~Niall's P.O.V~

"Niall, meet Isabella, Isabella, meet Niall." Simon said. I was meeting Isabella for the first time. My fake girlfriend. "Hi Niall, nice to meet you." She said, shaking my hand. She smiled at me. She was an average girl, not ugly, but not stunning, like Clara. Man I miss her so much, why'd I have to let her go like that? "Simon, what'll happen if this whole 'fake dating thing' fails and we really fall in love?" She asked in a stuck up tone. Wow, I can feel that we aren't going to get on very well. "They we'll deal with it when it happens." Simon rolled his eyes, know that'll never happen.

Isabella and I went to Nando's to get to know each other more. "So, Isabella, what do you do for a living?" I asked. She smiled at me seductively "I try to make you fall for me." She winked. "Um, that might be alot harder than you think." I said. There is no way in hell I would ever love anyone else but Clara, but I think Clara hates me now, she wouldn't answer any of my calls. Then she changed her number.

*A week later*

~Clara's P.O.V~

"Get out! Seriously if you're going to mope around doing nothing for another week then get out!" Linkin shouted at me. Moping? "What?! You can't kick me out! And I'm not moping! I'm just lying on my bed doing nothing!" He rolled his eyes "That's what I call moping, now go stay at Perries!" He said, gathering my stuff. Perrie did offer to let me stay with her and Jade but I said no. "Fine! I don't need you!" I shouted at him and walking to my room. I gathered my stuff and left.

"Perrie can I stay at yours? Linkin kicked me out." I said, I called her as I was walking to hers. "You don't have to ask! We want you here all the time, so hurry your but up and get here now." She demanded. "Ok, ok. I'll be there in 20." Allie, Lia and I all walked to Perries together. "Soo..." Lia said after a while. "Yes?" I asked her. "What's up with you and Niall?" I sighed "I broke up with him." "Why?!" Lia and Allie exclaimed at the same time. "He cheated on me, twice. How can I trust him anymore?!" "Wow, and thought he was really a keeper!" Lia said.

When I finally got to Perrie's and Jade's they pulled me into a hug. "Clara long time no see!' Jade said. "I know, I can go a whole day without seeing you!" The girls all came to visit me yesterday when Linkin called them, saying I wasn't doing too good. "Well it's nice to see your doing alright now!" Yeah... about that. I smiled at them, not saying anything. "So this is your room! You can unpack and do what ever you like! But we're going shopping later, so you better come." Perrie said, pointing a finger at me. I laughed "Of course, I need a new beanie." I sat on my bed as they walked out of the room. My room wasn't much different than the one at Niall's. It had baby pink and white walls, dressing tables on the wall and a nice big double bed in the middle of the room. It was quite nice! I turned the t.v and flicked it over to MTV. "Has One Direction's Niall Horan moved on already? Seems so, he's been seen with new girlfriend Isabella Avery! Hollywoods new hottest couple? I think so!" The lady on t.v said. As I watched the pictures fly on screen, my eyes brimmed with salty tears. Moved on? New girlfriend? She looked like a blond bimbo! Ok, Clara, you have nothing to do with him anymore, calm down! But I can't calm down.

Most of that night I just lay on my bed crying my eyes out. I miss him so much. The girls gave up on trying to get me to go shopping. They even tried pulling my physically out of bed, but I fell to the floor and stayed there.

*Clara! Finally, guess whoooos baaaack!*

A voice inside my head said. It was a man's voice, inside my head, saying he's back. I felt my heart rate quicken. "Karlos?" I asked, scared. *Yes! And I was right all along, nobody loves you! Haha, not even Niall, he moved on faster than I thought* "I know." I said, not bothering to fight back. I'm just tired of it all. *So Niall never loved you, all your friend have given up on you! What else?* He said. "Never lover me?" I thought aloud. *Yes! If he loved you, he wouldn't of cheated on you! If he cared then don't you think he'd be here now?* True. The tears came out by the bucket loads. "What will it do to get you out of here!?" I shouted to Karlos. *You know what to do, it's simple, look at that magazine over there.* He said, with obvious laughter in his voice. I looked at the magazine, which was already open. The heading read : The fact about cutting. I was confused "You want me to cut myself?" I asked through tears. *Yes, now go!* I wipped some tears away. "No! You don't control me!" *Do it and I'll go away forever. I promise, or otherwise, I'll make your life a living hell.* "FINE!" I shouted at the top of my lungs. I ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor. *Do it, now! C'mon! It won't hurt.* He said. I took a deep breath. I put the razor on my arm and pushed down with enough pressure. It slide across my arm, leaving redness behind it. As I let go, my arm started to bleed heavily. I ran to the first aid kit quickly, and panicking a bit. He lied, it hurt like hell! I grabbed a bandage and applied pressure to it, like I'd been taught when I was a kid. "Happy?" I asked in a quite voice, walking back to my room. *Yes, goodbye, for now.* He snickered. "What?! You said you'll leave forever!" Nothing answered. "WHAT THE HELL!???!!?!" I shouted. Not only have I just cut myself, but he won't leave! This couldn't get any worse.

"Hey Clara we're ba- What happened?" Perrie asked. Oh no.

Notes

Guys cutting is a serious thing! Myself being a cutter, I know how it feels and if you ever need anyone to talk to, message me! Please, we can get through this together.

Xx M