Struggle - H.S.

As if I was going to call him for help. I was just going to lay here and watch movies all day. I needed something to get my mind off of this weird situation i was in right now and maybe this would do it. It didn't work though because let's be honest how could you focus on a movie when you're life is like one but not the kind you want. I mean it looked like I was in a fucking thriller, it was just too much to comprehend.

How did this happen to me? What went wrong? I mean he couldn't really keep me here forever could he because that would be seriously messed up and eventually someone will miss me and check on me. I really didn't want to use his help for everything so I kept quiet as long as possible.

that is until I had to use the toilet, which I actually really needed at the moment. Shit, I checked to see if there was a way to untie the rope, I mean I really couldn't give up already. I was lucky that one hand was still untied but the knot was something I never seen before and there was just no way that I could untie that with just one hand.

It probably was a sailor’s knot, where the hell did he learn that? God dammit, fucking Harry, damn universe for pulling this on me and fucking knot." WHY WON'T YOU COOPERATE ALREADY!" I shouted to the knot, which was obviously not the most brilliant thing to do because in no time, Harry stood next to the bed, with his damn smirk on his fucking beautiful face.

“Do you need some help, Anna?” he asked way to innocently and that frustrated me so much that I really wanted to punch him in the face. “Go away, asshole!!” I yelled at him and he looked like I had offended him, he was so fake right now and it really was upsetting me.

“My o my, calling me names are we, that’s not really nice, is it?” he reprimanded me and if there could blow steam out of my ears from being angry, this was the time it would appear. “You know what’s not nice, tying me up and leaving me in your freaking mercy!” I told him and he narrowed his eyes. “Well you shouldn’t have run away.” he spitted back and if my eyes could get any wider, they would pop out of my face because how dare he!

“You frightened me! What did you expect?” I asked him. “I didn’t expect that you would run away like that, that’s for sure.” he said angry but I couldn't think clear anymore because I really needed the toilet.

“Dammit, I give up, can you untie me already because I really need to use the toilet!” I begged him, totally losing my self esteem and that's when the smirk returned. “What’s the magic word?” he asked with that same smirk plastered on his face. He was actually serious right, the magic word, what were we 10? I had no choice in the matter though..

“Can I PLEASE use the toilet, Harry?” I asked him through clenched teeth and he laughed, boy he laughed not that I could think of anything that was funny right now, as I still was tied to that damn bedpost and my bladder was giving up any minute now.
“HARRY, PLEASE!!” I begged him.

“Alright, alright don’t get your panties in a twist.” He moved over me to untie the knot and when it came loose I bolted for the toilet and when I was done I felt so released. That is until I came face to face with Harry, he really was waiting for me, what the hell?!
“What are you doing?” I asked him a bit startled and annoyed that he had been waiting for me.

“Do you think I’m crazy?” That was a serious question right or did he think I would lie to him. “Do you really want a honest answer to that?” I asked him sounding like a smart ass, knowing fully well that he could punish me for acting like this.

“I guess not but I wasn’t going to give you a change to escape again.” He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the bed but I really didn’t want to get tied up and if that meant that I had to cooperate with him, then so be it. “Harry, I’m not going to run anymore, please don’t tie me to the bed?” I asked him nicely but he shook his head.

“I’m not falling for that one Anna.” he said and that was fair because I probably would run whenever I got the chance. “I’m not lying this time, I’m tired of this bullshit and I wont fight you anymore, I will cooperate and that’s all.” I told him and he actually smiled at me, as if he had won the lottery.

“So you are admitting that you are mine then?” he asked but I shook my head because again I was nobody's. “No that’s not exactly what I’m saying because again I’m not yours but I will cooperate and listen to your rules.” I explained and I know this wasn't exactly what he wanted but he accepted it grudgingly.

“Fine, but I will make you mine.” He said with confidence. “Right and how were you planning on doing this?” I had to ask. “The old fashioned way by making you feel loved.” he really was going to try to manipulate me? “That wont work.” I told him, sounding way to cocky and I knew it. “Let’s make a bet? You will give me at least 2 months to prove that I can make you fall in love with me and if not I will leave you alone.” I was opting this bet because to be fair it really sounded good when he said he would leave me alone if he didn’t succeed and what are two months right? But what if he did succeed and too be honest he was probably going to succeed, as I already had feelings for him, which we were not speaking about. I scolded myself.

“Alright. I will accept this bet.” I held out my hand for him so shake and he did grab my hand but only pulled me closer. “Good, we will start tomorrow and be ready to fall in love, my love.” He said and whilst he was saying this he moved closer to my face and before I could step back, he pressed his mouth to mine and kissed me.

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