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Scars

{chapter 22}

*Lena's P.O.V*
today is my 4 month check up and I couldn't be happier to find out the sex of my baby. (this is Lena's tummy http://www.polyvore.com/lenas_belly/set?id=155072132). I haven't got that much bigger but still pretty big. I feel awkward taking Cal to this check up. I know he said he loves me but it's not true, I see the way he looks at Casy. his eye's light up, he always has a smile, but when it comes to me just a look he gives the boys.

I look one last time at the outfit I had on. (http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_16/set?id=155071698). "Cal I'm ready" I scream getting my bag and heading out the room. he smile's lightly. "Cal?" I ask as we got in the car. "yes" he said starting the car and began to drive off. "C-can I talk to you later" I ask slowly. "sure" he said lightly probably scared at what I had to say. I don't want this baby out of his life but I don't want him in mine.

we get to the hospital and sign in. I got my fare share of weird looks. "Lena Irwin" the nurse called and we followed her in the back. "hey sweetie, can you please lay down and lift up your shirt for me" The doctor asks. I do as said and she puts the gel on top of my baby bump. she moved the stick that was connected to the monitor. she smiles at the screen. "would you like to know the gender" she asks and we shake our heads yes.

"A happy baby boy" She says and tears began to fall down my face. a baby boy. I cant do this, I cant break up with Calum. the doctor leaves and I clean up the gel. "Calum a baby boy" I cheered looking up at him as he kissed me. "I really like you, Lena" Cal said in my neck. "like" I repeated. he pulled away. "I just realized I don't love you, not yet" he says and I nod I understood. even if he doesn't love me I love him.

"And I have a surprise for you when we get to your house" Cal smirked. I smiled slightly. I was hurt at the fact that he didn't love me but I guess it was okay. we left shortly after getting the pictures back. when we reached my house no one was home. Cal ran up the stairs and I followed walking. when I got up there he had his laptop held out so I could see. "I-its our new house" he said. he bought a house....

"Cal I don't know what to say" I say. "Its okay its a lot to think about but we only have a month before school starts again and we go on tour for three months" he says and I sigh. "my mom wont be happy with it but I guess I'll quit school" I say plopping down on the bed. "wow Lena you don-" he say but I cut him off. "yes I do" I say walking out. I needed air. I walked back and forth in the bathroom.

I went to the toilet and began throwing up. "Cal" I screamed. he came in with a sad look on his face. "I'm sorry" is all I could get out before I began sobbing. Mood swings and throwing up all the time sucks. I hate being pregnant. not to mention my boobs hurt every five minutes. this is one hell of a roller coster ride.