OH SHITT

Ariana


After seeing Demi like that, it just broke my heart! She doesn’t deserve this, nobody does, but time will heal. Yeah, it’s been a year and it may seem long ago, but a wound so big, takes time to heal, lots of time.


There will always be something bringing up those memories and it will always make her upset, but she will learn to deal with it better if she gets used to it a bit more, with time. I think she needs somebody to love her and it will help take her mind off of things, but she would never agree to it.


“You should become a psychologist.” “Really, you think so?” “Wait, WTF?!! Did I say that out loud?” “Nope.” “ Then how…you…why…what?” I said\ asked half confused. “Oh, wait, you read my mind, didn’t you?” “Yup.”


She said popping the P. “I don’t really mind you doing that, though…” “I know. I read your mind without wanting to, it’s like you flirt without wanting to, it’s a habit.” I punched her on her arm in a playful way, even though I knew she only made a joke.


“I was just kidding, you don’t flirt… you flaunt!” She said smiling like an idiot in love, even though that’s not even the topic. I didn’t even care if she made jokes like that, she’s smiling and that’s makes me smile too.


“Awe, your so sweet Ariana.” She said smiling again and giving me a hug, but its more like a squeeze to death and me returning the hug without a squeeze because I know I can’t hurt her even if I wanted to or tried, it’s a total waste of time.


I looked over to her only to see her smirking once again and I knew she read my mind again! “Fuck, im going back to sleep!” I said mumbling, hoping she would hear but who am I to think Demi won’t hear me! That’s the joke of the year. Demi


After I ‘pissed’ my friend off, I climbed out of bed and had a brilliant idea that will make her more pissed! Im a genius, this will be so epic! I went to get a camera and some KFC (her favorite.) After I got that gathered, I made a song up to wake her with.


What a great way to wake a friend up, don’t you think? I agree, it’s the best way to wake her up specially when she isn’t a morning person and I can’t wait to play this video on her wedding day… I stood next to her bed with my guitar and the video camera hiding behind a corner where it can tape everything.


“Its time to get up in the morning, in the morning, morning. Got MacDonald’s breakfast for you, or any other brand. I drove to miles to get it, so now you get up and eat it, you’re a crazy little selfish girl… so you got to get up, time to get up, get up, time to get up, its time to get up, up up. Its time to get up.”


I said screaming it on the top of my lungs! “Im at a Nando’a trying to come home, all of my change I spent of food, where has my socks gone Ari it all wrong, where is the food I made for two?” I sang loudly, while holding my laugh in. She kept snoring and tossing and turning, clearly irritated by this!


“If alarm clocks did exist, then you would probably be up eating fish, and all those boys are full of shitt, one more fucking guy and you’ll get sick, oooh.” “You turn you back on Demi but you forgot lovato, I gave you my food to borrow, but now im taking it away, I can’t expect you to sleep late, you can’t expect me to...”


Before I could go on, I got hit my pillow witch caused me to back away a bit, but I've got yet another plan. "Oh Ariana, you want me to show the tape to those guys?” “What tape?’ I stayed quiet knowing she will realize it at any moment now… “Shitt you better not!!!” She said annoyed, jumping out of bed, chasing after me.


“Na nana na na, you can’t catch me, Na nana na na, you can’t get me!” I said teasing her. After a while she got tired and sat down panting. “Well. Can I get a good morning?” I said laughing. “Well, good morning, don’t you ever show that to them!” “I wont, it was just to get you up, there is no tape.” Her face went pale.


“Im going back to bed.” “So you want me to make a tape of you snoring?” “Fine, ill get up and stay up, you win!” “Well, get ready, were going out, to the park!” “And, why do you want to go to the park at 6 am in the fucking morning?”


“You know in less than a month I’m auditioning for X-Factor?” She nodded her head in response thinking that she knows what im going to say next… “And I need inspiration?” “Please don’t tell me you need a park to choose a song!?” “Im not choosing a song im…”


(She cut me off.) “Then how will you participate?” “I’m going to write a song, dumbass!” I said rolling my eyes at my genius friend on my left side, looking into the mirror inspecting her and dressing up.


After we both got ready we arrived at the part 10 minutes later and I got my I-pod out to start recording for new ideas and suddenly Ariana standing in the mirror thingy magingy got me an idea. It all just came floating to me like I already know the song.


* New song *


Mamma, mamma, mamma made me the way I am, my face my eyes, someone tell me up im speaking my mind. And I , and I, I’ve been wasting a lot of time, looking in mirrors and hating on me but now I like what I see. I know, I know, I’ll never be perfect, I know, I know, but im gonna work it, let go, let go, put your new shoes on a new you on…


(Chores )


We are who we are who we are, pretty is just a pretty word, and im gonna shine like a star, cause im the only me in this world. Throw away the books and the magazines im never gonna look like a beauty-queen, we are who we are who we are, (and im just doing me just doing me. X2)


I didn’t get any more because s clap interrupted me. “Wonderful, Demi” Ariana said smiling. “Sounds okay?” “It’s better than okay, Demi, its award winning.” “And the crowd goes wild.” I laughed, faking that im the crowd… Once again, she got a call and went home, or to wherever…


I decided to go to the beach and write on over there, since there isn’t people there today. I sat down and went on…


