Niall’s POV
I tried to regain my strength. I had to admit this. It was slowly killing me, and it had already killed Jana. I can just see it on her face. I take a deep breath then exhale as I look up to see she was staring right at me still, but it helped.

It only helped because when I looked into her beautiful, soft, light blue eyes.. it reminds me of the day I met her, which was the day I fell hard. I fell in love, and I’m not getting back up.

‘’When you.. talk to.. or even.. do anything with.. him.. It just.. drives me completely insane.. It makes me.. feel.. like you don’t.. love.. love me any.. any more.’’ I nervously say, my voice cracking under the pressure.

‘’Who are you talking about?’’ She asks. I gulp gently. But I try to focus on her, and not on the situation itself. I could either ruin my marriage and my entire life or just tell her already.

So, out of the thought of that, I decided to man up and stop being a little cry baby about it.

‘’Harry.’’ I mumble the name like it was a sin to say it any louder.

Jana sighed, closing her eyes for a few seconds before opening them back up. ‘’Niall.. baby..’’ She mumbles as she stands up. She walks the short distance to me and leans down to grab my hands.

‘’Stand up.’’ She sighs. I do as she asks and I stand, squeezing her hands tightly. ‘’Baby.. I don’t love anyone else but you, and you know that. I could never stop loving you. Harry’s just really close to me, and to you, and you know that. So calm down, okay?’’ She says with that beautiful, amazing voice of hers.

‘’I just.. I’m sorry. I’m so fucking stupid.’’ I mumble, looking away from her I shame. I felt so stupid. I am stupid, fucking childish and immature. ‘’No, baby.’’ Jana lets my hands go.

She places her hands on my cheeks and forces me to look at her. She brings me down a little to be closer. I put my hands on her waist as she bites her lip a little. I couldn’t tell if she was nervous or afraid.

‘’You’re not stupid.’’ She whispers lightly, ‘’You’re a guy.. and guys get jealous.. its okay, just calm down okay? I promise I’m not mad. And you’re not stupid.. I love you, okay baby?’’

I nod a little. ‘’Now, stop being like this.. and kiss me.’’ She smirks lightly as she closes her eyes. ‘’My pleasure baby… my pleasure.’’ I close mine too and soon the distance between us was sealed with a kiss.

A nice, slow, warm, sweet kiss.

As she pressed her lips to mine I felt all of the stupid feelings of jealously and regret, anger, madness, all of it just wash away. In my mind I sighed in relief because I knew Jana wasn’t mad. And I was going to be okay.

How could I think she didn’t love me? I mean, God, that was rather stupid of me to think that though. Of course she loves me, or she wouldn’t have married me. She wouldn’t have given herself to me. She wouldn’t be here if she didn’t love me.

‘’Daddy! Mommy!’’ I smile a little against Jana’s lips as I hear my little princess. I open my eyes, but not pulling away from Jana, to see Tori coming down the stairs, a big smile on her face.

I continue on kissing Jana though, I didn’t want to end this moment. Tori made her way to us and wrapped her arms around my leg. ‘’Daddy!’’ She whines. I smirk as I feel Jana’s smile.

Just a few more seconds. The way Jana’s lips tasted and the way her tongue touched mine just calmed me down, and it made me feel amazing and wonderful. I wanted it to last forever, but I knew it couldn’t. One, because we’d have to breath at some point. And two, Tori wasn’t going to give up.‘’Mommy! Daddy!’’ She whines, annoyed.

Finally, Jana pulls away first, leaving me begging for more. Her hands fall from my face and mine move from her waist as Tori slides between us. ‘’I have a question.’’ She smiles as she looks up at me.

‘’What is it baby?’’ I ask, curious myself actually. ‘’When’s the baby getting here?’’ She asks, turning to Jana and placing her hands on Jana’s stomach. ‘’Very soon.’’ Jana smiles lightly.

‘’Okay.. another one.. How’d it get in there?’’ She asks. I freeze as I look at Jana. She smirks and laughs a little. ‘’That’s a question Daddy has to answer.’’ She says as she sits down on the couch.

‘’Okay.. Daddy? The answer please?’’ Tori smiles, batting her eyelashes at me. I gulp a little. This wasn’t supposed to be asked for a few more years, right? I plop down on the couch beside Jana, not too sure how to answer that correctly without saying so much.

‘’Well.. baby.. um.’’ I mumble, but end it with a sigh. ‘’C’mon Daddy.. tell her.’’ Jana says as I put my arm around her and she lies her head on my shoulder. Great, this makes me it worse because now I’m getting some feelings in the lower part of my body, thanks Jana. Thanks.

Tori climbs onto my lap and sits on my thigh as she faces me, smiling bright and awaiting her answer. ‘’Well.. you see.. when a Mommy and a Daddy love each other so much.. they um.. they kiss and.. boom! The baby’s in the Mommy’s tummy.’’ I smile, hoping this worked.

‘’But.. you and Mommy kiss all the time. And you’re only getting one baby, right?’’ Tori asks, furrowing her eyebrows. Great, now I’ve confused her, and myself a little. ‘’No.. well.. its more than kissing.’’ I sigh.

‘’Well what else is it?’’ She asks curiously. ‘’Well.. um.. the Daddy.. um he, uh..’’ I gulp loudly. ‘’Be honest Daddy, be honest.’’ Jana mumbles lightly. I roll my eyes, annoyed that she’s making me do this alone.

‘’Well.. you see..’’

Notes

Awkward cliff hanger..... :)

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--B