Living With A Monster
Decisions
~Perrie's P.O.V~
"Clara! Oh my gosh what did you do?" I asked, rushing over to her. She had a bandage wrapped around her arm. "I- um- I -oh." She stuttered. After regaining her self, she smiled weakly "Oh, this! it's nothing." She said. I didn't believe her, she's not very good at lying. So I grabbed the bandage and ripped it off. I gasped as I saw the 4 inch cut across her arm. "Clara." I whispered, still looking at her arm. "What have you done?" I asked. "I can explain." She said, her eyes tearing up. "Wait a minute, come sit down." I said, dragging her lightly over to the couch. I ran into the kitchen and made a cup of tea in lightning speed. Jade had called the other girls when we got home, so there were nearly here. When I walked back into the living room, I handed Clara the tea and sat next to her. "What happened darl?" I asked her. "Wait!" Jade said in a hushed tone. "Why?" I asked her. "Wait for the others to get here! We need to talk about this!" She said. I sighed and went to make everyone else some tea. When I'd finished everyone was here. Clara, Jade, Jesy, Leigh-Ann, Elenore and Danielle. "Ok, everyone's here, go one with it." I encouraged, getting back into my seat. "So Karlos, the voice, said nasty things about Niall never loving me and things like that..." She started to tear up. Some of the girls gasped. "And so I asked him what to do to make him leave, so he told me to... you know. Then I did it, and he said something about seeing me again soon. He said he would leave forever, but he lied." She was crying at the end of the sentence. "Oh no darl." I said. "Don't ever do it again! You hear me? We're here for you!" El said. Clara smiled a bit. Good!. "You know what we need?" Danni asked. "What?" Said Jesy. "A sleep over!" Danni exclaimed enthusiastically. Everyone nodded in agreement. "Let's all go to my hotel!" El said. Her hotels were always really fancy! I love it!
When we got there I said "First things first, mattresses!" I said. A tridition with our sleep overs was that we'd pile mattresses on the ground, well more like throw them harshly. We ran to the bedrooms and grabbed all the blankets, pillows and mattresses. After 10 minutes of putting things in different places and fighting over who slept where, we finally settled and started talking. "So El! How're you and Louis?" Jade asked. El blushed. "We're pretty good." "Oooh how good is really good?" Jesy asked. "Very, very good." El replied. "What about you and Zayn?" Leigh-Ann asked me. "We're great! Won't stop skyping me." I giggled. It was true! He skyped me nearly every night, even if it was just to say hi. "What about you and Nia-" El asked Clara, but I stopped her "El!" I said. "What?" She looked confused. Clara laughed at El's dumbstruck look. "El, Niall and I broke up." She said, with no hint of sadness in her voice, yay! "What?! I was totally a Nara shipper!" El said with a pout. "El, I think we all were." Jade said. I suddenly had a thought. Should I tell Niall about Clara? "El, come 'ere. Hurreh!" I shouted, running at her. "Ok, ok, calm down!" She giggled. We walked into her room. "Should we tell Niall about Clara and try get them back together?" Her eyes sparkled "Yes!! YESS!!" She shouted. "Ok, we'll start now. I'll call Niall." "Ok!" She said excitedly. After the fith ring he picked up. "Perrie? Whats up?" He asked. "Niall, it's Clara." He didn't answer for a while "What's wrong?" He asked quietly. "Well, you see..." I hesitated. "She cut herself Niall. As in gat a rasor and cut her arm." El said with a scowl on her face. "El! Are you trying to make him feel bad?!" I half shouted and whispered. "Yes! It's his fault! If he didn't cheat Karlos wouldn't of said it!" She said. She had a point there. "Oh my gosh! Is she ok? El's right, this is all my fault." He said. "Niall?" I asked him. "Yes?" He said with worry. "Do you still love Clara?" I asked him, he was hesitant because a girl came on. "Niall, babe, who's on the phone? And do you love Clara still?" She asked, with anger. "Babe, go back to sleep." He said. "So you do love her still Niall?" She said. He sighed. "No I don't love her anymore." He said, then hanging up. A choking noise came for behind us. We turned around to see Clara standing in the door way. "How long have you been there?" El asked. "Long enough." She said, before walking out.
