Save Me From Myself

Charlie's POV

God damnit there is not food in the fridge again. I guess hunter came home after football and ate what was in there.

"MOM" i yelled but i didn't hear a response

i grabbed a piece of paper and a pen an wrote a note for her

hey mom don't forget to grocery shop today! have a good day i love you so much xxx <3

I put my sneakers on and put my leather jacket and backpack on and left for school. I plugged my earbuds in and played my music. The first song that came up was Rejects By 5SOS. I walked out to the road. I really wish someone would just run me over. BUt there is not a chance of that happening in our small town of Sheboygan Wisconsin. A few cars pass me before I get to school.

I opened the doors to see the social groups in school. The popular sporty girls are by the gym doors sitting in a circle with their big duffle bags. THe jocks are sitting in the lunch tables throwing some thing around. the Popular sluts are by them. then you got the marching band kids hanging around the band hallway. Then over to my left you have the druggy gothic kids. Then to my right you have the video game nerds. But for some reason i don't fit in any of those groups i fit in the loner, freaky, fangirl. Yeah im the only one out of this whole school of 178 kids who like 5sos. Well atleast they are like my little secret then.

I go put my stuff in my locker and take out my laptop which is the only thing i need for school i have all my notes books and worksheets on it. I think its cool but its a pain to break the school firewall when they block the stuff like tumblr and stuff like that. But for some reason they don't block twitter or facebook.

I walk through the hallways and people don't give a shit about me unless they feel like they need to bust their self esteem by making fun of me . Its like every fucking person hates me. What have i done to make them hate me.

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