Winter

I turned and ran out of that room, I know I had been crying and I felt ashamed for that because I didn’t have anything to be ashamed of. What I didn’t expect was for Niall to come after me but the moment he grabbed my arm he yanked me into him and he held me there as I was crying. “It’s okay love, they will love you eventually but for now please tell me about that baby you were talking about. He kissed to top of my head before taking a step back.

“I have known about this baby before we went back to our own time but I just didn’t have the chance to tell you about it, I’m so sorry.”

“It’s alright, I know now right? But what happened why didn’t we remember each other and don’t try to lie because I know you did something because I heard the enchantment that came from your mouth.”

“I had to make sure that James and Lady Blackwood couldn’t be together and this was my only option but that also meant that it could go wrong in which case we could forget about each other, which also did.”

“Wait you risked everything just so that James and Lady blackwood couldn’t be together and you didn’t tell me this!”

“I know, I should’ve told you this but it was something I couldn’t do because you would’ve stopped me and that would mean we could be family for real and don’t get me wrong I want to be your family but not as a niece or even worse sister and I knew that there was a chance that we would meet again I mean the world is a small place after all.”

“But what if we hadn’t met for years, what would you tell our child?” I was at a loss because I didn’t really think about this, well I had but that was before I could remember him but now that I was seeing things in a new light, I knew what I had done was stupid and not fair.

“I’m so sorry Niall, I just didn’t think.” I was looking at my hands, which was a nervous treat and Niall knew this because he quickly covered my hands with his. “Look at me Winter.” I did and saw that he was still looking at me, as if I was the only one on earth. He moved on of his hands into my hair and I closed my eyes out of pure pleasure, I missed him so much, I couldn’t know this before but now that he was touching me, my body finally let itself ache for his touch.

He pulled my head closer and pressed his lips on mine and it was like I was whole again. We didn’t have a lot of time because we were still in the hallway. “Niall we have to go, bring Winter with you okay.” Liam smiled at me and disappeared through the door. Niall took my hand in his and together we walked out of the room.

We sat in the back of a van and even though around us they were chatting and goofing around, Niall and I had only eyes for each other and I saw him staring at my belly a few times and that’s when I realized that with all this stuff happening at once, he didn’t had the chance to touch the belly.

“You can touch my stomach if you want to, you know that right?” I whispered to him, so that he was the only one who could hear me, as I didn’t want to make the situation awkward. He looked up and waited for the approval and I just took his hands and put them on my stomach right at the moment the baby kicked, his head snapped up when he felt that and I just sat there smiling at him. The car had become silent and when I looked up why that was, I saw them all staring at us.

“Is the baby kicking?” Harry asked and I nodded and without any time to protest the car was pulled over and the guys all were feeling my stomach and the little kid found this amazing as it was kicking like crazy. “Guys please, give her some room.” Niall pushed them away but I saw the smile on his face. The guys were like family and it must feel amazing that they all accepted me this fast.

We stopped at a hotel and we all went separate ways, Niall had my hand firmly in his as he pulled me with him and I was surprised to see that they didn’t share rooms but for now it was the best thing ever. Niall didn’t kiss me in the elevator and I guess he was protecting me as the staff could leak videos.

Without warning me he stopped before we could enter the room and I literally bumped into him, which made me giggle nervously. “What’s wrong?” but instead of answering he turned around and swooped me up in his arms. “I’m going to carry you over the threshold.” He opened the door and carried me in, making me giggle like crazy. “Niall you already did this once.”

“I know love but not in our own world.” He smiled cheekily at me before pushing his mouth onto mine. I felt the nervous butterflies flying around in my stomach and as he walked me over to the bed, I felt like I had to stop him because I wasn’t sure if we were going too fast. “Niall, wait.” He stopped immediately and smiled down slightly worried. “What’s wrong love?”

“Should we do this right now, I mean.” He didn’t even let me finish as he kissed me again. “I think we should, I’ve missed you even without knowing it, I knew there was something or rather someone missing and now that we found each other again, I don’t want to waste another minute.” Well that shut me up completely because he was right. I let him put me on the bed and watched him as he slowly removed my shoes and my jeans followed quickly after.

He worked his way up slowly, kissing every single spot he could kiss and my shirt followed not long after, leaving me in only my lingerie. He kissed my belly a couple of times and that made me feel all warm inside but the thing that was bothering me was that he was still fully dressed. I pushed him off of me and started to pull at the hem of his shirt, whilst pulling it up I kissed very bare spot, which made him moan softly and as my kisses were getting lower, I could see his arousal growing, which made me smile and I couldn’t help but put my hand over the bulge that had appeared, this was apparently too much as he pulled his shirt over his head and his jeans followed just as fast on the ground. He pushed me back on the bed and kissed me fiercely and with one hand he reached behind me and opened my bra and my panties followed just as quick. He made his way down making me squirm with every kiss and when he kissed me on my most sensitive spot, I was lost. I had missed him so much and by being this close again, made my heart burst with love and warmth and the fact that he was going down on me did help with that as well.

His underwear followed real fast and I know he wanted to take his time with me but with all the commotion he couldn’t wait any longer and his eyes were literally pleading with me for understanding and to be fair I didn’t want to wait any longer as well. I kissed him deeply and he took this as the green light and without breaking the kiss he entered me and after it was over I couldn’t help but smile and before we fell asleep I heard him say “I love you so much Winter.”

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