the door, praying he wouldn’t wake up to stop me. I was getting that morning after pill because there was no way I wanted to have a baby, not now I had time to think about it and it made me realize that I wasn’t going to be his puppet again.

I made my way to the nearest pharmacy. I kept looking over my shoulder hoping he wouldn’t follow me but there was no one in sight. I opened the door and quickly made my way to the counter. “How can I help you?” the woman behind the counter asked and I actually felt ashamed about myself and I started to from questions in my head and I actually was feelings some doubts when the woman cleared her throat, pulling me back to the store.

“I’m so sorry, I would like to have a morning after pill, if that is possible?” I almost whispered this, just to prevent people to hear. The woman looked concerned and asked me to follow her into a room. I really didn’t have a choice so I followed her. The moment I sat down, I felt my phone vibrate, telling me that Harry was awake and looking for me.

I had to get this over with and fast because he could barge through those doors within minutes, as he was probably tracking my phone by now. I waited for her to come back and tell me what I had to do, never in a million years, did I expect the person who emerged from the door the woman had disappeared through.

“Hello Anna.” Bradley was smiling down at me and that’s when I realized I didn’t bring my gun. There was nothing I could do now, then to just sit there watching his every move. Bradley kneelt in front of me and took my chin in his hand, forcing me to look him in the eyes. I couldn’t stifle back the disgust for him. I know he saw it as well as he narrowed his eyes at me, which made him even more threatening.

“Bradley.” I acknowledged him just because if I didn’t he would make sure I did. “Last time you got away but this time I will make sure you wont princess.” Next thing I know everything turns black.



Harry


I woke up to an empty bed and first I thought nothing of it but after a few minutes I realized that it was too quiet in the apartment, which could only mean one thing. Anna went to get breakfast or she did the only thing I expected her to do and that was head over to the nearest pharmacy.

I know I shouldn’t have done what I did but it just got stuck in my head and before I could even filter it, it just came out all wrong because I know she is mine and I know she doesn’t want to go back to Niall but just the sheer thought of her getting back to him and getting pregnant with his baby, made me sick with jealousy. The thing that hurt the most was how easy she just turned to the first person who was there for her, she didn’t even waited until she was sure that I was still alive.

The thing that also bothers me is that she doesn’t really regret the night she had with Niall, is she ashamed of what she did, yes she definitely is but she doesn’t regret it and that really bothers me.

I know I should let it go but how do you do that and see past a mistake that big and to be fair it’s not only her fault. I mean I’m sure that Niall just took his chance, just like any other man would do if they were in love but still were is the dignity in all of this. I sighed and got out of bed and started to dress myself, when I suddenly got a bad feeling. There was something wrong and it had something to do with Anna. I immediately started to track her phone and saw where she was. I put on my shoes and coat and made my way to the pharmacy in sprint because whatever was happening right now, I had to stop it. I promised her I would protect her at every turn and I know she needed me this time.

I burst through the door and that’s when I saw Bradley’s men all scattered through the shop. I walked to the counter where a woman was standing with a numb look on her face. “Where is she?” I had grabbed her by her shirt and even lifted her from the floor. She pointed in the direction of the back office, which was used to explain certain medicine.

I let go of her and grabbed my gun. I got the safety of the gun before I opened the door, what I saw when I entered was something I never wanted to see again. Anna lay on the floor unconscious and next to her stood the one person I would never had suspected to betray us. Louis stood smiling next to her, it was like he had been waiting for this opportunity to hurt her.
“Louis, what are you doing?” I felt the words slip from my mouth and that made him look up at me and what I saw there didn’t make sense. He was drugged up and looked absolutely crazy like he had lost his mind.

“Something I should’ve done a long time ago.”

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