Scars

*Casy's P.O.V*
"what do you want to talk about Luke" I whine as I enter his room. Luke called me in the middle of the night saying he wanted to talk. we begin school next week so I'm trying hard not to stay up too late. "Um..I-I...Fuck this is harder than I thought" he mumbled. I stepped closer to him. "what is it Luke" I ask scared at what it truly is. "I have to go on tour next week...for three months" he says quitly. "oh" I say. "but...I want you to come" he says.

It felt like time stopped. he just asked me if I wanted to go on tour with him. "Luke..I cant just throw my school away" I say slowly. "yes you can, I am, so is Calum and-" Luke says but I cut him off. "no I cant" I snap. it came out a lot ruder than I thought. "please" he begged lowering his voice. "Luke, just...UGH" I scream I was frustrated with him. "just what" he asks scooting closer to me.

"nothing just.....I'll try" I say lowering my voice. "thank you" he said grabbing my face and bringing it closer to his as our lips touched. I felt the spark every single time this happened. I hope he does too. he smiled into the kiss as I sat in hip lap. "you do know I love you right" he questions pulling away. "yes I do" I giggle trying to hold in all the blushing that was happening. "and I love you" I say bringing a quick kiss.

I go to the other side of Luke and lay down. before I knew it my eyes shut and I drifted to sleep with the sound of Luke humming in my ear.

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I woke up to Lukes soft breath against my neck. "good morning princess" he whispers in my ear and I smile. "you've been watching me sleep you creep" I state playfully slapping his arm. "sorry" he giggle. "your just so beautiful when you sleep" he says planting a soft kiss against my fourhead. "I never want this to end" he says. "what is 'this'." I ask "this" he says refuring to us. "me too" I say and kiss his jawline.

"I want to make a promise right here right now" Luke says sitting up bringing me up with him. "I promise, I will forever love you no matter what time, day, whatever I will forever love you even if we are broken up I will love you because Casy, you make me feel this way no one and I mean no one has ever made me feet, its like whenever I'm around you I feel so uneasy and it sucks because I just want to be the best for you, you never fail to make me laugh or smile when I feel like shit or just anytime, I love you so much that I fucking hate you because I cant stop thinking of you no matter what I do sometimes on stage I just imagine that you are in the crowd slowly tapping your feet along to the music, and I cant stay fucking focused on anything I mess up on stage because I'm just thinking of you, Casy, I love you so fucking much that it hurts me" he says but by this point I was in tears.

"Luke I Love you so much you have no idea" I say and kiss him.

Notes

okay IM CRYING RN
anyways sorry I did not update yesterday
things happened....
I was with a bunch of friends and then I got drunk so...
sorry not sorry