Mamma, mamma, mamma make me the way I am, she told me I, should look up on the world with my head held high, and I , and I, I’ve been wasting a lot of time, looking in mirrors and hating on me but now I like what I see. I know, I know, I’ll never be perfect, I know, I know, but im gonna work it, let go, let go, put your new shoes on a new you on…


We are who we are who we are, pretty is just a pretty word, and im gonna shine like a star, cause im the only me in this world. Throw away the books and the magazines im never gonna look like a beauty-queen, we are who we are who we are, (and im just doing me just doing me. X2)


I know, I know, I’ll never be perfect, I know, I know, but im gonna work it, let go, let go, put your new shoes on a new you on… We are who we are who we are, pretty is just a pretty word, and im gonna shine like a star, cause im the only me in this world. Throw away the books and the magazines im never gonna look like a beauty-queen, we are who we are who we are, (and im just doing me just doing me. X2)


And im just doing me just doing me. X2


After I was done yet another person clapped their hands. This time not Ariana, it was a rather muscular guy… One of the guys I saw at the gym and they called him LIAM! He was sitting really close to me. “Um, thanks…” I said getting shy.


“You’re really great! Who is the writer, I’ve never heard of it before.” “ Oh, you know, just some girl...” “Oh, that girl is good; this song has the most beautiful lyrics.” I almost said thanks, but remembered that if I said that, it would blow my cover. “Im, Demi Lovato.” “Im, Liam.” “Nice to meet you, Liam. What brings you here?”


“Oh, this may sound weird, but I just enjoy the fresh air and getting away from life even if it’s only for an hour or so...” “Wow, that’s cute. I come here very often to relax, but usually urly in the morning to watch the sunrise and in the evening to watch the sunset. It is really fascinating.”


“ I agree.” “ I have to go, but you seem like a really cool guy, I’d like to get to know you better to be your friend, here is my number.” I gave him my number, before walking away without another word, not letting him reply, but instead, letting his head spin or think, like I always do.


Ariana


Today I realized that the word bed actually looked like a bed! Today I’m so tired, I just want my bed, but I want to keep making sure that Demi is okay, after all, today is his birthday… She must remember that stars can’t shine without darkness and I’m 100% sure that she will nail it at her audition.


I won’t be there, because I’ll be at my parent’s house having a party to celebrate my birthday and she will be in UK. I know she feels guilty for not being able to be there, but I’ll have plenty more birthdays to come. She has a beautiful voice and she is so talented, singing, dancing, reading and other things too.


Although I must admit that im pretty god with dancing I and she promised that if she gets famous, she will hire me as her background dancer etc… I got a bag of chips out and suddenly Demi appeared out of nowhere, like she always does. She grabbed the chips and opened it up.


“Doesn’t matter, It would only make me fat, enjoy.” I said laughing and rolling my eyes playfully at her behavior. As she opened it up, her face went pale. “All my life I thought that air was free, until I opened this bag of chips.” I laughed at her comment and she gave a weird look as if to ask why im laughing?


“Sometimes you make jokes without realizing it.” Finally after realizing what she said, she too began laughing herself and me joining in soon after. We sat down and watched Grace together…


After tow hours have passed, the movie has finished and I soon realized that Demi have got her hunger back, because throughout the whole movie all she did was eat and eat. “Arii?” I nodded my head in response as to let her know that she can go on…


“You want to know why I am still single.” Once again, I nodded my head, a yes… “Im single because: I already have food. People are confusing as fuck. Im never good enough. The person I like never likes me back or dies. “That’s a really good quote.”


“Well, thank you, I already wrote it down.” “You like making up cute quotes.” “Yeah, I love it.” “Can I ask you something?” “Mm?” “When will you move on?”


“What’s Mickey without Minnie, what’s piglet without pooh, what’s Donald without daisy, that’s me without him. When Ariel doesn’t sing, and Poohbear hates honey, when tiger stops bouncing and goofy isn’t funny. When Dumbo's ears are small, when Hollywood’s light start to dim, that’s when ill stop loving him.


I had a few tears in my eyes, listening to that. “That’s wonderful, write it down.” “I did.” “When?” “I did it over there, at the table while saying it.” “Oh, your powers…” “Yup.” She said cheerful. “I wonder why it’s so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring and good-looking…” “Because those men already have boyfriends.”


I laughed with her on her comment, that’s so true. She always has a smart answer, always! “It’s hard to find a friend who is 96 % talented, 97 % funny, 98 % loving, 99 % intelligent and 100 % sweet…


So don’t you dare lose me, Ariana!” “ Ha-Ha, are you sure you weren’t talking about me?” “ 100 % positive.” She said with a wink. “When will you stop loving me, Ariana?” “When a mute guy tells a deaf guy, that a blind guy, saw a legless guy walk on water.”


“Awe, I wrote that down for you…” She hugged me and then said. “We are best friends, right?” “Duhh…” “So always remember that when you fall I pick you up, after I finished laughing.” “Ill be laughing with you!” “Are you on your period?” “Why?” “I smell...”


“Don’t- finish- your- sentence!!” “I guess, that’s a yes…” “Girls are superheroes” “how so?” “Who else can bleed for 5 days straight and not die?” “That’s a good one!”

We made

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