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How to Move

I consider myself fairly sane

Now I consider myself a fairly sane person. But when I walked into that room and saw those five boys sitting in front of me I froze mid-step and just stared at them. I had been secretly obsessing about them for a year now and had many shameful dreams about them. It made this very moment very awkward because all of those thoughts came rushing back. All of those hot night underneath the moonlight. Why can't I be the good girl everyone thought I was? That blue eyed semi-blonde girl who looked like she wouldn't hurt a fly. I really wish I were sometimes, like now.

Apparently I had been standing there staring at them for a really long time because the waiter from before tapped my back and gently pushed me forward. I snapped out of my little daze and stared at her with angry eyes.

"You gotta talk to them." She nodded towards them and I took a deep breath. I tried smiling the sweetest smile I could manage and walked towards them.

"I am so sorry for that... I'm just not sure I'm in the right place..." My words trailed of as I scratched the back of my head. "I'm Johanna by the way." Harry was the one to speak up first.

"We know." He smiled sweetly as he grabbed my hand to shake it. "We've talked on the phone." My mouth dropped slightly and I couldn't help but to stare at him. I had been talking to Harry freaking Styles and I never knew it.

"I think you shocked a little to much there Harry." Zayn spoke up and grabbed my hand. "I'm Zayn." He smiled and winked at me, I thought I was going to die.

"I'm Niall, Johanna is a pretty name." He grabbed my hand next and all I could do was nod.

"And I am Liam." Liam grabbed my hand and shook it too. He looked at me with concerned eyes. "Are you feeling alright, love?" I smiled a small smile to him and nodded.

"Yeah I'm fine. Just shocked that's all." The all laughed and I looked down at the floor, feeling my cheeks grown warm. I saw someone step in front of me and when I looked up Louis stood there with a stern face.

"I'm Louis." He grabbed my hand and shook it quickly before letting it go like it was dirty. I shook the weird feeling away and smiled at him. Although he had turned his back to me and was walking to the table that was set up in the middle of the room. I turned to the other boys who were staring after him with odd expressions on their faces.

"Shall we?" Liam motioned towards the table and I nodded and went to sit down. We all stayed quiet and it was the waiter who spoke up first.

"Do you want me to bring you drinks before you order food?" She smiled sweetly towards the boys and gave me a small wink. I sighed and shook my head, so she couldn't see.

"Drinks sounds amazing!" Harry spoke up and I laughed at his little charade.

"What can I get you?" She stood ready with her notepad and the boys all stated what they wanted.

"A pint." Niall.

"I'll take a beer too." Zayn said and nudged Nialls side.

"I'll have a coke." Liam with his non-alcohol order. I smiled to myself as Harry went next to order.

"I'll have a..." He sat there thinking and then looked at me. "What do you think I should get?" I was surprised he asked me but thought about it.

"Well you seems like the very strong male kind of a guy. So something strong but." He shook his head in disgust and waited for me to continue. I laughed before turning to the waiter. "A 6 of White Russian." She nodded and scrambled that down. When she looked up at me I remembered I had to order for myself as well.

"I'll take a beer." Louis beat me to it and spoke up before I had the chance. I looked at him in shock and then back at the girl who stood there waiting.

"I'll just have a glass of wine." She looked up at me with the question in her eyes. "White." I smiled at her as she nodded and walked out of the room. Harry turned to me and narrowed his eyes at me.

"What exactly did you order for me?" I smiled and laughed a little.

"Well my father and brother calls it Grasko-milk." His eyebrows shot up and he looked even more confused. "It's a drink with milk in it, which practically makes the booze unnoticeable." I shrugged and leaned back in my chair.

"I still don't understand what it is but I think I trust you?" I laughed out loud and shook my head.

"Way to sound confident." He smiled his sweet smile and it made his cute dimples noticeable. I looked around the table, still not able to understand that this was happening. I was eating dinner with One Direction and I was acting kind of normal. And that crazy thing that I had already talked to Harry on the phone, like I said crazy. That made me think about why I actually was here. I realized that this all seemed a little fishy. "Wait a minute..." They all turned to me, all but Louis who was looking at his phone.