"What have we done?" El said.
"Clara! Oh my gosh what did you do?" I asked, rushing over to her. She had a bandage wrapped around her arm. "I- um- I -oh." She stuttered. After regaining her self, she smiled weakly "Oh, this! it's nothing." She said. I didn't believe her, she's not very good at lying. So I grabbed the bandage and ripped it off. I gasped as I saw the 4 inch cut across her arm. "Clara." I whispered, still looking at her arm. "What have you done?" I asked. "I can explain." She said, her eyes tearing up. "Wait a minute, come sit down." I said, dragging her lightly over to the couch. I ran into the kitchen and made a cup of tea in lightning speed. Jade had called the other girls when we got home, so there were nearly here. When I walked back into the living room, I handed Clara the tea and sat next to her. "What happened darl?" I asked her. "Wait!" Jade said in a hushed tone. "Why?" I asked her. "Wait for the others to get here! We need to talk about this!" She said. I sighed and went to make everyone else some tea. When I'd finished everyone was here. Clara, Jade, Jesy, Leigh-Ann, Elenore and Danielle. "Ok, everyone's here, go one with it." I encouraged, getting back into my seat. "So Karlos, the voice, said nasty things about Niall never loving me and things like that..." She started to tear up. Some of the girls gasped. "And so I asked him what to do to make him leave, so he told me to... you know. Then I did it, and he said something about seeing me again soon. He said he would leave forever, but he lied." She was crying at the end of the sentence. "Oh no darl." I said. "Don't ever do it again! You hear me? We're here for you!" El said. Clara smiled a bit. Good!. "You know what we need?" Danni asked. "What?" Said Jesy. "A sleep over!" Danni exclaimed enthusiastically. Everyone nodded in agreement. "Let's all go to my hotel!" El said. Her hotels were always really fancy! I love it!
When we got there I said "First things first, mattresses!" I said. A tridition with our sleep overs was that we'd pile mattresses on the ground, well more like throw them harshly. We ran to the bedrooms and grabbed all the blankets, pillows and mattresses. After 10 minutes of putting things in different places and fighting over who slept where, we finally settled and started talking. "So El! How're you and Louis?" Jade asked. El blushed. "We're pretty good." "Oooh how good is really good?" Jesy asked. "Very, very good." El replied. "What about you and Zayn?" Leigh-Ann asked me. "We're great! Won't stop skyping me." I giggled. It was true! He skyped me nearly every night, even if it was just to say hi. "What about you and Nia-" El asked Clara, but I stopped her "El!" I said. "What?" She looked confused. Clara laughed at El's dumbstruck look. "El, Niall and I broke up." She said, with no hint of sadness in her voice, yay! "What?! I was totally a Nara shipper!" El said with a pout. "El, I think we all were." Jade said. I suddenly had a thought. Should I tell Niall about Clara? "El, come 'ere. Hurreh!" I shouted, running at her. "Ok, ok, calm down!" She giggled. We walked into her room. "Should we tell Niall about Clara and try get them back together?" Her eyes sparkled "Yes!! YESS!!" She shouted. "Ok, we'll start now. I'll call Niall." "Ok!" She said excitedly. After the fith ring he picked up. "Perrie? Whats up?" He asked. "Niall, it's Clara." He didn't answer for a while "What's wrong?" He asked quietly. "Well, you see..." I hesitated. "She cut herself Niall. As in gat a rasor and cut her arm." El said with a scowl on her face. "El! Are you trying to make him feel bad?!" I half shouted and whispered. "Yes! It's his fault! If he didn't cheat Karlos wouldn't of said it!" She said. She had a point there. "Oh my gosh! Is she ok? El's right, this is all my fault." He said. "Niall?" I asked him. "Yes?" He said with worry. "Do you still love Clara?" I asked him, he was hesitant because a girl came on. "Niall, babe, who's on the phone? And do you love Clara still?" She asked, with anger. "Babe, go back to sleep." He said. "So you do love her still Niall?" She said. He sighed. "No I don't love her anymore." He said, then hanging up. A choking noise came for behind us. We turned around to see Clara standing in the door way. "How long have you been there?" El asked. "Long enough." She said, before walking out.
"What have we done?" El said.
Notes
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1/4/14