Never Let You Go {Book 2}

Niall has been in the ICU for about a week now. Once he woke up the doctors told him the extent of what he had done. He explained that he wasn’t meaning to try to kill himself, but the doctors told him that he would have to see a therapist and possibly get into rehab because we have no idea how long he’s been abusing alcohol and drugs.

“Niall?” I ask

Harry and Liam are sitting in the room with me

“How long have you been taking pills? And drinking so heavily?” I ask quietly

He hesitated for a moment before answering my question

“Ever since we broke up” he said

I look down at my hands sitting in my lap and start to cry lightly.

“So all of this is because of me?” I say

“No… God no Cassie. This is my fault, all of this. Its nothing to do with you” Niall reassures me

“Don’t forget that fucking bitch Natasha” Liam says

“What about her?” Niall asks

“She helped drive you over the edge mate, and don’t say she didn’t. We could all see the effect she was having on you” Liam says

“Niall within the first month of you dating her, we could tell she was bad news. She’s an addict herself and apparently she doesn’t give a shit about who else she turns into an addict either.” Harry says

“You have support mate, you need to do what the doctor says. If you don’t get yourself better I don’t know if we can continue on with touring and making music. It will really tear our fans apart. So please we’re begging you get the help you need mate. We love you and want you to succeed right along with us. We put the tour on hold for now, we aren’t doing anything without our little Nialler right along with us” Liam tells him smiling.

THREE DAYS LATER:

Niall gets released from the hospital today. He’s going back to Ireland to stay with his mom for a while, Louis is staying here with Taylor and Johannah. Harry is staying here too but not at my house, my dad won’t allow it since I am 17 and still under his roof. So I’ve been spending most nights at Harry’s suite. I hate being alone, I had gotten so used to dad and Tessa being away for work and Niall staying with me or me going to London and staying at Niall’s house there, which dad doesn’t know about. Liam and Zayn are going to fly out to Los Angeles and do some stuff out there for a while or until Niall is well enough to start the tour up again.

A WEEK LATER:

I was in class when my phone starts going off, I look to see who it is. It’s Niall, but why is he calling me now in Ireland its basically the middle of the night and I’m in my last class of the day. Why isn’t he sleeping? I forward the call to voicemail for the 4th time. I finish the test I was taking and ask to use the restroom. When I get there I call Niall back to see what he needed.

“Hello” he answers

“Hey Ni, I see you’ve been calling me, I was just calling to see what you needed. I’m in class so make it quick please” I say

“I’ve been thinking long and hard. I want to go to the rehab facility in Malibu. I’ve had a few relapses and have gotten piss drunk and woke up sick as a dog. I’m ready for a change… I need to change” Niall explains

“That’s great Niall. When are you going?” I ask

“Well mom is going to make some calls and get everything set up so hopefully in the next few days things will be sorted out.” He says

“What about Natasha?” I ask

“Fuck her… in all honesty I never really loved her, she was just there. She was just something to be around so I wasn’t alone. I miss you Cassie and I have no one to blame but myself. But I promise I’m going to fix everything” he says

Niall hung the phone up and promised to get some sleep. What does he mean by he’s going to fix everything? He and I have been split up for months now, eight months to be exact. I’m with Harry now and I promised I would be faithful whatever Niall has planned I have to ignore it. No matter how tempting his little ass is I have to resist him. This will be very difficult because I’m still in love with him.

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