Save Me From Myself

I walk home and it had started to snow. It was quite beautiful. The snow was sticking to the tree limbs and the grass.

I need to quickly get home so i can hide some bruises i got today. some girl thought it would be funny to try to start a fight with me today. She had punched and kicked, scratched, etc. My lip was busted open i had a bruise on my right cheekbone and a cut on my forehead.

I got to my drive way. Oh shit my mom is home. I quickly walked in and tried to get past her.


"Hey baby how was school today?" She yelled from the kitchen.

"It was fine" i yelled back

'Come here i got a letter from your cousins in the mail today, you know the ones that live in australia?" She said flipping through the letters. I was looking just around the door way were i could see her but she couldn't see me. She walked out and saw me. SHe studied my face and was in shock.

"What happened?!?!" she said taking my chin in her hand. i winced at the pain. I think i hit my head on the floor or something.

"I fell in the weight room today" I said

"What did you fall on?" She had a worried look on her face like she wasn't believing me.

"We were going to bench and i was going to spot for emma and i tripped an a weight that was on the floor and hit my face on the bar that was in the resting place on bench" i rambled making it up on the spot.

"Well why didn't the school notify me of your clumsiness today?" She asked going towards the laundry bin to fold her laundry.

"I had it under control" I explained

"okay well go get your homework done" She had sent me up stairs.

I set my bags down and went to my phone. i started to go through tumblr, wattpad, youtube, and then i went to an app call yic yak. It is an anonymous app where anyone can post anything and no one will know who they are. I opened it up and started to go through the yacs. there were some stupid ones and then there were some cute ones talking about the boyfriends and girlfriends, but then there are the ones directed towards me.

charlie is such a slut i heard she had an abortion

charlie should just move to wisconsin because thats were the cows belong

charlie is such a mother fucking whore she stole my boyfriend from me

this little mother fuck worthless piece of shit charlie will never be loved by anybody, she should just die the world would be better off without her

that charlie girl deserves to be kicked around a little more. it will show her how worthless she is!

come one charlie if you need to know already every one hates you the world was so much better without you.

"Honey dinner time" my mother yelled from down stairs

"I'll eat later im going to shower" I replied. I grabbed some clothes and my art razor and headed to the bathroom.

I stripped my clothes off and hopped into the hot water. I grab my razor and cut 35 cuts on each leg 5 foreach comment.

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