Struggle - H.S.

The following day we went back home, after some more shopping. I had a new macbook with beats headset, a lot of clothes and a few pair of shoes. When we stopped in front of the house I didn't really want to go in. The guys noticed, so they all got out except for Harry.

"Are you okay love?" Harry asked whilst taking my hands in his. "I just don't want to go inside." I said whilst looking out of the window of the car. "Why not?" I sighed because it would not make things easier. "I'm afraid that everything will go back to normal." He stopped me by putting his finger on my lips. "I am so sorry for making you feel afraid and I will try my hardest not to hurt you ever again." He gave me a piercing look and I couldn't look away. "Maybe it's better if you don't make any promises, let's just see where this all leads but know this, if you hit me again, I will shoot you." I mumbled without looking at him.

He was quiet for a while and then he got out of the car, opening my door for me. I walked with him inside and went straight up to my room, just to play on my piano, I know the guys were watching me but it didn't stop me as I was used to them listening and watching when I played. The moment I stopped playing Harry put his hand on my shoulder, which made me look up because it actually startled me a bit. "That was beautiful, you get better every time you play." He complimented me and I smiled shyly at him. "Thank you."

"Guys, sorry for interrupting you but we really need to discus our next steps against Bradley's gang because they really need to pay for what they did." Niall was the one who interrupted us and I saw Harry's fists clench before he turned around to look at Niall. "We will be down in a bit, go make us some coffee or tea." He ordered and Niall looked at me and I gave him a slight nod being careful not to let Harry see this. Niall walked out of the room and Harry turned back to me. "I love you Anna." He said, whilst pressing a soft kiss to my lips before grabbing my hand and puling me with downstairs.

I was shocked to see the living room this full. Olly was here as well and there were others that I didn't know but they looked really threatening. "Welcome everyone, thank you for coming." They all nodded. I sat down next to Louis as Harry stood at the centre of the room. "You all know why we are here, after this day we will finish Bradley's gang for what they did to Zayn and Anna. We lost Zayn because one of them shot him and they tortured Anna. I'm sick of it and it has to stop." He was speaking really powerful and too be completely honest it was kind of hot the way he was taking the lead.

"So I've come up with a plan and it's quite simple as long as everyone is sticking to it. We know where he lives but we also know that after we rescued Anna they have upgraded security. What we now have to do is make sure that we disable the security. After we have done that we need to get inside but I want you all to remember that Bradley will be mine. I don't care what happens to the rest of them but Bradley will die on that night." On cue Liam put the blue prints of Bradley's house on the table and I never knew that there was a large cellar beneath the house and it actually looked a lot more professional then this house, it was like Harry heard what I was thinking because he shook his head slightly.

"All the red dots are camera's and the green one's are guards." The map was full of red dots and green dots and it made me feel a bit anxious, I kept it in though so that nobody saw this. "The security room is in the room which is closest to the front door, Michael you will be the one who will hack into their system and shut down the camera's for exactly 15 minutes. Olly and Niall you will be the ones who go in first and make sure the premises is safe for us to enter. After the premises is safe Anna and I will follow. Which leaves Liam, Nick and Sophia and Rosie to protect our backs." Harry had it all figured out and you just have to have respect for someone like that.

"This is all great and stuff but when are we actually going to do this?" Michael asked us and that's when Harry showed a really creepy smile and I already knew. 'Tomorrow night, so make sure you have everything you need and Michael as you know how they operate I expect you to have this in the pocket." Michael nodded and shifted his eyes to me and pointed at me. "Are you sure she is able to protect herself because the last time I saw her she was abused and weak." So that's why I recognized him, he worked for Bradley but was a spy for Harry.

Harry opened his mouth to defend me but I stopped him with my hand. "I understand your doubt but I can promise you I'm not that person anymore and I have fully accept my role in this family and if you want to see if I can defend myself, just say it and I will knock you flat on your ass.' I said sarcastic, he grinned and was satisfied with my answer. "Welcome then." I nodded and sat back down. "If that was all then we should get ready for this." Olly said , He waited till Harry nodded and walked out of the house, probably going to say goodbye to his girlfriend/wife. Liam walked away with Sophia tucked under his arm, Rosie walked away with Michael and Niall had also disappeared with Louis, which left Harry and me alone in the living room.

I could feel the anxiousness grow because I was fidgeting. "I'm going to get some tea, do you want some?" I asked whilst jumped of the couch. Harry nodded and I saw the thoughtful expression on his face before I turned around. I know he was scrutinizing me, to see if I was nervous, which I was but I tried my hardest to hide it from him, which wasn't easy at all. I almost ran into the kitchen. I was waiting for the water to boil when I felt Harry arms sneak around my waist. "Let's go upstairs." He said softly in my ear and I just let him lead me upstairs.

He led me into his room and closed the door behind me. I just stood there watching him. He stepped closer and I held my breath when he put his hands on the base of my shirt. He pulled it over my head, he kept looking me in the eyes the entire time, which made it really intense. I felt my heart picking up speed, he softly touched the side of my breast with his left hand. He didn't linger there but went up till he was at the base of my neck. He pulled my hair free and put his hand in it so he could pull my mouth closer.

He kissed me more gently then he ever had done before. I kissed him back and not long after we started kissing he deepened the kiss. He made me moan impatiently, which made him smile against my lips. He took a step back to see what I was going to do and I immediately pulled his shirt over his head. He stood there with his bare chest and I couldn't help but stare at his beautiful body and the tattoos I loved. I placed my lips on his again and this time he let me lead and I wasn't as gentle as he was. I touched him everywhere I could and he let me this time. We walked towards the bed and before he could fall on the bed he had switched us, so I would be on the bed first and somewhere in between we had lost all our clothes.

Harry kissed every inch of my body and when his mouth kissed my hipbone I pushed my hips up, letting him know what I really needed, this made him smile. "What do you want love?" he asked me in a husky tone, which gave me goose bumps. "I want you to kiss me there." I said totally and completely out of breath. He came up and kissed me quickly before he went down again and kissed me right on my most sensitive spot, which made me almost jump from the bed, he had to steady my hips but didn't stop torturing me for a second.

As I felt my body starting to tremble I know I wasn't far from coming. Harry knew this as well because he stopped just before I came. This made me moan in disappointment. "Harry." I said breathless and a bit whiny. "Patience love." He said in his low voice. I was like wax in his arms and when he got up briefly to grab a condom I immediately missed his warmth.
When he came back he kissed me with so much force that I felt faint when he at some point pulled himself back. He hovered above me and kept staring whilst he came inside me. I let out a loud moan, Harry did the same thing and from that moment everything became like a dream. We made love so slowly that it didn't seem real but if this wasn't real, I didn't want to wake up ever again. "I love you so much Anna." He said in his husky voice and that's when I felt the first tear fall down my face. Harry knew that I was close to losing it so he picked up his pace and with this he pushed me over the "cliff" I moaned his name and to my surprise he had reached his limits as well.
He let him self fall on my body and I welcomed it. I was sobbing now and it wasn't because I was sad but because it was too beautiful to cope with and it also felt like a goodbye. It was everything at once. I was an emotional wreck. Harry propped himself up as soon as he was breathing normally again and as he stared into my eyes I saw my pain resembled in his. He kissed away the tears and eventually he turned us around and wrapped a blanket over our bodies. He held me tight to his chest, letting me cry into his chest. "It will be okay love, I promise you.'

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