2:57 a.m.

Niall’s POV
‘’Niall!’’ Jana screams so loud I thought she was going to bust all of our eardrums out. ‘’Shh baby, its okay. I’m right here.’’ I say, trying to help as much as possible. This was all I could do at the moment, just assure her that its all going to be worth it in the end, because it will be.

‘’Fuck!’’ Jana yells, the contractions were a minute long, and three minutes apart. ‘’C’mon honey, keep it up. He should be ready soon.’’ The doctor tells her. ‘’Aye, how long will it take exactly?’’ I ask curious to know, for Jana’s sake.

And for Harry’s, he looks pretty worn out already, thanks to Jana’s professional worthy grip on his hand. It doesn’t hurt me, that’s because I can’t feel it. I can just squeeze back and hope she can feel it in return.

“Depends on the baby, I can’t give you an answer.’’ He sighs out. I roll my eyes, he’s a douche. ‘’Ni…’’ Jana mumbles. ‘’Yeah baby?’’ I ask. But just as I did, the contract hit like a bitch.

‘’FUCK!’’ Jana yells. ‘’Shh.. its okay baby.. Just a few more seconds.’’ I assure her as she squirms and groans to herself. ‘’Its alright Jana, calm down.’’ I try again, and finally she stops and takes a few deep breathes.

‘’I.. I was gonna say… that we’re never.. having.. sex.. again.’’ She sighs a little. ‘’I doubt that.’’ Harry laughs a little. ‘’Me too.’’ I smirk as Jana looks up at me and gives me that ‘I fucking hate you’ look that I get when she’s mad, I get it quite often actually.

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Time went by, we were five ours in. I was tired and getting ready to pass out. Harry was forcing himself to keep his eyes open. And Jana was hanging in there, she was yelling and gripping every other minute now so me and Harry got our wake up calls quick and unexpected for most part.

I had left for a slight three minutes about an hour ago to go check in on Sel and the kids. She was lying on the couch in the waiting room with Tori lied on her legs, Tori’s head resting on her thigh, and with Taylor on the upper half of her body, almost asleep.

I kissed them, talked for a minute, caught Selena up with things, gave my kids a hug and one last good bye kiss and assured them that Mommy was okay. And before I even knew it, I had returned to find Harry turning purple.

Jana had to squeeze extra hard since I wasn’t there, so he was almost dead for sure. But he’s alright, unfortunately. I’m kidding, he’s fine.I called my mom too, she said she would fly in tomorrow afternoon after she changed her ticket or whatever.

My dad and my brother won’t be able to make it until three days. Selena told Liam, him and Sophia are on a plane right now. I messaged Jana’s mom, just to tell her that Jana was in labor and was doing and all that.

Let me remind you and myself, Jana hates her ‘Mother’ only because she literally was never a mother to her. She was never around, she left, she didn’t care. And she waited too late to show back up.

But, for the sake of our kids, Jana still decided to let her be in our lives, sorta. She lives in Arkansas, so she’s not that far from us at all, which Jana hates of course. I think its okay, because the kids don’t have a grandfather and I think Jana knows its best if they have some sort of understanding of it all, or whatever.

I also, being the good husband I am, called Jana’s grandfather and told him. He wished us the best and promised he’d come visit as soon as he could take off of work, along with some family members of Jana’s.

And well, that was basically our ‘family’.

Jana’s been very upset that we don’t talk to Perrie anymore. They were really close. Unfortunately Zayn got into an argument with me and Harry about some petty shit and decided to pack up and go back to London, forcing Perrie with him.

None of us have spoken to them since. Liam also has nothing to do with him, I’m not too sure why. And as for Louis, well lets just say him and I share bad blood. I hate his guts. He called my wife a whore after cussing me out for some stupid little drama shit.

He broke Eleanor’s heart, which even hurt me. That was one of Jana’s close friends and now they hardly talk. Just barely at that. Life is hard, and life is tough. Life sucks at times, and its amazing at times.

But we all must realize what we have while we have it, not after its gone. Louis was one of my best friends for years, and now I can’t dare to think of him. Perrie was like a sister to Jana and I, and now I don’t even hear from her anymore.

It seems as if Liam, Sophia, Harry, and Selena are the only friends we actually have, well as in close friends, best actually. But Louis and Zayn don’t know what they’re missing. Because I have a beautiful life, I have a beautiful family. Harry’s life is getting better. Liam’s living good too, and they’ve missed those things.

Things we were supposed to witness together.. are now things I brag about towards them. And it hurts me to know that I actually thought I cared about them. And it hurts like pure Hell to know that I once thought they were actually my..

Friends.

Notes

so Niall sorta drifted into his thoughts for a while.. it caught you guys up on a lot of unspoken drama though. so i hope you guys love it so far, I will update very soon. The baby's ALMOST HERE!!! ♥♥♥ comment your thoughts!!