(Tasman’s P.O.V)

It has been officially a week now since Harry and his mum came over to our house. The week flew by quite fast and of course I had to explain everything to my friends. I didn’t go into details of course but they got the idea of what our relationships is like. Harry without a doubt got on with the guys faster than the speed of light which I am really happy about.

The guys and of course everyone else loves him. Despite his ‘Bad Boy’ image or his mysterious aurora, Harry is actually one of the most carrying guys out there and he is definitely one of the few guys that are important in my life. It’s pretty crazy how far we’ve come in our relationship, I don’t exactly know what we are at the moment but we are not ‘friends’ that’s for sure.

“Tass could you go and get my football boots in my room,” Jackson yelled at me as I made my way downstairs. “Please?” he pouted once he saw that I wasn’t going to follow his demands. “You are so lazy,” I commented but went and grab his boots anyway. I am a nice older sister.

My brother is sort of like a nerd but he is one of those adorable nerds. Even though he is annoying as hell, he can be mature at times and his room is far more spotless then mine.

He is a kid but boy; this kid is definitely a neat freak. Looking at his room makes me feel bad about my own room because it is cleaner than mine. Everything is in place, not a single thing out of order.

“Here you go lazy butt,” I handed him his boots while he was eating one of his afternoon snacks. “You are lucky to have a sister like me,” I grinned at him and he rolled his eyes at me. “How dare you…..not even a thank you?” I tried to glare at him but failed miserably.

Just when he was about to reply the doorbell rang, “got to go….Harry’s here,” he pushed me out of the way enthusiastically. Yes! Harry finally finds a time to teach Jackson how to play soccer….well football. I am happy to see how eager my brother is and how much he admired Harry for offering this to him.

“Sup little man….keen for our first training session?” a familiar deep raspy voice filled the hallway. I couldn’t hear what Jackson replies were but it made Harry laughed. “Hayyi…Hayyi….coming to play with Mr Cuddles and me?” Lily all of a sudden appeared into the lounge room looking overly excited.

It’s crazy how much my siblings love Harry. It’s like they actually like him more then they like me. “Hey princess,” Harry cooed and I decided to go and say hi to him as well. It’s always makes me smile seeing Harry with my little siblings, the scene is just too dam adorable.

“You are so weird,” Harry poked my cheeks and I didn’t even realize that I was actually day dreaming. “What?” I asked not knowing what the hell he is talking about. “You are just smiling very creepily,” he chuckled and I punched his shoulder. “Is it just the three of you here?” Harry asked as he and Jackson made their way to the backyard.

“Yeah….well you know dad is still at the coffee shop and mum had some emergency meeting,” I notified him and he nodded. “What are you doing this afternoon?” he questioned out of the bloom and I gave him a strange look. “Why?” I asked slowly while raising my left eyebrow.

“You and Lily both can join us with football practice,” he replied and chuckled at weird look that I through at him. “No way…has she sucks,” Jackson whined and I glared at him. “You are just jealous that I am better then you,” I sassed. It was true, I used to play soccer a long time ago, I wasn’t one of the top players but I know I can play better then Jackson.

“Bring it on sis…..we will let Harry be the judge of that,” he fought back. I glanced over at Harry and he was just smiling at our interaction. “O.k…we will see what coach Styles be the judge of who is better aye,” I winked at Harry with a smirk on my face. The shock on his face is quite priceless.

(Harry’s P.O.V)


I was shocked when Tass winked at me…let a long smirked at me. This girl will be the death of me. Why does she have to wear those shorts-short and a tank top? I bet she doesn’t even know how hot she looks at the moment.

“Like what you see Styles….you should take a photo because it last longer,” she repeated my words. That’s a really good idea….might as well.

“What…you are actually going to take a photo of me?” she asked in surprised and I chuckled at her reaction. “You said to take a photo….might as well because it does last longer,” I winked at her while taking a snap of her and she gasped out loud.

“You know what….I take back what I said before,” Jackson whined and I had completely forgotten about the football practice because I was too drawn towards Tasman. “Tass….you are distracting Harry and I don’t want my innocent eyes to witness your flirtations,” he shook his head as if he was disappointed in us.

“What? I didn’t do anything…” Tass started but it seems that Jackson was not having it as he shove her back into the house. Wow! He sure does act like an older brother after all…..even though he is a lot younger. But if I was in his shoes I would do the same thing.

“Ughhh….my sister is annoying,” he said grumpily while looking at my direction.“Yeah she can be sometimes….but I think she is cool,” I commented and it was true. I find Tass extremely fascinating. “I have to tell her to stay in her room every time you come and teach me football from now on,” he stated to himself almost.

“What? Why?” I asked confused by his statement. “She distracts you Harry….it is obvious and I know how hard it is to ignore the girl you like when she is near you,” he said quietly. Wow….where is this little man going at?

“Hang on a minute…..you have a crush on someone don’t you?” I asked cheekily and his face flushed. “No I don’t…..I am just saying that my sister is a distraction….well when you are trying to teach me football anyway….because you were staring at her the whole time,” he told me and he was right I guess.

“Just so you know….if you need any advice with girl problem….you can always come to me,” I smiled at him and now his face is as red as tomato. I laughed at his reaction.

Whoever his got a crush on must be his first crush by the look of how he is reacting to my statement. It reminded me of when I had my first crush on my first love.

The old memories flooded back without me able to control it and a wave of suffering run through me. Even though over these couple of week Tasman and I are become very close I don’t exactly know what we are at the moment.

I know Tass is not the type of people who would do ‘Friends with Benefits’ thing. I don’t see her like that either, she is someone I care about so much and one of the most special people I’ve ever met.

But I am not sure if I am ready to be in a relationship again. I am not sure if I could commit to something that can break you not physically but emotionally.

I know Tasman would never hurt me but there are always doubts. Once she knows my background and my history….would she ever look at me the same way again….that is the real question.

I have too many strings from my past that pulls me back into the dark and I am not sure if Tass will able to handle it. I don’t want to drag her into my dark past either because she in living in a world full of brightness.

She also doesn’t deserve any of my gloominess in her world. She doesn’t deserve someone like me. She deserves someone better.

Notes

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