Never Let You Go {Book 2}

Two weeks later

The grounding has lifted, first thing I do is call Niall. Oh how I’ve missed that sweet voice, it rings three times before he picks up. It’s like 2am in England but I don’t care I have to hear his voice.

“Uh hello” he says sleepily

“Niall, I’ve missed you so much how are things?” I say excitedly

“Cassie?... CASSIE oh my god, hey babe things are great. We have a week off before we finish the tour in South America.” He says fully awake now

“That’s good to hear I’m sorry I’m calling so late there.” I say

“No, it’s all good I’ve missed hearing your voice. How’s your brother and dad doing?” Niall asks

“They’re doing well, my dad finally let me of parole” I giggled

“That’s good so now I can call you whenever right? We need to skype or facetime later I miss your face” Niall says

The bell rings for first period to start, so I’m late as usual.

“Hey Ni I have to go to class so call me later ok.” I say

“Ok love, you got it” he says

We hang up and I go to class we have a speaker today, it’s gay pride month so Zach Wahls the author of My Two Moms is talking to us about his life growing up in a homosexual household. He is actually really interesting, he tells us about how the male role models in his life were numerous uncles and his football and basketball coaches. He grew up like any other child did he just had two moms. Which in society back then it was very difficult for the LGBT community. Today they have a bigger and louder voice which I’m a proud supporter of the LGBT community I believe they deserve equal rights like everyone else, they can’t help who they love. The Gay Straight Alliance Club here at school has a saying that goes Love and Let Love, meaning let them love who they want to and let them live in peace.

Anyways getting back on track. Lunch period is about over and Niall hasn’t called me back yet, oh well he probably had to go to the studio or something no worries I’ll just facetime with him when I get home later today. The bell for 5th period rings, time for history once again, the teacher is annoying and I don’t think he likes me very well. We had papers due and I wrote mine and Taylor’s papers I got 15/30 on mine and Taylor got 24/30. Somebody please explain to me how I got 15 on mine and she got 24 and I wrote hers too. I swear this teacher is out to get me.

I can’t stop thinking about Niall. His voice etched in my head forever, I want to tell him so much that I want to be back with him but I don’t know how he’ll react to that. I know he loves me and would do anything for me but he’s in a very successful band and has touring and all kinds of girls throwing themselves at him. Why would he want a little Midwestern girl like myself? I’m so confused on what I should do. After school I go home and take a nap for a while, classes have me so stressed out that’s all I seem to do anymore is sleep.

“Cassie” I hear a familiar voice say in my ear

It took me a second to comprehend who was standing over me

“Harry?!” I kind of shout startled “What the hell are you doing here?” I ask

“Sorry love I didn’t mean to scare you” he says

“ I just wanted to see you.. to apologize for what I did that night at Lou and Taylor’s house. I never meant to hurt you and I want you to know that I still love you and these past few months have been difficult without talking to you, touching you or being with you. I miss you Cassie and I hope you can accept my apology” Harry rambles on

“Harry we are over, I can’t keep going back and forth between you and Niall. The feelings I had for you left completely the night you hit me not once but three different times Harry. I don’t know what drove you to do it and I don’t care to know. We are done, the only thing I miss about “us” is our friendship that’s all “we” will ever be I’m sorry Harry but I don’t love you anymore” I say tears streaming down my cheeks

“Cassie I can’t tell you how sorry I am about all of that. I want nothing more than a friendship with you. I know you’ve been speaking with Niall again too and I’m ok with that” he states

“You’re ok with that? Nobody asked you in the first place. I’m not trying to be rude or a bitch but Harry I don’t need your approval for anything that I do. I am not your property. Furthermore why are you even here aren’t you supposed to be in England” I say sternly to him

“Yea I should be in England but I had to see you Cassie, I can’t take it anymore. It’s tearing me apart inside to see that you don’t have any love for me anymore and that you want Niall over me. I can give you so much more than he can.”

With that Harry crashed his lips into mine hard and passionately without hesitation. Why I didn’t pull away I have no clue, the wonderful Harry Styles once again got what he wanted and I being the Naïve girl fell for it once again. Why? Why does love have to be so difficult?

“Harry do not say a word to anybody about what just happened” I say dressing myself

“My lips are sealed babe” Harry replies

“I hate you Harry I hope you know that, I honestly don’t know what is wrong with me. Maybe you are right all I am good for is a nice shag right?” I say staring at him

“Cassie you are not a whore. I didn’t mean that when I said it, I was just pissed off at the fact that you cheated on me with Niall. I understand you love him over me I just want someone to love me like you love him and he loves you.” Harry replies

“Harry one day you will have someone love you like that it’s just not gonna be me” I say

“By the way where are the others at?” I ask

“Lou is at Taylors and Zayn and Liam are in your living room waiting for us.” He says

“Harry what the fuck is wrong with you? Why would you bring them here and leave them in my living room alone just so you could get a quick fuck. Really this has to stop! Where is Niall?”

“Niall is at the hotel, he wanted to surprise you with a date tonight” Harry shrugs

“You bastard, I hate you Harry I really really hate you GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM!” I shout

I leave him in my room and run downstairs to the living room where I find Zayn and Liam playing the playstation.

“Hey love what happened?” Zayn asks.

“Harry, that’s what happened. Did you know that the only reason he came here was to fuck me.. and guess what he succeeded in that.” I start to cry

“Um no we had no idea that’s why he brought us here.” Liam says

“Well he can fuck off and stay the hell away from me from now on, can you guys take me to the hotel Niall is at please?” I ask

“Yea sure Cassie, lets go…. What about Harry though?” Zayn asks

“He can find his way out of my house and never come back” I say coldly

Notes

welp the wonderful Harry strikes again.. will she tell Niall or will she keep it a secret? OR will Harry let it slip just because he's an asshole and wants Cassie all to himself.