Struggle - H.S.

I watched him leave the bathroom with my mouth wide open, what just happened? Why did I let him touch me like that and why didn't the bastard finish it for crying out loud.
Wait, what?! What am I thinking, I haven't even had s.ex yet and there he is offering to finish what he just had done to me. He put his fingers on my womanhood, well that's settles it, I'm nearly not done for sex.

Only the thought of what he did makes me want to giggle like a little girl, which is also..ugh..Why didn't he finished it or better yet why couldn't he just keep his hands to himself because now I wanted more. "UGH!!!" I yelled and I quickly got out of the bath and put a towel around my body, when I heard a knock on the door. "Is everything okay in there?" Harry asked slightly out of breath and it made me wonder what he had been doing or let's just not think about that.

"No I'm not fine, I hate you!!" I yelled back, which made him only chuckle. I threw my hairbrush against the door and of course that only made him laugh harder."I love you to, Anna, please don't break anything while you're in there!" He sounded way to smug and it was annoying me so much.

I also needed to put on after sun but I wasn't going to ask Harry for help this time so I put the after sun on the body parts that I could reach. I became curious and I let the towel drop on the floor and faced the mirror. I let my hand go down and touched the same spot that Harry had touched and I felt a pleasure going through my body and a quiet moan escaped my mouth. I took a seat on the toilet seat of which the hood was down and I did it again.

This was actually feeling really good and I kept doing the same thing over and over and to my surprise my muscles were tensing up and my breath came out in puffs and I was almost over the edge, when Harry knocked on my door yet again. "Anna, are you alright because you have been in there for almost an hour now!" He sounded smug and I knew in that instant that he knew exactly what I was doing and that made me wanna run and hide somewhere but I wasn't going to let him win.

"Leave me alone Harry!" I said, really pissed off, I'm not sure but I think I almost had my first orgasm, not that I know anything about it but it felt like something big and he just ruined that or maybe he didn't. I listened if he was walking away before I started over again. Harry was the person I saw when I closed my eyes and this was disturbing me slightly but I must have feelings for him if he would appear when I was pleasuring myself.

I put more pressure to my sensitive spot and within minutes I was back at the edge but this time I jumped. I let out a really loud moan and everything became black but a really nice black, a satisfied black and my muscles didn't seem as tense as they first were. The thing that immediately worried me was that I just made myself come whilst thinking about Harry. I was embarrassed about it but this also meant that things were changing between us, which scared the crap out me. I was just washing my hands when I heard a knock and I knew that it was Harry, why couldn't he just leave me the hell alone?

"What do you want?" I snapped at him through the closed door, this made him chuckle. "I just wanted to know if you had fun?" He asked smugly. "What do you mean?" I just pretended as if I didn't know what he was talking about, which didn't work of course. "I heard you moan my name love." he said and that shocked me because I know I had moaned but I couldn't recall that I actually called out his name and that just made my day worse.

"WHAT?!" I yelled at him sounding way to embarrassed. I could already see the enormous smirk on his face. "You heard me love and you know it really turned me on to hear you moan my name like that but I do wish I was the one who made you come." he confessed a bit disappointed.

"GO AWAY HARRY!" I buried my head into my hands and I heard him walk away laughing. There was no way that I would be able to face him again ever. This was just to embarrassing, why couldn't I picture a hot looking actor like Zac Efron or something. Why did I had to fantasize about Harry, this would haunt me to the day I die and to make things worse he was going to tease me to no ends.

I quickly put on a shirt and some panties and opened my bathroom door to see if Harry wasn't in my room, luckily for me he wasn't. I quickly slipped under my blankets and closed the curtains around my bed. I really should eat first but after what just happened I wasn't really that hungry anymore. "You know that you can't hide from me right?" before I could protest he opened the curtains and there was Harry standing with only his boxers on and his usual smirk.

"What are you doing?" I demanded but he just kept smiling. I knew at that moment things had shifted between us because I just had to stare at him. I mean those abs, tattoo's, he was hot and the worst thing was, that he knew this. "What does it look like, I'm keeping you company and since you fantasized about me, you owe me." I didn't owe him anything. "No I don't and I wasn't fantasising about you." I lied and he didn't believe me for a second.

"Keep telling yourself that Love." he said whilst getting on my bed. "UGH!!" I hid my face under my pillow but he pulled it away. "You know I was wondering something." he sounded serious all of a sudden and that made me curious. "What?" I asked him, whilst trying to keep eye contact, which was hard. "Did you ever had sex before?" he asked me out of the blue, I really didn't expect him to ask me something like that.

"I don't see why that is any of your business?" I snapped at him but he chuckled at this."So your still a virgin, that explains a lot." I wanted to hit him for making that assumption."I didn't even say anything." I mumbled embarrassed.

"I know that but you didn't deny it either, that's prove enough for me or am I wrong?" he pulled up one eye brow and I knew I couldn't deny it any longer. "No.." I whispered and he clapped his hand, as if he had just won the lottery" I narrowed my eyes at him for doing that but he wasn't even impressed by my expression. "Was that the first time you touched yourself?" He was really going for it and I just wanted it to be over.

"Harry I really don't want to talk about this." I said, trying to dodge the question but again this was just confirming his suspicions. "It was?!" he said astounded and I again buried my head under my pillow. "You know, you don't have to feel ashamed right?" he said gently but I still wanted the earth to swallow me.

"You make me feel ashamed of myself." I admitted but he just caressed the side of my cheek. "It's perfectly normal to pleasure yourself, a lot of people do that and did you liked it?" he asked genuinely interested. "I did like it yes." There was just no point in denying. "You know it's only getting better and I can't wait to teach you more but for now let's grab something to eat." Harry jumped of my bed and pulled me with him. I was only wearing a t-shirt and when he noticed that he stopped.

"What are you.." I tried to ask but he put his finger on my mouth, to keep me quiet. He was really checking me out and a sexy smile appeared on his face. "You know let's wait on that dinner." With that he crushed his mouth against mine and when he softly bit my lower lip I was lost. My legs were buckling and he had to hold me up, which made him smile even more. He made me walk back to my bed and when he had me on it he kneeled before me and kissed his way up my legs until he reached my upper thigh again.

He stopped and looked up but I was only watching what he was going to do and he continued kissing. "Harry." I moaned. I didn't really know what I wanted but I did know I wanted him even though I hated his guts. The moment he touched my sensitive spot he moaned softly, which made me open my eyes and look at him curiously. "You are soaking already, this is good love" and next thing I know he is pulling down my underwear and I almost protest but he keeps me firmly in my place.

"I will make you feel good I promise Anna." Something in his voice makes my lie down again as he is working his way back up to my center. When I feel his mouth hovering just above it I tensed up a bit but that all dissolve when he kissed me right at my sensitive spot. I stifle back a moan but can't hold in the next moan when he softly continues to kiss my sensitive spot. When he enters me with his finger I'm completely lost. He starts to go a bit faster and he removes his mouth from my center.

"Come for me Anna." He said seductively. When I don't answer him he stops, which causes me to moan frustrated. "Don't stop please." I tell him breathless and when I open my eyes I looked straight into his dark green eyes. I had never seen them this dark. My eyes wondered off to his lips and without hesitating I pull him back to and press my lips against him and he started to move his fingers inside me again, this time he doesn't stop and keeps moving them in and out, picking up the tempo when I suddenly felt my body tense up again.

"Let go Anna, just let go!" He demands and that's when I scream out his name and loose all sense off time. He pulls me into his arms and kisses my forehead.

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