"Yeah? What is it love?" Niall spoke and I couldn't help but smile at his accent.

"I called you because I wanted the room you were renting out..." I looked at Harry and he smiled. "Seriously?" I raised my eyebrows and my face looked shocked.

"Yeah." My mouth flew open and I just stared at Harry as he began to speak again. "Louis and I need someone to stay at our flat for the time we are gone. Watch my cat and keep everything in order."

"Okay..."

"We actually checked you up..." I shook my head and sighed. "But nothing came up so if you want to we want to offer you the room." He smiled largely and I smiled back to him. I looked at Louis who was still playing with his phone and I sighed.

"You don't have to decide right now. We can spend the evening getting to know each other and then you can decide!" Zayn spoke up and sounded happy about his brilliant idea. I laughed and looked at him with a big smile on my lips.

"And you get to weigh in on whether or not I get to move in?" He looked at me an almost mocking stare and clicked his tongue.

"We all do honey." I laughed and the waiter walked into the room with our drinks. As soon as we all got them I looked at Harry and waited for him to try his.

"This looks like something a child drinks." His nose scrunched up a little and he looked like a little kid. I laughed and pushed the glass closer to him.

"Thinking about the amount of alcohol in that thing, that is no drink for children." He looked at me with skeptical eyes. "Ugh! Just try it already!" He sighed and sipped the drink with the same skeptical look. When he sat the glass down on the table he looked at me in defeat.

"That was delicious." He sighed and shook his head. "And it doesn't even taste anything like the other drinks I've had before." I laughed and pushed my chair back.

"Yeah well I know my drinks. Next I think you should try an Orgasm, ironically there is milk in that one too." I was amazed at the words coming out of my mouth but it felt natural. I stood up and smiled at the boys. "I'm just gonna go visit the little girls room." They all nodded and wished me good luck as I walked laughing out of the room.

I peed quickly and washed my hands before starting to walk back to the room we sat in. When I got to the door I heard them having a conversation inside and decided to listen a little before walking inside.

"You're acting like a nerd, Lou!" Harry whispered. He sounded a little mad.

"So? I don't feel like talking a lot tonight." Louis sounded sad and I felt bad. It felt like it was my fault.

"You have to talk to her if she is going to take the spare room." I heard someone grunt and realized it was Louis.

"Yeah well I will deal with that in the future! Can't you let me have one bad night?" A chair was pushed back so hard it fell to the ground and steps were heard. I panicked and didn't know where to hide. Before I could figure that out Louis had stormed out of the room and slammed the door hard behind him. I stood there staring at him as he rubbed his face. He obviously didn't know I was there. Finally he sighed and looked up to see me staring at him. He kept his gaze steady as he just stood there. I swallowed harsh and felt really scared.

"If you don't want me to take the room I will find something else." My voice was barely a whisper as I felt like a small child underneath his judgmental eyes. His eyes flashed with more anger as he stepped closer to me.

"How I am acting tonight has nothing to do with you. Understand?" I could barely nod. "Good. Just take the room, okay? You won't find anything better and neither will we." He sighed and walked towards the toilets. I felt my body shake as I tried to pull myself together. He might be the funny one, but he scared the living shit out of me.

Notes

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Comments

@kaylabear
Oh this means the world to me! The story is finished and I'm trying to edit it into a book since it is some of the most emotional stuff I have ever written. Thank you so much for reading this! :)

I have to say I love this story! I did once have a physically and verbally abusive relationship and it is hard to open back up! I love how you are bring awareness to this and how it is hard cause you do believe it is your fault! I love Jo and love how I relate to her! Please keep writing :)

This fic.......wow. I've been reading it for a while and I just fell in love with it completely! I'm about to read e sequal, which I can't wait to read! But I thought I should just let you know how brilliant and well written this story is.

@BriLovesStyles
I can't even tell you how much you personally mean to me now! This comment isn't only making my heart swell, it made me cry when I read it! I don't always like my own writing my I post because of people like you, and it truly means the world that you like it!
I will continue to write for as long as I live and I will continue to post stuff just for you and for people like you! Thank you love, and I love you! <3