World So Cold

(IMPORTANT AUTHORS NOTE!!!!!!!!)


~Liana's pov~


No no no no no no no no no!!!!!!! Please just be a man that looks like my dad, please please please.


"Liana" he said with a smirk and I let out a shaky breath.


I started to back away from him and fell into someone. I looked up and was relieved to see that it was Luke.


"Are you okay" he asked standing me up.


"Help me" I whispered in his ear as I clutched onto him.


"Haven't seen you in a while, how've you been" My,,, dad spoke up with an annoying sound in his voice that he had when he was a drunk.


I loosest do myself from Luke's grasp and walked over to him.


"Well, a lot more peaceful since you left I can tell you that for sure" I scoffed and he raised his eyebrows.


"Peaceful" he asked as if i was lying. "I always thought it was peaceful" he says with his smirk growing wider.


"Ya, because you stumbling into the house, slamming the door, throwing things, and-" I was cut off by Luke grabbing me by the waist and walking me out.


"But wait we didn't pay" I said stopping.


"There no time for that, we have to get back to Sydney, fast" he responded as I continued walking.


"Why" I asked knowing that was the least safest place.


"I'll explain to you in the car but we have to go right now Liana" he said sternly and I gulped. I decided to just listen to him and get in the car.


"Wait but what if we get caught stealing this stuff" I ask and he just looks at me with a dorky smile.


"Well than we'll have just another 'great' adventure" he exclaims making us both start laughing.


He starts the car and we start heading back towards Sidney.


"So are you gonna tell me why we're going back" I ask and he nods his head.


"Remember when Gabby called you" he asked and I just nodded and motioned for him to go on. "Well Long story short, Ashton was with her and now knows where we are and is coming" he finishes and I just sit there wondering why Gabby would do such a thing.


"Wow, and to think I thought that Gabby was my friend" I scoff and lay back in my chair.


"No believe me, you've got it all wrong" he says and I face him. "Ash was forcing her too, she had no choice. If she didn't, God knows what he would do to her" he said and a feeling of relieve washed over me but still some hurt.


Silence washed over us but Luke spoke up.


"Liana" he said softly and I turned to face him.


"What were you about to say to your dad before I pulled you out of there" he asked, I knew he was gonna sometime.


"I don't really wanna talk about it" I said as tears welled up in my eyes and the terrible memories flooded through my brain.


"Hey I'm here for you Li, you know that you can tell me absolutely anything" he assured and I nodded.


"He used to come home either high or drunk every single day. Me, my sister and my mum hated it, even though my mum was rarely home and my sister was cupped up i her room" I said as more and more memories started flashing through my head. "I sometimes would be watching TV and laying on the couch peacefully in my living room and he would stumble through the door of course drunk, he would start yelling and throwing things and sometimes even hitting me" I added as the tears finally started to fall. "One night, he came home so drunk and so angry that he just lost it. He started breaking things and yelling at me. He also started to throw things, including me. He started to kick me, punch me, but I wasn't bleeding just yet. That night h-he a-al" I cut my self off by crying to hard. Luke started rubbing circles on my back comforting me. "He raped me" I finished and looked up and Luke who was also crying. He pulled the car over and hugged me so tight.


"How old were you" he asked.


"12" i whimpered and Luke cried harder, I just stood there.


"I will never let anybody hurt you, I love you more than any words can describe" Luke said and a small smile appeared on my face.


"I love you too" I said as he let go of me and planted a small kiss on my lips.


"I just don't understand why anybody would want to hurt you, I mean, to be honest, you were the only truth that I have ever had in my life. I've always been constantly lied to by everybody, and i was tired of it. You are the only person in this world that can open up to me without putting any lie in there, I don't know what I would do with out you" he said and more tears fell from my eyes but these were happy ones.


"For me, the only person that has ever been the least bit honest to me was Angelica, but then again we still wanted to kill each other at times. I'm glad that you came into my life Luke" I respond and he then leans in to kiss me again, I felt the Sparks well up between us and I smiled into the kiss.


He then Pulled away and continued driving.


The car ride was silent and I just looked out the window the whole time.


I decided to try and text gabby but she wouldn't respond, it even says read. That's odd.


The day light started to disappear and we then pulled up to an unknown house to me.


"Who's house is this" I asked getting up out of the car.


"It's michaels house. I have to pick up a few things" he said.


"Can I just wait in the car then" I asked and Luke just shook his head.


"I don't want to risk anything, this al could've been a trick and Ashton could be just waiting for you right there" Luke said and I just stood there at the thought.


Luke rang the door bell and Michael then appeared in the doorway and then gave a shocked look on his face.


"Hey guys, Umm you know that Ash kinda wants to get with you right" he said nervously.


"We know, can you just give me that bag that I left in your closet a week ago" Luke asked and Michael nodded.


He came back out with a bag and handed it to Luke. Luke and Michael then Gave each other a quick bro hug and Michael gave me a small side hug and we walked back into the car.
"We going to your house" he asked me.


"I guess" I responded bluntly.


We reached my house and I walked in to an angry mother and a ticked off sister.


"Where have you been all day Li" my mum yelled angrily at me. "You know what I don't even want to here it, your grounded for a week" my mum finished and walked back to the kitchen, wow she didn't even let me respond.


"Hey, how you doing" I whispered to Angelica but she just stood there with an annoyed look on her face. "Are you okay" I asked again but she wouldn't answer me. Oh I see she's ignoring me.


I just walked up to my room and slammed the door shut.


I grabbed a razor that I bought from the pharmacy and brought it to my bathroom.


I held my hand over the sink with the razor barely touching my skin. I debated on whether doing it or not but something came over me and a sigh of relief washed over me as my blood dripped onto the sink.


I then continued until my arm was all sliced up and covered in blood.

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