Struggle - H.S.

I woke up to banging on my door and for a second I was really confused as this was definitely not my bed. I opened my eyes slightly to see where the hell I was and when I saw the room I could slap myself as I was in a hotel to avoid Harry. I focused my ears on the door and was wondering who was banging my door like that. I quickly checked the time and when I saw it was 3am in the morning I let out a frustrated groan.

"Really?!" I mumbled to myself as I slipped out of my bed. Was it really too much to ask to get a nights sleep. I tiptoed to the door, begging that it wouldn't be Harry on the other side.
I put my hands to the door and was started by the loud bang that followed and I took a deep breath and looked though the peep hole and of course it was Harry. Why can't he just leave me alone already and why did he always bother me at night.

What is he a vampire or something jeez! I had to let him in before he woke up the remaining guests and I sighed deeply before I opened the door and that's when I realised that I was only in a shirt. I quickly got some short and pulled them on and opened the door carefully. He was standing there ready to pounce on the door again. I grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him inside and closed the door.

"What are you doing here and how did you find me Harry?" I said through clenched teeth and he was giving me a death stare but I couldn't give a shit about his hot headedness.
"Shut up Anna, what are you doing here and why aren't you home?" And I gave him a death stare back and refused to tell him my reasons because it would only make him angrier.
I turned my back to him and climbed back on the bed and I closed my eyes. Totally ignoring the fact that Harry was in the room and I felt myself drift off when Harry suddenly grabbed my chin and forced my head to turn towards him.

"Ouch, dammit Harry" I cursed at him and his green eyes were dangerously dark and I knew he was mad as hell "don't you ignore me Anna, I'm sick and tired of the way you are acting" he yelled at me. I tried to shush him, which he ignored. "If you treated me nicer I wouldn't have to treat you this way" I raised my voice slightly and his eyes widened and he let me go and I knew there would be a bruise tomorrow. I rubbed my chin and sat up in the bed and we were staring each other down. I wasn't going to let him win this battle but then he suddenly kissed me and I didn't expect this but I also didn't push him away but kissed him back for a few seconds but then realisation hit me and I pushed him away with all my strength.

He almost fell of the bed but he grabbed my legs to steady himself. I jumped out of the bed and paced through the room when Harry stopped me but I was so angry with him and myself that I couldn't stop me and I hit him across the face and I was so shocked by myself and scared for what Harry might do that I held my breathe in anticipation.

"I probably deserved that" he said with a smirk on his face and my mouth almost dropped to the floor because I didn't expect that from him. I actually expected him to hit me back but he didn't even do that. I lifted my face and looked at him. "What do you want from me, Harry?" I said a bit shell shocked and he looked at me but the way he did that made me shiver.
"I told you this when we met, I want you so I claimed you and the more you try to resist or ignore me the more I will push you" I sighed because I was already afraid that he would say something like that. "I'm my own person, you can't claim me and to be honest if you had treated me normally you would probably already have me." I told him and he narrowed his eyes a bit and took a step towards me, which made me take a step back.

"Please leave" I begged him and I took a quick look at him and he wanted to say something but he didn't. He stretched out his hand and I cringed a bit but I stayed where I was. I did close my eyes in the hope he would just leave, He caressed my cheek tenderly and that shocked me because he had never touched me that sweetly but I didn't give him the satisfaction and I felt the air shift when he walked out of the door.

I let out my breath and opened my eyes. I needed some water and quick because even though I tried to stay away from him, which wasn't easy, I had to admit that the sweet moments were making me like him and I didn't want that.

I sat down and gulped my water away and after that glass water I returned to bed and closed my eyes and this was the first night that I actually dreamed of Harry instead of having nightmares about him.

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