World So Cold

~Liana's pov~


Luke is not done with him, oh jeeze, even though I hate Ashton's guts I really don't want Luke to fuck him up.


I stepped away not wanting to get in to anything but Luke didn't care so he took one hard punch right in the jaw but shook it off, he got Ashton back but harder. Infact so hard that Ashton bopped his head to the other side. He quickly touched his lip that was now bleeding and looked at the blood covering his fingers.


"Guys stop" I say running in between them.


"Liana what a-" I cut Luke off.


"Okay I know he did something that really got you hurt but why does everything that happens to you have to resort to violence" I shout meaing every word. This happened with Calum, but for him it was the nose.


The day seemed to go by very slow but as soon as the last period bell rang I was out the school doors but was stopped by Luke.


"Oh hey I thought I was taking you home" he said as we both stood there.


"Right" I mumbled and followed him to his car.


We got in and both put our seat belts on and I turned on the radio channel that he and I both like to listen to together.


"I'm sorry about earlier, I know I tend to get into a lot of fights bu-"


"But you just can't help yourself, I know. Our schools known for this type of violence and your just one of those people part of it" I say but felt I said the last part somewhat harsh.


"Pretty much" he says looking down.


"No Luke, not just 'pretty' much, your gonna get in big trouble someday and hurt yourself real badly. Just stop being such a basterd when somebody doesn't do something you like" I meant every word except maybe the basterd part.


"Okay, I may be a basterd when it comes to stuff like this, but atleast when I get mad, I don't turn into a psychotic bitch" he said but then gasped at his choice of words along with me.


"Well if that's what you think then just drop me off here, I'll walk the rest of the way" I say grabbing all my stuff, he gladly unlocked the doors and I ran straight out and made my way to my house.


I unlocked the door and raced up the stairs and to my room.


I flopped down on my bed and started crying into my pillow. Psychotic bitch? What a fucking basterd


I looked up at the Polaroids about my headstand and quickly put my head down ignoring them.


I looked in my mirror and saw the make up running down my face, I got up and ran to the bathroom.


I took the makeup wipes out of my draw and quickly rubbed all my makeup off. I decided to just take a shower.


I stripped down and let the water run for spa few seconds.


I walked in and let the water run down my back, the hot water was very soothing and gave me goosebumps as it always does, even though it's almost summer.


I washed my hair and body and turned off the water.


I dried off and walked back into my room where I slipped on the clothes I was wearing before.


My phone lit up meaning I got a text or voicemail, or missed call. What ever it was, I was not in the mood, I picked it up anyways and, surprise surprise, Luke.


From Luke: I'm sorry. Your not a psychotic bitch, your one of the kindest, sweetest, and loving people I know. Plzz forgive me:(


I didn't answer so I just put my phone down and continued to dress up.


I decided that I should go see Angelica today since I haven't been there in a week and a half, I feel bad about that.


I went outside and walked to the bus stop. I waited there patiently for the bus to arrive and then it did.


I hoped on and took a seat.


I looked out the window and stared at all the moving cars and passing houses until one of those things was the hospital.

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