Jana’s POV
I hesitated as I touched the lock on the door. I knew Niall was still out there, despite the fact that he kept talking or singing or sighing, or anything really, the beam of light that crept under the door was halfway blocked by him, and I just knew he wouldn’t leave.

‘’Please. Jana, baby please.’’ He was practically whining now, but I understood because he has been outside the door for at least three hours now, begging and pleading for me to just say something, but of course I didn’t because I’m not ready.

Well, then I wasn’t. But now, I think I might be, not too sure, but I might be.

I surprised myself completely when I turned the lock. I exhaled, not even realizing I had been holding my breath for so long. As I grip the handle, I think of everything that’s ever happened to me and Niall.

The memories speeding by in seconds, I could hardly see it in my head, but yet I knew each one perfectly well and detailed. From day one, to just a moment ago. I know it all, I remember it all. Because in the end, I will never forget it.

I will never forget us. Because, in reality, Niall’s the best thing that ever happened to me. He changed me for the better, he took me for my worse, and he offered me the best. And that’s exactly what he continues to do day after day.

And no stupid bruise or yell could change that, no one and nothing. I promised him forever. He promised me forever. And right now, its hardly December.. so therefore, forever is still a while away..

I twist the handle and pull the door open. I look down to see the top of his head, he had been sitting there for a long while now. I think I took him by more shock than I did myself because he quickly hurried to his feet and brushed the wrinkles off his shirt.

He rolls in those beautiful, perfect lips of his. I hear him gulp, which was exactly what I just did. I stare at his face, his eyes are puffy and red. His cheeks are stained with tears. His eyes show pain, he looked just like I did. Its what crying and grief do to you, trust me.

‘’I’m sorry.’’ He whispers gently. I just stand there, my eyes leaving his and I stare at my hands. ‘’You know she-‘’ ‘’Please.. don’t.’’ I whisper under my breath, not too sure if he heard it but I knew he did.

‘’Its behind us, all of that is behind us now. I just want you.. and I want you to know that I love you, okay?’’ Niall’s hand reaches out towards mine and I don’t stop him at all, I just let him do whatever it is he wanted. Because I knew it would be gentle.

Like I figured, he gently grabbed my hand and pulled me to him. I sigh in relief as he puts his hands on my waist as I lie my head against his chest. He rests his chin on top of my head once my arms were wrapped around him.

‘’I love you, baby.’’ He whispers gently. ‘’I love you too..’’ I reply, my voice slightly muffled by his shirt. ‘’I uh, explained.. it.. to everyone. Sel’s.. been crying too, because she thought she.. she over done it.’’ He tells me.

‘’Where’s she at?’’ I mumble. ‘’In the loft.. Harry tried to go in there but the door was locked.’’ He sighs out. Broken hearts think alike, okay that was immature, I didn’t try to put it that way, but still..

‘’As for the others.. they um.. they’re just.. sitting down there. Mom’s got the baby.. that’s all I really know.’’ He says. I nod a little before squeezing him one last time before leaning back.

‘’You okay?’’ He asks in a mumble. ‘’Yeah..’’ I nod lightly. Me and Niall had the same idea in mind, I realized this the moment I leaned up and he leaned down, our lips met and it was perfect, amazing, wonderful..

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Ten minutes after Niall and I kissed, I had the idea to go and check on Selena, hope she’s okay. I stand outside the door of the loft, not too sure if she was going to let me in or not. But I try.

‘’Selena?’’ I knock on the door a few times. ‘’Can we.. talk?’’ I ask, a few more knocks. The door opens suddenly and I smile lightly, what a relief! ‘’Hey.’’ She mumbles, wiping her eyes. I didn’t even bother to fix my appearance, I didn’t care.

‘’Look.. its okay. You didn’t.. over do anything. You just misunderstood, and its okay.’’ I assure her with a slight smile. ‘’No, Jana. I was stupid and immature. I got in your personal business and I.. I just.. I’m stupid.’’ She sighs out, shaking her lightly from side to side.

‘’No Selena, you’re not stupid. You’re a good friend and that’s all that matters. You cared enough to do something, and I love knowing that.’’ My eyes stare into hers, and I felt the feeling of care. I knew she was just trying to protect me, and I loved knowing that. I really did.

‘’Okay.. I.. I’m sorry though, I really am.’’ She sighs one last time. ‘’I’m sorry for not explaining it. But it’s okay, it’s all behind us now.’’ I smile gently as she smiles too. ‘’What do we do now?’’ She asks, smiling.

‘’Whatever normal people do I guess.’’ I shrug, laughing a tad. ‘’So.. a hug?’’ She asks, holding her arms out. ‘’Of course.’’ I laugh along with her as we hold each other tight. It was nice to realize that Selena was a true friend, and I love it. I really, really do.

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Niall’s POV
Jana and I come into the living room, hand in hand. It suddenly gets quiet, everyone looks at us. I just smile before squeezing her hand and heading towards the couch. Its been a crazy day, but its good to know it will be love in the end.

‘’So, um. Everything okay?’’ Mom asks me as I sit down beside her. ‘’Mmhm, never better.’’ I smile gently as I release Jana’s hand and reach for my baby. ‘’No, no.. you can wait.’’ Mom smiles lightly at me.

‘’C’mon please, I wanna hold him. He’s mine!’’ I whine lightly. ‘’Oh gosh, here Niall.’’ She smiles and rolls her eyes at me as I take Tristan from her and get him situated in my arms. ‘’I missed you, buddy.’’ I whisper lightly as he looks up at me, crinkling that little, adorable nose of his.

‘’Daddy! Daddy!’’ I heard Tori yelling as she ran down the stairs. ‘’Tori, don’t run down the stairs.’’ Jana reminds her. But of course she wouldn’t listen. Finally, which didn’t take her long since she was running, she reached me for whatever reason it was.

‘’Is Mommy okay now?’’ She asks me. ‘’Yeah, Mommy’s fine. Go play with Taylor or whatever.’’ I sigh out as I wink at her. She giggles a little and rolls her eyes, ‘’Ew no! Taylor’s weird.’’ ‘’So are you, now go.’’ Jana adds in and before long Tori had made her way to the stairs again.

‘’You’re weird too.’’ I say as I look over at Jana. She smiles as I smirk at her. ‘’You’re weirder.’’ She laughs lightly. ‘’You’re all weird. Don’t doubt it.’’ Harry says and everyone just laughs.

‘’But weird is good, and I love weird.’’ I say to Jana and she just blushes. ‘’Well I love you, so I love weird too.’’ She laughs lightly at me. ‘’Yep, no doubt!’’ ‘’Shut up Harry!’’ Jana laughs out as he continues to nag about it.

But hey, weird is good, so yeah.. I love it.

Notes

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