Struggle - H.S.

The next few days went by in a rush and even though I felt free, I still had the feeling I was being watched. I didn't stay out late and went straight home after work. Work was also something I didn't enjoy anymore and the fact that I had to lie to Mrs Brooks, didn't make things any better. There was just no way I could tell her why I was gone for so many days so I told her I was sick and totally forgot to call her, as I was sleeping so much.

She didn't question this and told me she was happy to see me healthy again. Tomorrow I would start at Oxford and I wasn't looking forward to it because I was afraid to walk into Harry and his mates or those other guys.

They had really ruined me and Harry was too blame for my current state. I let him in and after that he just left me. How could he do that, he knew I was finally starting to admit that I liked him and maybe even love him and he just left. I sighed deeply whilst looking at the clock. I still had 3 hours to go.

I was helping a kid pick out the books for his reading list when I felt a certain tension. I turned and saw Niall standing in the middle of the store, he mentioned for me to follow him.
"I'm sorry, I will be right back." I told the boy and he nodded. I quickly walked up to Niall and I was actually really happy to see him. What the hell was wrong with me. I shouldn't be happy to see his face but then again he was my friend before I knew he was with Harry's gang.

"What do you want Niall?" I asked him and he widen his eyes slightly at my tone. He grabbed my arm and pulled me into the office. He pushed my on a chair and walked back to make sure no one had seen us walk in. "What is wrong?!" I asked him worried. "Harry sends me to tell you, to watch your back Anna." He said whilst looking out the window to make sure everything was safe.

"Why?" I asked him slightly annoyed because I could take care of myself. "You know that guy who had attacked you?" I nodded and shivered at the thought of the gun he had with him. "Yes, I remember, what about him?" He was making no sense at all and I dreaded his answer. "God didn't Harry told you anything?" He turned and his eyes were narrowed and this made me angry, how dare he barge in like this and using such a tone with me.

"Yes of course he did and after that he declared his undying love for me!" I said sarcastic, which made Niall tense up. "Stop doing that." He warned me but I wasn't going to stop this time. "Stop doing what Niall?" I asked like a proper smart ass.

"Being rude." I snorted because he was deluding himself that I would listen to him. "Ah well, you are the one disturbing me right?" I was still being rude and I could feel the anger radiating out of him. "GOD WOMAN, SHUT UP OKAY!" he yelled at me and I held up my hands in defeat because if he was going to yell it would attrack witnesses.

"Good, well that guy was in a gang but you know that right?" I nodded with clenched teeth.
"It now appears, that the leader has his eye set on you." I laughed because that was absolutely ludacris, I never even met the guy. "What does that even mean?" I asked, whilst throwing my hands in the air.

"That he is coming for you." I rolled my eyes, Niall did know we didn't live in a movie, did he because this sounded really stupid to me. "What does he want from me?" I asked with a sigh. "He want you and he knows that when he has you, he will get Harry." He explained and I shrugged it away. "Why would Harry care?" I asked him, as I was only a tool in his sick mind games.

"Because he still loves you." That made me almost choke in my own slime and that's when I just burst out laughing. "Right, well are we done yet?" I said still laughing and Niall nodded totally confused. I walked past him and opened the door of my office and just let him there process, whatever he was processing.

"So where were we?" I asked the boy, who I was helping earlier. I was keeping one eye on Niall, who stormed past me, with his phone pressed firmly to his ear, he was probably calling Harry to tell him how it went, which made me giggle. That will show him. Time flew by after that encounter and before I knew what was happening it was already time to close the store and for that I was grateful because that meant I could go home and get ready for tomorrow.

I locked the store and walked home as fast as my feet could carry me. When I reached my house I slowed down and walked totally at ease to my front door. That encounter with Niall had made me realize that I didn't really have to worry because there were watching me anyway.

I was feeling a lot better now and when I opened my door I was welcomed by a quiet house. and from what I had seen, Harry wasn't home so that would mean that I could play my music as loud as I wanted, which I did. I had put on Taylor swifts shake it off and I was dancing through my living room, forgetting everything around me. I was absolutely exhausted when the song ended and to my horror I heard someone clapping behind me but it wasn't a enthusiastic clap but a sarcastic one and I turned immediately.

Harry was leaning against the door opening with an angry look on his face and I felt the blood draining from my face. "Harry." I said totally out of breath. He got in front of me so fast that I didn't have time to process it. He had me pressed against the wall, which led to a Déjà vu moment but this time I was stronger and I kneeled him in the groin, he groaned and released me.

"What are you doing here?" I asked still out of breath. He narrowed his eyes at me and I thought I saw regret flash through his eyes but I was probably just imagining this because the only thing I saw was an angry Harry, standing up again. "The only reason why I am here is because the way you acted towards Niall. Anna you really have to look out okay.?" he looked me right in the eyes and I felt myself melt again but I also was confused about this.

"Why do you care Harry?" I ask him because that letter he left me earlier told me otherwise. "Because no matter what you think you are still mine." He had to go there, I felt my temper coming up. "You left me so you have nothing on me anymore and would you please leave now!" I raised my voice at him angrily, which wasn't a smart move because his fist had connected with my jaw yet again but to my surprise it didn't hurt as much as it did the first time he had hit me there.

"You know, that didn't even hurt and now leave!" I pointed towards the door, Harry opened his mouth to say something but he didn't. He turned around and walked out of the door, just like that. What the hell just happened? I asked myself, he had never obeyed me in any way and now he just walked out. Oh well I actually didn't really care. I started to make dinner and after that I made sure my bag was ready for tomorrow and went to bed.

|Dream|

*I felt someone crawl into bed and before I could scream a big hand was put on my mouth and that's when I recognised the scent, I immediately calmed down.

"Harry what are you doing here?"

"I'm going to make you feel good baby girl." He whispered into my ear and I felt the shivers run through my spine. He started to kiss my neck and turned me around so I was lying on my back he crashed his lips against me and bit my lip hard, which made me open my mouth.

He slipped his tongue into my mouth and all the protests that were forming in my head disappeared. We were moving our lips almost in a synchronised way when his hands start to pull my shirt up. I didn't stop him when he pulled the shirt over my head. I was almost completely naked and the way he looked at me, made me feel all hot. I pulled his shirt over his head and was enjoying the view when he suddenly put his hand on my breast and started to massage it slowly. I couldn't help but moan at this because it was turning me on like crazy and I almost exploded when he put his mouth over my nipple. He was working his way towards the edge of my underwear, when he pulled it down.

He didn't hesitate and put his mouth on my sensitive spot and that's when I lost it, I heard myself moan.

"Yea baby girl, you like this don't you." The only reply that I could give him was a loud moan and I felt him smile. Suddenly I heard someone call my name. It was in the background, which was weird. Harry started to shake me and again someone was calling my name.

"ANNA, WAKE UP!" *

Notes